25 I'm not running away by myself
An attack helicopter zoomed overhead.
For a split-second, its glaring light grazed Sousuke's head.
Fortunately, however, no one noticed: After a moment, the chopper headed for the mountains and disappeared into the southern sky.
Rain fell gently while the wind rustled the branches.
"Is it gone?" hoped Kaname.
She couldn't see because Kurz, Sousuke, and she were hiding in a small hollow, disguised under shrubs, roots, and leaves.
"It appears so," replied Sousuke.
Earlier, Sousuke had given him a shot of morphine, so Kurz was still pretty out of it.
He had a broken arm and deep lacerations on the opposite arm and leg. A normal person never would have made it so far from the wreckage in that state.
Although the bleeding ceased, for the time being, Kurz wouldn't pull through unless he got some legitimate medical attention in the near future.
"Chidori, can you still walk?"
"If I couldn't, we wouldn't get away," she said resolutely, although she looked rather worn.
Sousuke and Kaname staggered along the mountain road, supporting Kurz.
"Hey, careful. I'm wounded over here," muttered Kurz.
''I'm surprised you walked that far," Sousuke commented.
"I went along the river to mask my scent. But man, the lieutenant commander doesn't mess around-I barely got out of my mech before he blew it to pieces. Maybe I would've been better off to eat it back there."
"Did the silver AS beat you?"
"Yeah, but it's a mystery how."
"What happened?"
"I drew him in, point blank, and nailed him with the fifty-seven millimeter. I thought I brought him down. But then ... next thing I know, I'm the one in pieces."
"Did he use a directional fragmentation mine?"
"No, nothing like that. It was more like he hit me with-" Kurz grimaced.
"I don't know, an invisible hammer or something."
''That's enough. Don't speak."
Climbing uphill, they came to a giant tree that looked to be at least a thousand years old.
"Looks like we're done climbing hills."
On the other side of the downhill stretch, there was a large plain, consisting of farms and paddy fields.
An occasional military vehicle cut through the rice fields from time to time.
Kaname strained her eyes, "That's a lot of wide open space to cross. "
"Yes. We'll be in great danger of being spotted."
As Sousuke gently deposited Kurz on the ground, the latter cursed nearly inaudibly.
Squatting next to Kurz, Kaname began to cough uncontrollably, as if choking. She didn't complain, but she appeared in less than top spirits.
Shortly, Kurz's breath slowed to the deep relief of sleep as the morphine kicked in.
They walked along the bumpy path in the dead of night for three hours. Sousuke was pleased with their progress, but still...
The three of us will never make it to the coast.
It would be difficult for a healthy, stealthy soldier to escape the enemy's sights while crossing those plains.
Even if the de Danaan wanted to rescue them, Sousuke had no way to contact them.
Although Kurz retained his small transmitter, its range was just a couple of miles. It was at least twelve miles to the coast.
Sousuke felt tired. His head was not clear, and his wound seemed to feel worse with each step.
They couldn't move, they couldn't call for help, and the vulture-like enemies circled continually closer.
There's no way out. It was not the first time in his life Sousuke felt the hand of Death tapping his shoulder.
"Chidori."
"Yes?"
While Sousuke explained the situation-their isolation, the enemy's search net, the weather, Kurz's condition, and his own strength. Kaname listened patiently.
"Oh," she said finally.
"I have an idea," suggested Sousuke. "Kurz and I will stay here and make a lot of noise to get the enemy's attention. We'll buy a lot of time for you to run as far as you can to the west."
"Excuse me?"
"Go west. Take this transmitter and make a beeline for the shore. If our allies come to get us, then they'll be calling on that channel."
There was no guarantee that the allies would come to rescue them but he had to take a shot on Kaname making it to the shore, just in case.
"But what about you guys?"
"No need to worry. Our job is to protect you. And it's better for one person to survive than for all three of us to get captured."
"Not true!"
Sousuke didn't understand why it mattered to Kaname if he already had resigned himself to this fate.
"You have a right to survive," Sousuke said.
"Go."
At that moment, "duty" and "mission objectives" didn't factor into his decision. He simply wanted Kaname to live.
Even if she feared and hated him, Sousuke wanted her to get back to school. If she didn't make it home, he knew that he, Sousuke, would feel sad.
"Run. Alone."
There was a long silence.
Looking from Sousuke to Kurz and back, Kaname seemed perplexed.
In actuality, it was quite simple, really. It was reasoning anyone could grasp: If the only chance for her to survive was by abandoning the others, she needed to do so.
No one would blame her for saving herself. Of course, she would run at least, that was Sousuke's logic.
After at least a full minute of silence, Kaname finally spoke.
"No"
"Excuse me?"
"I said 'no.' I'm not running away by myself," she declared. "We'll have to put our heads together and come up with another plan."
It was a quiet, albeit confident and composed, statement.
Patiently, Sousuke shook his head. "Listen, Chidori. I'm a specialist. There isn't any way for all three of us to escape this situation. It will be difficult for you to escape by yourself, even.
That's the truth."
"Truth? Only according to you," she replied, slightly angry.
"But-"
"Enough!" Kaname's outburst dumbfounded Sousuke.
''I've been doing a lot of thinking while we trudged through these mountains, and I've finally made up my mind."
Kaname paused to take a deep breath.
"Sagara, you really are a total idiot. I mean, I'm glad you want to save me, but aren't you forgetting something? I think you're missing something extremely important. Know what it is? I doubt it because you're a complete idiot. I am not too keen on being saved by an idiot."
"Huh?" Sousuke hardly could believe his eyes and ears. Kaname was morphing from a scared girl into the domineering class president.
For a split-second, its glaring light grazed Sousuke's head.
Fortunately, however, no one noticed: After a moment, the chopper headed for the mountains and disappeared into the southern sky.
Rain fell gently while the wind rustled the branches.
"Is it gone?" hoped Kaname.
She couldn't see because Kurz, Sousuke, and she were hiding in a small hollow, disguised under shrubs, roots, and leaves.
"It appears so," replied Sousuke.
Earlier, Sousuke had given him a shot of morphine, so Kurz was still pretty out of it.
He had a broken arm and deep lacerations on the opposite arm and leg. A normal person never would have made it so far from the wreckage in that state.
Although the bleeding ceased, for the time being, Kurz wouldn't pull through unless he got some legitimate medical attention in the near future.
"Chidori, can you still walk?"
"If I couldn't, we wouldn't get away," she said resolutely, although she looked rather worn.
Sousuke and Kaname staggered along the mountain road, supporting Kurz.
"Hey, careful. I'm wounded over here," muttered Kurz.
''I'm surprised you walked that far," Sousuke commented.
"I went along the river to mask my scent. But man, the lieutenant commander doesn't mess around-I barely got out of my mech before he blew it to pieces. Maybe I would've been better off to eat it back there."
"Did the silver AS beat you?"
"Yeah, but it's a mystery how."
"What happened?"
"I drew him in, point blank, and nailed him with the fifty-seven millimeter. I thought I brought him down. But then ... next thing I know, I'm the one in pieces."
"Did he use a directional fragmentation mine?"
"No, nothing like that. It was more like he hit me with-" Kurz grimaced.
"I don't know, an invisible hammer or something."
''That's enough. Don't speak."
Climbing uphill, they came to a giant tree that looked to be at least a thousand years old.
"Looks like we're done climbing hills."
On the other side of the downhill stretch, there was a large plain, consisting of farms and paddy fields.
An occasional military vehicle cut through the rice fields from time to time.
Kaname strained her eyes, "That's a lot of wide open space to cross. "
"Yes. We'll be in great danger of being spotted."
As Sousuke gently deposited Kurz on the ground, the latter cursed nearly inaudibly.
Squatting next to Kurz, Kaname began to cough uncontrollably, as if choking. She didn't complain, but she appeared in less than top spirits.
Shortly, Kurz's breath slowed to the deep relief of sleep as the morphine kicked in.
They walked along the bumpy path in the dead of night for three hours. Sousuke was pleased with their progress, but still...
The three of us will never make it to the coast.
It would be difficult for a healthy, stealthy soldier to escape the enemy's sights while crossing those plains.
Even if the de Danaan wanted to rescue them, Sousuke had no way to contact them.
Although Kurz retained his small transmitter, its range was just a couple of miles. It was at least twelve miles to the coast.
Sousuke felt tired. His head was not clear, and his wound seemed to feel worse with each step.
They couldn't move, they couldn't call for help, and the vulture-like enemies circled continually closer.
There's no way out. It was not the first time in his life Sousuke felt the hand of Death tapping his shoulder.
"Chidori."
"Yes?"
While Sousuke explained the situation-their isolation, the enemy's search net, the weather, Kurz's condition, and his own strength. Kaname listened patiently.
"Oh," she said finally.
"I have an idea," suggested Sousuke. "Kurz and I will stay here and make a lot of noise to get the enemy's attention. We'll buy a lot of time for you to run as far as you can to the west."
"Excuse me?"
"Go west. Take this transmitter and make a beeline for the shore. If our allies come to get us, then they'll be calling on that channel."
There was no guarantee that the allies would come to rescue them but he had to take a shot on Kaname making it to the shore, just in case.
"But what about you guys?"
"No need to worry. Our job is to protect you. And it's better for one person to survive than for all three of us to get captured."
"Not true!"
Sousuke didn't understand why it mattered to Kaname if he already had resigned himself to this fate.
"You have a right to survive," Sousuke said.
"Go."
At that moment, "duty" and "mission objectives" didn't factor into his decision. He simply wanted Kaname to live.
Even if she feared and hated him, Sousuke wanted her to get back to school. If she didn't make it home, he knew that he, Sousuke, would feel sad.
"Run. Alone."
There was a long silence.
Looking from Sousuke to Kurz and back, Kaname seemed perplexed.
In actuality, it was quite simple, really. It was reasoning anyone could grasp: If the only chance for her to survive was by abandoning the others, she needed to do so.
No one would blame her for saving herself. Of course, she would run at least, that was Sousuke's logic.
After at least a full minute of silence, Kaname finally spoke.
"No"
"Excuse me?"
"I said 'no.' I'm not running away by myself," she declared. "We'll have to put our heads together and come up with another plan."
It was a quiet, albeit confident and composed, statement.
Patiently, Sousuke shook his head. "Listen, Chidori. I'm a specialist. There isn't any way for all three of us to escape this situation. It will be difficult for you to escape by yourself, even.
That's the truth."
"Truth? Only according to you," she replied, slightly angry.
"But-"
"Enough!" Kaname's outburst dumbfounded Sousuke.
''I've been doing a lot of thinking while we trudged through these mountains, and I've finally made up my mind."
Kaname paused to take a deep breath.
"Sagara, you really are a total idiot. I mean, I'm glad you want to save me, but aren't you forgetting something? I think you're missing something extremely important. Know what it is? I doubt it because you're a complete idiot. I am not too keen on being saved by an idiot."
"Huh?" Sousuke hardly could believe his eyes and ears. Kaname was morphing from a scared girl into the domineering class president.