Chapter 212
Jing Yixuan breathes heavily, his expression is more and more trance, and his willpower is more and more weak
He was really afraid that he would not be able to carry it, so he wanted the white powder, but he had to endure it.
He can't be controlled by this damn thing any more!!
Outside the door, came Xiaonan that anxious cry.
"Jingyixuan..."
"You open the door..."
"Let me come in and see you, will you?"
"Jingyixuan..."
“……”
Xiaonan's gentle voice, like a trickle of water, rushes into Jing Yixuan's heart.
It seems that a fresh and comfortable spring water has been poured into the itchy man
He sat on the sofa, gasping for breath, hoarse voice with Chen Ma, "you let her go back."
His hands, powerless on his legs
Between the fingers, there is blood, is constantly, drop by drop out
The bright red blood dripping on the white carpet is terrible.
"Sir, let's bandage the wound first."
Chen Ma suggested.
Jing Yixuan refused.
Let the dirty blood flow down!
Pain is better, maybe he can sober up a little!
Jing Yi closes his eyes and leans his head on the back of the sofa, letting the sweat flow down his forehead
Lax thoughts, full of Xiaonan that pretty face.
Sometimes gentle
Sometimes anxious
Sometimes angry
Sometimes stubborn
Then all the mood changes, only for him
Heartstrings, being pulled to be awe inspiring
Breathing, sometimes urgent, sometimes slow.
Short, as if to suffocate at any time in general!
The door, pull gently.
Xiaonan eagerly welcomed the past, "Chen Ma!! Let me go in and see him... "
She pushed the door, wanted to enter, but was stopped by Chen Ma, "Miss, don't do this, sir is in a bad mood now, he doesn't want to see anyone."
"Good! If you don't want to see me, I won't go in! But, Chen Ma, you tell me, what's the matter with him? "
Xiaonan's worries are written in her eyes.
Chen Ma's eyes twinkled, "in fact, Mr. nothing."
"Nothing?"
Xiaonan naturally does not believe, "if it's OK, how can he fall things?"? I saw him pale and sweating. Is he sick? Chen Ma, he didn't let you tell me, did he? It must be something. I'm afraid I'm worried. I dare not tell you, right? "
Xiaonan can only guess by herself.
"No, miss, don't guess! Sir is in good health. Come on! Let's go down to dinner first, sir, and come out after a bath. "
Chen Ma coaxes Xiaonan downstairs.
Xiaonan doesn't follow. She always feels that Jing Yixuan is hiding something from herself.
Must be sick!
She was anxious to go in and have a look at him, but suddenly, the bedroom door was opened and Jing Yixuan's tall figure came out from inside.
"Have you had enough?"
The cold sound, like an ice cellar, has no temperature of half a minute.
Xiaonan looked up at him, "are you ok?"
She looked him up and down, and finally her eyes fell on Jing Yixuan's bleeding fingers. She was flustered, grabbed his hand and said, "put some medicine on first!"
Jing Yixuan shakes off her hand indifferently, ignores her concern and goes downstairs.
Chen Ma quickly followed up.
Xiaonan slow God half a second, half ring, also followed him downstairs.
However, he picked up the dishes on the table and threw them into the dustbin together with the dishes.
No mercy, no warmth!
Yang Yang just looked on.
"What are you doing?"
Xiaonan finally some can't help it, rushed up to hold him, some red eyes.
"Go back."
Jing Yixuan cold spit out two words.
Leng Liang's sight, like a thorn, shot at Xiaonan, "don't come here any more! Take him with you. "
He means, Yang Yang!!
Xiaonan takes a deep breath, suppresses his anger, looks up and confronts his cold eyes, "Jing Yixuan, do you know what you are doing? "
" get out of here! "
Jing Yixuan responded to her with just one word.
With that, he turned around and went upstairs.
Xiaonan dropped in the hands of the shoulders, unconsciously usurped tight.
Looking up at his back step by step, Xiaonan can't help shouting, "jingyixuan, I'm going to get married!"Sure enough, the figure in front is half stiff.
The footstep stops, stands there, does not move.
Xiaonan's eyes were slightly red. "Today, Yang Yang asked me to have a warm meal with his father on the phone Maybe you don't care about children's feelings, but Yangyang loves his father very much, at least this meal He's been waiting for a long time "
however, he threw all of them into the dustbin!!
Jing Yixuan falls on his shoulders, unconsciously seizing power.
"Have you finished?"
His cold voice came through the air again.
The temperature makes Xiaonan suffocate.
She didn't speak.
Jing Yixuan copied it in his trousers pocket and went upstairs without looking back.
Leave Xiaonan and Yangyang standing there, staring at his lonely back, stunned
…………………………………………
From Jing Yixuan's home, Xiaonan and Yangyang can't hide their feelings and are lost.
In the end, they just solved the dinner problem in KFC.
"Xiaonan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let you come here..."
Yang Yang took the lead in apologizing.
Xiaonan touched his small head, astringent smile, "very disappointed, isn't it?"
"Not either."
Xiaoyangyang shook his head, nibbled his hamburger and raised his head. "Xiaonan, what's the matter with my dad?"
Xiaonan shakes her head and has no clue.
She sucked her cold drink and sighed, "I don't know what he was thinking Is he really ill? "
"Is he sick, so he doesn't want you and Yang Yang? He's afraid we're worried? " Xiaoyangyang said here, suddenly anxious, holding Xiaonan's hand, "Xiaonan, my father will not get any terminal disease? He didn't want to upset us, so he drove us away? "
Xiaonan heard his son say so, his face turned white unconsciously.
"Baby, don't think about it. Your father is a doctor. Even if he is really ill, he will let himself be OK."
This, Xiaonan nature is just to appease his son.
She knows better than anyone that even a doctor can't cure all kinds of diseases. If he is really ill
Xiaonan is such a think, also some flustered.
"I'll ask you uncle Yun."
Xiaonan said, will call / talk to Yunfeng.
But when I think about it, Chen Ma doesn't want her, and Yun Feng is in the same scene. Yi Xuan always takes out his breath from his nostrils. If he wants to tell him what he can't say, it's obviously impossible for him to get out of his way.
So Xiaonan can't wait to call yew.
"Yew, sister Xiaonan, I want to ask you something. You have to tell me the truth, OK? "
Xiaonan was on the phone with a dignified tone.
Yew natural dare not neglect, repeatedly nodded, "Xiaonan sister, you ask, I want to know, all truthfully tell you."
"Thank you."
Xiaonan thanks first, and finally says, "Yi Xuan's body, do you know what's going on? "
" what do you mean? "
Yew can't understand, "is Dr. Jing sick? Is it serious? "
"You didn't know..."
Xiaonan murmured and said, "yew, can you help me to ask Yunfeng? I think Yunfeng must know. I'm very worried about his health now. I always think something's wrong with him. "
"Good! Xiaonan elder sister, you wait. I'll help you to find out his mouth first, but if he says not, I'm not sure. "
Yew A should come down, hang up the phone, go to help Xiaonan to Yunfeng that to explore the wind.
Xiaonan is waiting anxiously here.
Soon, the phone thought again, yew called.
"How's it going?" Xiaonan is worried.
"Yunfeng said that Dr. Jing is in good health and has no problem at all!"
No?
Xiaonan tightens Xiumei.
"Yunfeng said that a month ago their company organized a physical examination, and Dr. Jing's body didn't have any abnormal phenomenon!"
See Xiaonan silent, yew said, "Xiaonan sister, is not Yunfeng fool me?"
Xiaonan smiles, "don't worry, if he can tell you, he will tell you the truth. He may fool me, but he will never fool you!"
Xiaonan is to recognize this, just let Taxus to explore his mouth.
"OK..." Xiaonan long relieved, laughed, "I don't want any results, as long as he's all right."
That way, she can enter her own marriage peacefully
Just, if not sick, then what happened to him?!
………………………………………………………………………………………………Jingyixuan's room is in a mess.
Chen Ma is trying to clean up for him.
And he, sitting on the sofa, hiding in the blue and white moonlight, kept rubbing the smoke in his hand
At this time, he would like to smoke.
When he's addicted but not satisfied, he's very addicted to smoking. He always wants to use it to suppress his bad addiction. So over the years, he's been very addicted to smoking.
But that day, he promised Xiaonan not to smoke any more, so no matter how hard it was, he would still press
If you can't stand the pain, how can he be a man?!
"Sir, I really don't understand..."
While cleaning up his room, Chen Ma sighed, "since you like Miss Yin, why don't you tie her up while she's still unmarried?"
Jing Yixuan laughed at himself, "do you think I can tie her around like this?"
Eyes Ren hair tight, eyes deep, obscure, "which woman with an addict, will lead a good life?"? What son would be proud of having an addict father? "
He seemed to speak casually, but the listeners could hear the loneliness in his tone.
Chen's mother worried, "Sir, don't blame yourself so much. You don't want to smoke this poison voluntarily! What's more, you're doing everything you can to quit now! "
Miss Chen is very sad about this.
To say that there was such a cruel mother in the world, she didn't want to believe it if she didn't see it with her own eyes.
However, although my husband has resentment and hatred towards his mother, no amount of resentment can resist the love
Worried that Wen Chunru would blame himself for this mistake, as a dutiful son, he has been concealing the fact that he was addicted to drugs.
"Quit?"
A simple word, but to do, easier said than done!!
Four years. He's been trying to get rid of this addiction for four years!!
When did you not cut your palm with a knife, use bloodletting to wake up, and use pain to replace your addiction, so that you would not want to smoke as soon as you lose control
And he, also in this drug addiction, was tortured for four years!!
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He was really afraid that he would not be able to carry it, so he wanted the white powder, but he had to endure it.
He can't be controlled by this damn thing any more!!
Outside the door, came Xiaonan that anxious cry.
"Jingyixuan..."
"You open the door..."
"Let me come in and see you, will you?"
"Jingyixuan..."
“……”
Xiaonan's gentle voice, like a trickle of water, rushes into Jing Yixuan's heart.
It seems that a fresh and comfortable spring water has been poured into the itchy man
He sat on the sofa, gasping for breath, hoarse voice with Chen Ma, "you let her go back."
His hands, powerless on his legs
Between the fingers, there is blood, is constantly, drop by drop out
The bright red blood dripping on the white carpet is terrible.
"Sir, let's bandage the wound first."
Chen Ma suggested.
Jing Yixuan refused.
Let the dirty blood flow down!
Pain is better, maybe he can sober up a little!
Jing Yi closes his eyes and leans his head on the back of the sofa, letting the sweat flow down his forehead
Lax thoughts, full of Xiaonan that pretty face.
Sometimes gentle
Sometimes anxious
Sometimes angry
Sometimes stubborn
Then all the mood changes, only for him
Heartstrings, being pulled to be awe inspiring
Breathing, sometimes urgent, sometimes slow.
Short, as if to suffocate at any time in general!
The door, pull gently.
Xiaonan eagerly welcomed the past, "Chen Ma!! Let me go in and see him... "
She pushed the door, wanted to enter, but was stopped by Chen Ma, "Miss, don't do this, sir is in a bad mood now, he doesn't want to see anyone."
"Good! If you don't want to see me, I won't go in! But, Chen Ma, you tell me, what's the matter with him? "
Xiaonan's worries are written in her eyes.
Chen Ma's eyes twinkled, "in fact, Mr. nothing."
"Nothing?"
Xiaonan naturally does not believe, "if it's OK, how can he fall things?"? I saw him pale and sweating. Is he sick? Chen Ma, he didn't let you tell me, did he? It must be something. I'm afraid I'm worried. I dare not tell you, right? "
Xiaonan can only guess by herself.
"No, miss, don't guess! Sir is in good health. Come on! Let's go down to dinner first, sir, and come out after a bath. "
Chen Ma coaxes Xiaonan downstairs.
Xiaonan doesn't follow. She always feels that Jing Yixuan is hiding something from herself.
Must be sick!
She was anxious to go in and have a look at him, but suddenly, the bedroom door was opened and Jing Yixuan's tall figure came out from inside.
"Have you had enough?"
The cold sound, like an ice cellar, has no temperature of half a minute.
Xiaonan looked up at him, "are you ok?"
She looked him up and down, and finally her eyes fell on Jing Yixuan's bleeding fingers. She was flustered, grabbed his hand and said, "put some medicine on first!"
Jing Yixuan shakes off her hand indifferently, ignores her concern and goes downstairs.
Chen Ma quickly followed up.
Xiaonan slow God half a second, half ring, also followed him downstairs.
However, he picked up the dishes on the table and threw them into the dustbin together with the dishes.
No mercy, no warmth!
Yang Yang just looked on.
"What are you doing?"
Xiaonan finally some can't help it, rushed up to hold him, some red eyes.
"Go back."
Jing Yixuan cold spit out two words.
Leng Liang's sight, like a thorn, shot at Xiaonan, "don't come here any more! Take him with you. "
He means, Yang Yang!!
Xiaonan takes a deep breath, suppresses his anger, looks up and confronts his cold eyes, "Jing Yixuan, do you know what you are doing? "
" get out of here! "
Jing Yixuan responded to her with just one word.
With that, he turned around and went upstairs.
Xiaonan dropped in the hands of the shoulders, unconsciously usurped tight.
Looking up at his back step by step, Xiaonan can't help shouting, "jingyixuan, I'm going to get married!"Sure enough, the figure in front is half stiff.
The footstep stops, stands there, does not move.
Xiaonan's eyes were slightly red. "Today, Yang Yang asked me to have a warm meal with his father on the phone Maybe you don't care about children's feelings, but Yangyang loves his father very much, at least this meal He's been waiting for a long time "
however, he threw all of them into the dustbin!!
Jing Yixuan falls on his shoulders, unconsciously seizing power.
"Have you finished?"
His cold voice came through the air again.
The temperature makes Xiaonan suffocate.
She didn't speak.
Jing Yixuan copied it in his trousers pocket and went upstairs without looking back.
Leave Xiaonan and Yangyang standing there, staring at his lonely back, stunned
…………………………………………
From Jing Yixuan's home, Xiaonan and Yangyang can't hide their feelings and are lost.
In the end, they just solved the dinner problem in KFC.
"Xiaonan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let you come here..."
Yang Yang took the lead in apologizing.
Xiaonan touched his small head, astringent smile, "very disappointed, isn't it?"
"Not either."
Xiaoyangyang shook his head, nibbled his hamburger and raised his head. "Xiaonan, what's the matter with my dad?"
Xiaonan shakes her head and has no clue.
She sucked her cold drink and sighed, "I don't know what he was thinking Is he really ill? "
"Is he sick, so he doesn't want you and Yang Yang? He's afraid we're worried? " Xiaoyangyang said here, suddenly anxious, holding Xiaonan's hand, "Xiaonan, my father will not get any terminal disease? He didn't want to upset us, so he drove us away? "
Xiaonan heard his son say so, his face turned white unconsciously.
"Baby, don't think about it. Your father is a doctor. Even if he is really ill, he will let himself be OK."
This, Xiaonan nature is just to appease his son.
She knows better than anyone that even a doctor can't cure all kinds of diseases. If he is really ill
Xiaonan is such a think, also some flustered.
"I'll ask you uncle Yun."
Xiaonan said, will call / talk to Yunfeng.
But when I think about it, Chen Ma doesn't want her, and Yun Feng is in the same scene. Yi Xuan always takes out his breath from his nostrils. If he wants to tell him what he can't say, it's obviously impossible for him to get out of his way.
So Xiaonan can't wait to call yew.
"Yew, sister Xiaonan, I want to ask you something. You have to tell me the truth, OK? "
Xiaonan was on the phone with a dignified tone.
Yew natural dare not neglect, repeatedly nodded, "Xiaonan sister, you ask, I want to know, all truthfully tell you."
"Thank you."
Xiaonan thanks first, and finally says, "Yi Xuan's body, do you know what's going on? "
" what do you mean? "
Yew can't understand, "is Dr. Jing sick? Is it serious? "
"You didn't know..."
Xiaonan murmured and said, "yew, can you help me to ask Yunfeng? I think Yunfeng must know. I'm very worried about his health now. I always think something's wrong with him. "
"Good! Xiaonan elder sister, you wait. I'll help you to find out his mouth first, but if he says not, I'm not sure. "
Yew A should come down, hang up the phone, go to help Xiaonan to Yunfeng that to explore the wind.
Xiaonan is waiting anxiously here.
Soon, the phone thought again, yew called.
"How's it going?" Xiaonan is worried.
"Yunfeng said that Dr. Jing is in good health and has no problem at all!"
No?
Xiaonan tightens Xiumei.
"Yunfeng said that a month ago their company organized a physical examination, and Dr. Jing's body didn't have any abnormal phenomenon!"
See Xiaonan silent, yew said, "Xiaonan sister, is not Yunfeng fool me?"
Xiaonan smiles, "don't worry, if he can tell you, he will tell you the truth. He may fool me, but he will never fool you!"
Xiaonan is to recognize this, just let Taxus to explore his mouth.
"OK..." Xiaonan long relieved, laughed, "I don't want any results, as long as he's all right."
That way, she can enter her own marriage peacefully
Just, if not sick, then what happened to him?!
………………………………………………………………………………………………Jingyixuan's room is in a mess.
Chen Ma is trying to clean up for him.
And he, sitting on the sofa, hiding in the blue and white moonlight, kept rubbing the smoke in his hand
At this time, he would like to smoke.
When he's addicted but not satisfied, he's very addicted to smoking. He always wants to use it to suppress his bad addiction. So over the years, he's been very addicted to smoking.
But that day, he promised Xiaonan not to smoke any more, so no matter how hard it was, he would still press
If you can't stand the pain, how can he be a man?!
"Sir, I really don't understand..."
While cleaning up his room, Chen Ma sighed, "since you like Miss Yin, why don't you tie her up while she's still unmarried?"
Jing Yixuan laughed at himself, "do you think I can tie her around like this?"
Eyes Ren hair tight, eyes deep, obscure, "which woman with an addict, will lead a good life?"? What son would be proud of having an addict father? "
He seemed to speak casually, but the listeners could hear the loneliness in his tone.
Chen's mother worried, "Sir, don't blame yourself so much. You don't want to smoke this poison voluntarily! What's more, you're doing everything you can to quit now! "
Miss Chen is very sad about this.
To say that there was such a cruel mother in the world, she didn't want to believe it if she didn't see it with her own eyes.
However, although my husband has resentment and hatred towards his mother, no amount of resentment can resist the love
Worried that Wen Chunru would blame himself for this mistake, as a dutiful son, he has been concealing the fact that he was addicted to drugs.
"Quit?"
A simple word, but to do, easier said than done!!
Four years. He's been trying to get rid of this addiction for four years!!
When did you not cut your palm with a knife, use bloodletting to wake up, and use pain to replace your addiction, so that you would not want to smoke as soon as you lose control
And he, also in this drug addiction, was tortured for four years!!
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