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After eating and drinking to our heart's content, we drove back to the hotel to rest.

On the way to the hotel, we happened to meet the rush hour of work. The road was blocked, and our car was stuck on the elevated platform.

Somehow I wanted to talk to him.

"Thank you for today, I had a good time."

"Do you like it?"

he asked seriously, looking at me.

I didn't look at him, but out the window.

"You know, this is the first time I've been to an amusement park."

After saying that, I lowered my head and smiled.

"It's hard to believe, isn't it?" I looked up, tilted my head to his side, and smiled at him.

"As the president of Ye’s, how could I not have been to an amusement park?"

I paused. "But this is the truth. As you can see, I don't even know what a merry-go-round is. "

It didn't matter if Jiang Yu wanted to hear it or not, I continued to talk about what happened when I was young.

"When I was young, I grew up with my grandparents. At that time, I was in the countryside and my family was poor. Even the wealthiest children in the village had never been to an amusement park. When I grew up, when I came out to work hard, maintaining my life became the most important thing to do right now. I didn't know it when I was young, so when I grew up, I naturally didn't want it. "

As I spoke, I smiled in relief.

Actually, I know that now, when I think back to the past, sometimes I feel that I am not that miserable.

If one had never seen heaven, they wouldn't think that hell was so dark.

He did not speak, but chose to listen quietly.

And what I want to say is unprecedented.

"So far, there are a lot of things that even children know, but I don't know. Maybe it's because I received too little in my childhood and knew that I had to settle for the current situation, I couldn't have extravagant hopes, so gradually, I didn't force myself. "

I looked up at the blue sky outside the window.

Not forcing it, but that doesn't mean I don't want it.

When I was a child, I had nothing, so I envied those who had everything.

After leaving Li Ruyan, I started to go to the factory to work and live my days as a teacher.

I'm tired, but I'm on my own, and at least I'm safe.

At that time, there was no one who was familiar with him. During his free time, he would just go to the duty room and squat on the floor to watch TV shows on the old TV.

Perhaps this was the only pleasure I had at that time.

Later, when he was older and had Lin Mu by his side, he used the first money he earned from working hard and frugally to buy me a cell phone that could watch TV.

I used that cell phone for five years.

After that, Lin Mu left me, leaving the Lin Clan, who had just regained a little bit of its strength.

I didn't know what perseverance I had used to survive those years, but later, when I was free, I would think, Why do people always yearn for unrealistic fragments when they are young?

It was probably because it was a beautiful dream, and the reality of life, would only be cruel to the point of making you bleed.

But I didn't say that.

These are the past I have never mentioned to anyone.

It's all I've ever dreamed of when I was young.

After a while, I walked out from my memories, but found that Jiang Yu's gaze was still fixated on my face.

"What's wrong? Is there something on my face? " I looked at him and thought it was funny.

"Nothing …" I just suddenly... "I feel so sorry for you …"

he said, lowering his head.

"If... I should have appeared by your side earlier. "

His tone sounded like he was blaming himself.

I thought it was funny.

If he had met me earlier, he would still be the Jiang Yu who could easily make women submit to him. However, I am not the Ye Qianya now who can rely on his money and status to call the wind and summon the rain.

If he had no money, would he have stayed by my side and watched my face every day?

Most importantly, humans knew their own limitations.

I don't think I can hold him like this.

"Alright, I'm tired."

I moved the seat back in the passenger seat and lay down.

After the conversation ended, the car on the high shelf was also opened up. We returned to the hotel without any obstacles.

It's still early, so I can rest for another four hours.

Maybe it was because I was annoyed by what Jiang Yu had said that afternoon, but I didn't talk to him after we got back, so I just laid on the big bed. After playing for an entire morning, I really needed to rest.

At 7: 00 in the evening, Jiang Yu woke me up from my bed on time.

I went to the bathroom and took a shower, and when I came out he had the evening's clothes ready for me.

It had to be said that Jiang Yu had talent in design.

If he is willing to put in the effort, then given enough time, his reputation will definitely not be lower than mine.

"Your foot injury is not yet healed. Wear these soft leather flats tonight."

As he spoke, he took out a pair of soft soles that looked very comfortable despite their average appearance.

But I refused without thinking.

"Why?"

"I am a designer. If a designer doesn't match his own clothes well, how would people look at me? These shoes are enough to make people doubt my authority. "

As I spoke, I took out another pair of 12-centimeter high shoes from the chest that was the same color as Jiang Yu's set of clothes.

"There are still three days of meeting. According to the degree of wear and tear on your feet, you won't even be able to get out of bed on the fourth day!"

There was already anger in his voice.

"Are those hollow things really more important than your body?"

I looked at him and said coldly: "Jiang Yu, you are still too childish. Perhaps in your eyes, these may seem like things to you, things that you don't need, but here, it's a job."

He looked at me without speaking.

"Think about the annual Wii Show models. They can wear down their down coats because it's too cold in the winter," he said. Think about those flapping actresses. They don't shoot because they're afraid of pain? I'm a designer, and fashion is my life! "

I scolded him, but looking at his ashen face, I knew that my words were a bit too extreme.

"Since I have chosen this path, I am responsible for my own choices. Everyone is the same. "

I know that Jiang Yu said that for my own good, that's why I said it. But I am a stubborn person deep down, and the things that I decide on, will never change no matter what.

Whether it was a major event or details, they were all the same.

"Alright then, whatever you want to do is useless. Every word I say to you is childish!"

Jiang Yu said coldly, then pushed open the door and strode out without turning his head back.

I looked after him, then changed into the same suit and stepped on my hateful feet.