Chapter 83

There was no time to explain too much. Gu Beichen immediately turned around to look for it, but because she had looked for all the places she might go, he suddenly lost his goal and walked aimlessly, helpless.

He walked straight along the coastline.

Suddenly, he showed a sarcastic smile, he was laughing at himself.

"Who is Liang wanwan? How could you possibly need someone else? "

Looking at the phone still not hung up on the screen, Gu Beichen clearly can stop here and return the same way, but he doesn't know whether it's the trouble in his heart or what he wants to insist on. He keeps walking forward, as if he can be at ease and punish his innocence.

Until, he saw the familiar figure on the sand bank, where she sat, like a weathered fossil for thousands of years, looking at the front motionless.

Gu Beichen looked at the place where she was looking. There was nothing but the boundless sea, and she stayed here for five hours.

"What about cell phones?"

"Lost it."

Gu Beichen sat down beside her. He always felt that today's Liang wanwan was very different from the past. He looked at her again and again, and asked questions like, "are you hungry? Is it cold? "

And these "nonsense" that Liang wanwan would have rejected noisy and chose not to answer

Today's Liang answered one by one, "not hungry, not cold."

He stood up and held out a hand. "I'll take you back."

Liang wanwan continued to shake his head, "no need."

Probably rejected many times, Gu Beichen some irritable, "what's the matter with you?"

Liang wanwan puts his chin on his knee like a kitten, hugs his body tightly and shivers.

Will coat over her, Gu Beichen finally know, at the moment in front of her is indeed Liang wanwan, but she is not Liang wanwan.

"Come on, I'll go with you wherever you want to go."

After half a sound, Liang wanwan, who has been in a silent state, finally has a reaction, but she almost "habitually" pushes Gu Beichen away and sniffs without any trace, "no, I can."

She has always warned herself that she must not rely on anyone. Once she does that, she will die.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to dislike you."

“……”

Gu Beichen is rigid in the same place. He really hates himself. In this case, he should turn around and leave in order to maintain his dignity, but he just wants to bury himself in the ground. His eyes don't want to leave her for a moment.

"In fact, I've wanted to say this to you for a long time, but I haven't had the right time. I'm sorry, I really don't mean to dislike you or dislike you at all. I just think it's not easy for everyone. It's good for each of us to have a good life."

Finally will bury the words in the heart to say, Liang wanwan relieved.

"Even if I can't be a friend in the future, I wish you all the best."

Even after last night's obvious loss of soul, Liang was still able to hold his turbulent heart, which was really terrible.

"I'll ask you a question."

"You said Put down the volume, Liang's voice is extremely sweet and quiet.

"Why did you call me?"

"Accidentally."

"I accidentally found it in the address book."

“……”

"Liang wanwan, since you have sincerely blessed me, I also sincerely wish you." Just a moment later, he said, "you go. I'll watch you go for the last time."

After that, if she looks back, there will be no more of her.

Liang wanwan turns around and leaves without saying a word. She naively thinks that she can defeat all the others only after she has passed this time.

So even if she pinches her palm with her fingernails or bites her lower lip with her teeth, she can't let herself turn back. Only when she doesn't turn back can she look forward. What she fears most in her life is turning back.

"Liang wanwan, you really have no heart." Gu Beichen called out before she disappeared.

Liang wanwan's feet took root in the mud and couldn't be pulled out any more.

"Liang Wan Wan!"

Gu Beichen can't believe to run toward her position. In the last second, he watched her strong body and slowly fell down.

Maybe he has a grudge, but he never hates her. He knows that between loving her and hating her, he focuses more on which one.

Just because Liang wanwan's refusal is too strong, he needs to respect her and protect himself.

But these ideas, in a moment, completely disappeared.

He took her to the hospital and the doctor told him about a social illness called "depression."

"Patients with this disease need more care, especially your family."

Ren Gu Beichen can't think of breaking his head, so Liang wanwan will also suffer from depression?

"Is there anything else you haven't said to me?"

"It does."

Liang wanwan resolutely admitted that he was just like making some kind of determination. His firm eyes were staring at Gu Beichen.

"I admit that you are the most special one among all the people I have met over the years, and I also admit that your good strategy has made me have completely different thoughts on you from other people."

"Is that true?"

Gu Beichen can't control the surprise, just like he has been working hard in the dark, countless times to look forward to the dawn, finally appeared in front of him.

Liang wanwan looked at him in silence for a while, not for his joy. "But it doesn't mean anything, it's just the reaction and emotion that human beings should have. After I find out, I will only try to block this emotion."

"What do you mean?" Gu Beichen's head is buzzing. The fact that he doesn't want to admit all the time is naked in front of him at the moment.

"I mean, from today on, we don't want to meet again. I'll forget you in my way, and then we don't want to do it."

"..." Gu Beichen's brain was blank for a while, "so you didn't accidentally press the phone yesterday, did you?"

He already knows the result, but he still wants to make sure something. He wants to know whether Liang wanwan's so-called love is empty talk or forbearance.

"It's accidentally pressed, and I'm going to dial it out."

The best answer is not to dial in the end.

"Well, I see."

Gu Beichen nodded. He immediately took one side of his coat and looked at Liang wanwan on the hospital bed. Step by step, he stepped back behind the door and turned on the door lock. With a click, they would be separated for the rest of their lives.

Liang didn't look up at him from beginning to end. Even if she didn't give up, she would not show it, because her life was doomed to be lonely long ago.

With a bang, the door of the room was closed from the outside. With a very light sound, Liang wanwan seemed to hear a loud crack. She covered her mouth and didn't let her sob come out. It seemed that she could cheat herself. In fact, she never fell in love with anyone.