Chapter 158

Seeing the coolness at the bottom of her eyes, Lu Nan's heart clicked with a bad premonition.

"What do you want to say to me?"

After taking a deep breath, Yixia said firmly, "south, let's withdraw... I can't marry you."

Trying to endure the sadness in her heart, Yixia repressed her strong apology.

Her words made Lu nanru be struck by lightning. She looked at her in shock and asked in a difficult tone: "Yixia... You're kidding me, aren't you?"

Looking at his unbelievable expression, Yixia's heart was also very suffering.

But at the thought of Bai linwan's cruel words, she could only be cruel and said apologetically, "I'm sorry... I didn't joke with you. I'm serious. I won't marry you."

"Why?" Lu Nan's excited mood gradually stabilized, and his eyes fixed on her. He didn't believe that Yixia would say such words for no reason.

Now that she has promised to be engaged, it is impossible to refuse suddenly.

Thinking for a moment, Lu Nan suddenly thought of something, and his eyes coagulated: "it's Bai linwan, isn't it? Did he force you? Yixia, tell me!"

In addition to Bai linwan, he couldn't think of any reason why Yi Xia would say so.

Covering the bitterness in her eyes, Yi Xia didn't admit it. She could only look at him with guilt and said powerlessly, "it has nothing to do with him. This is my own meaning. I can't get engaged to you now. I'm really sorry..."

Although I know he will be very painful, it will also be painful to think of him if he really loses Lu.

She would rather he lost her. As long as Lu Nanan can be safe, she doesn't matter

"No! I don't agree!" Lu Nan flashed a firm touch at the bottom of his eyes and asked in a deep voice, "Yixia, tell me the truth, did Bai Lin night's bastard threaten you?"

He is not a fool. Yixia was taken away by Bai linwan at the wedding. Now he wants to repent with her and says there is no fishiness in it. He doesn't believe it at all.

As soon as her heart tightened, Yi Xia's heart could not help but spread bitterness. She knew that it was extremely difficult for Lu nan to agree to withdraw his marriage.

But Bai linwan's threat is in his ear. If Lu Nannan knows that she is forced, she will not let go

Thinking about it, he could only force himself to be cruel and said: "to the south, no one threatened me. I've figured it out for a while. I can't be so selfish. I'll marry you just to give Xiaobai a father..."

"Can't be selfish? Yi Xia, what do you mean?" Lu Nan asked her incredulously.

Although he also knew that Yixia promised to be with him, mostly for Xiaobai.

But he didn't believe that after so many years of efforts, he couldn't leave any feelings in Yixia's heart.

He believes that when Isha is with him, he must care about him

But the reality made him instantly defeated and couldn't help mocking his stupidity.

She really agreed to be engaged to him just for Xiaobai

Seeing Lu Nan's pale face, Yixia couldn't say anything.

Six years

For six years, although as Liz said, she didn't owe him anything

But these six years of company is a spiritual pillar for her.

Moreover, without Lu Nanan's life-saving grace six years ago, there is no today of her and Xiaobai.

The last person she wants to hurt is Lu Nanan.

But she was afraid that Lu Nan would lose everything like herself.

Then she owes him more

Biting her teeth, Yixia endured the deepest pain in her heart, restrained the guilt in her eyes, and bitterly continued to lie: "south, I think and think these days. Although we have been together for six years, I haven't liked you..."

Hearing the speech, Lu Nan's heart suddenly felt a stabbing pain. She was stabbed by her words. She only felt her heart cut like a knife.

He clenched his hands into fists, clenched his teeth and asked, "Isha, I always know you don't like me... But as long as we are together, our feelings can be cultivated..."

For six years, he accompanied her, but he never opened her heart. He admitted that he was a failure, but as long as she gave him more time, he would melt her and be good to her all his life

"To the south." she called Lu Nan, and Yi Xia lowered her eyes, a little weak.

Looking deeply into Lu Nanan's eyes, she said with a bitter smile: "I tried to like you... But I really don't have the ability to love..."

She has already been hurt all over and doesn't want to love anyone anymore.

Lu Nan really can't give the love she wants. Maybe she should let go and let him pursue his happiness.

"No, I don't believe it... Isha, as long as you give me time, you will fall in love with me."

Excitedly pulled her catkin, and Lu Xiang was reluctant to give up her eyes to the south.

How can he let go of the people he has loved for so many years?

Clearly everything is readily available, clearly happiness is in front of him, how can he give up?

"No." she bit her lower lip slightly, and Yi Xia forced herself to be cruel.

If you look carefully, you can see that she almost bit her lips

But Lu Nanan lost all her strength because of her firm words.

Yixia couldn't bear to look at his sad look. Don't open your eyes and look out of the window. She said apologetically: "south, I'm sorry..."

"I don't want to hear. I'm sorry..." Lu Nan flashed a touch of pain at the bottom of his eyes. After hesitating for a moment, he asked, "I just want to know. If you're sure you won't fall in love with me, why did you promise to be with me?"

It was he who was dazzled by love that ignored all the impossibilities in his heart and went after Yixia.

But what about her? Why do you promise him when you know it's impossible?

How much love he once had, how unwilling he was at this moment. He must ask for an answer for himself!

Yixia looked back at him and finally admitted her original idea: "in fact, I promised to be with you out of gratitude and guilt... You have waited for me for six years, and I can only repay you in this way."

"I don't need your gratitude and guilt at all. I just want your heart!" Lu Nan roared in a moment of rage!

Don't sympathize with him, don't feel guilty! All he wants is that she is willing to be with him!

But why, clearly everything has moved towards his goal, but now he still wants to lose her!

Startled by his roar, Yixia's mind was shocked

It turned out that she was wrong from the beginning.

She thought she could repay Lu Nan's kindness as long as she promised to be with him.

But what he wanted was never only her marrying her, but also her heart.

But her heart has long been torn apart, and she can't give it to anyone at all.

"Sorry, South, my heart, no one can give..." Yi Xia lowered her head painfully and didn't know how to face him.