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I stayed in the hospital for a few days. During this time, Wang Yufei came over to visit me, but after she confirmed that I was alright, she didn't come over again.

As for Tang Yue and Zhou Zijin, after knowing that I was injured, they immediately rushed to the hospital, especially Zhou Zijin, who couldn't take off his clothes and took care of me.

"Xiao Ye, do you feel any better?"

The injury to my right hand was so severe that there was no sign of it recovering. Even life itself was a problem now.

"Much better …"

Still, I often stare at my right hand.

"Doctor, when will my hand heal?"

In a blink of an eye, I've been in the hospital for less than half a month. The wound on my hand has indeed healed a bit, but even a little bit of exertion would cause pain.

The doctor looked at me and shook his head. Then he took out an X-ray from a drawer nearby.

"The ligaments in your right palm were damaged too badly. With the addition of the comminuted fracture, it will take a very long time to recover … "Even if he recovers, it's impossible for him to recover to his original state …"

I felt the polite smile on my face freeze on my lips.

"Doctor, doctor …" What do you mean you can no longer return to your original state? "What is the most my hand can do?"

It was the first time I had felt flustered.

"Miss Ye, I won't hide it from you. This time, the injury on your hand injured your nerves. You can live here for sure, but it's slightly more detailed. For example, drawing or something like that …" "I'm afraid …"

As I walked out of the doctor's office, my mind in a daze, the doctor's words echoed in my ears.

I looked down at my right hand.

I can't paint anymore...

I can no longer design works that please me...

I shut myself in the ward, unwilling to go out, unwilling to let anyone else in.

"Xiao Ye, open the door! Open the door! "

Zhou Zijin was outside the ward, knocking on the door hard. But I didn't want to see him, and I didn't want to see anyone.

I am no longer that Ye Qianya who can rely on his own strength to support his entire Ye’s. I, who don't have a right hand, can't even continue my life.

I hugged my knees and curled up on the bed, feeling powerless for the first time.

After a few more days, Zhou Zijin helped me complete the discharge procedures, and as for the company, they have Tang Yue and Zhou Zijin. Zhou Zijin instructed me to not worry, I could focus on recuperating peacefully.

But when I live alone at home, it's easier for me to let my imagination run wild.

Especially when I realized that I didn't even have the basic ability to hold a pen.

I stayed in the studio all day, desperately want to hold the pen, want to do my right hand to restore health, but my hand can't pick up anything.

Other than the pain, most of it was numbness.

Had I been like this all my life?

Then what's the difference between being a cripple and being a cripple?!

At this thought, a sudden flame of anger rose in me, and I threw all the things on the desk onto the floor.

The cooking auntie heard the commotion and came in to look, only to find me sitting in the middle of a mess, staring at my right hand with tears streaming down my face.

"Madam …"

Aunt was about to say something, but I interrupted her.

"Get out."

"Husband …"

"Didn't you hear what I said? Get out! "

I shouted.

Auntie was shocked. Although my temper was usually not too good, I had never gotten angry with Auntie before.

But ever since something happened to my right hand, I couldn't bring myself to be interested in anything. Not only that, I felt that I had become more and more moody …

And during this period of time, Jiang Yu was not by my side.

When I feel lonely in my heart, I wonder where he went, and most of the time I get lost in the feeling of losing my right hand.

Until he came back.

As I sat on the sofa, I thought about the sound of the revolving door, but I didn't come to my senses.

Ever since the change in my right hand, I no longer cared about a lot of things.

Even if I die now, I probably won't have any objections …

"Qianqian, what's wrong with you? You don't look happy? "

Regarding what happened to me, Jiang Yu knows nothing.

I didn't answer him, just stared at the TV like a wooden chicken.

"Still angry?"

He looked at the expression on my face and felt a little unhappy.

"I don't care anymore. I've come all this way to apologize to you, can't you forgive me?"

He saw my dumbstruck look, because I was still angry about what had happened that day, and he hugged me painfully.

"Sorry …" I know I'm too possessive... I'm really sorry for what I said that day... I shouldn't have hurt you like that. "

But I still didn't answer him.

"Just tell me what you want, and I'll change it!"

He kept talking because I was really angry, but I didn't give him any response.

He pushed me away, and I lost my balance and fell to the ground.

I habitually used my right hand to support myself on the ground, but my right hand didn't have any strength left at all.

I fell to the ground, my body unable to support itself.

He picked me up off the ground, and then he noticed something was wrong with my right hand.

"Qianqian …" "Your hand …"

I coldly pushed him away and withdrew my hand from his palm.

"It's useless."

"What's going on?" Hearing that my right hand is crippled, Jiang Yu immediately went into a rage.

I looked up at him with a sneer. "You're asking me? Why don't you ask Li Wei! Ask her what she did to me! "

I looked at Jiang Yu and shouted.

He stared at me, but didn't say anything. He just looked at me with a sad expression on his face.

"Qianqian …"

"Didn't you say you loved me? Then go and take revenge for me! You crippled her hand too! I want her to become a cripple like me! I want her to become trash like me! "

I screamed hysterically, completely unconscious at the moment.

"Qianqian, calm down!"

Jiang Yu hugged me at a loss of what to do, trying to calm my emotions.

"Calm down? How do you want me to calm down! I was fine, I was healthy and normal! But now? I have become a cripple that cannot be lifted by the hand! I can't paint like I used to, I'm not the genius designer anymore! Li Wei destroyed everything I have, how do you want me to calm down! "

I have striven so hard for so long, yet I have never shed tears in front of others. However, in front of Jiang Yu, I do not know why, but my tears have started to fall uncontrollably.

I leaned into him and beat him with my other strong left hand to vent all my feelings.