Chapter 984
Every time when he is around the purifier, Ren Yi has a feeling that he can't breathe. Even if the purifier doesn't look him in the eye once, even if the purifier's eyes occasionally sweep him, he will feel like falling into an ice cave.
Although he had been together for so many days, he had roughly understood the character of the purifier.
Generally speaking, the purifier will not do anything special, or the purifier is very indifferent to most things. If it does not involve something related to her interests, she will not make any response.
So he just needs to seriously implement the purifier's plan.
At this time, he has not considered the purpose of the purifier, because he has not understood all the actions of the purifier, whether it is the great change of the organization before or the Explorer capture plan launched today.
At first, when ordered to capture the existence of these explorers, no one in the organization was willing.
Although they don't know why the purifier calls these strange creatures explorers, one thing they can be sure of is that these beings called explorers are so powerful that they have exceeded their cognition.
Under such circumstances, they have to catch these explorers. Isn't that death?
But even though there are many complaints in their hearts, they dare not say anything. After all, unlike Ren Yi, most people in the organization only have the impression of cruelty and coldness about the purifier. Although Ren Yi feels the same way, at least one thing he knows is that the purifier will not kill indiscriminately.
But it's no use. What purifiers have done before has left a huge shadow in their hearts, and these shadows can't be eliminated.
But the purifier doesn't need them to eliminate this shadow. After all, for the current purifier, these people are just tools that can be used by her. Now she still needs these tools, so she won't do anything to these people easily, and she doesn't have the mind to do anything.
Now her thinking about many things is completely different from before. Now she has only one idea, that is, how to avoid that thing.
She didn't get any memory, but the observer left her something. In these things, she knew some very important things, which shocked her and even changed her cognition.
But even this is not enough to make such a big change in her attitude. She will become what she is now because there is a very special object in the things given to her by the purifier.
According to the observer's original words, that thing can give her new power and make her better at using her own power, but in the same way, she will pay a certain price, which can't be changed and may make her regret for a lifetime.
At the beginning, she really hesitated. She didn't like such things of the same nature as gambling, because she never thought how good her luck was.
But after hesitating for a long time, she still used it, because she knew that relying on her own strength was absolutely not enough, so she needed to accumulate more strength as much as possible, and what moved her most was that the observer said that once she used it, she would become another her, not the present one.
She knows that it is almost impossible for her to complete that task now, because her character is there. It is impossible to change, at least in the short term. It is precisely for this reason that she has another idea.
Now she really can't do such a thing, but if it's something she can't do now, will she be able to do it?
In fact, she doesn't exclude another self much. After all, she doesn't know who she is. She has experienced too many things, so she doesn't have much feeling. The only thing she cares about now is whether the new self has the original memory, as long as it has the original memory, So it's not hard for her to accept another one.
After all, if the new one has a present memory, it is no different from her.
So after thinking for a long time, she used that thing and successfully turned herself into another self.
To tell the truth, in the process of transformation, she didn't feel anything. She felt that she seemed to have changed, but nothing seemed to have happened.
She was not sure what had changed, but another thing she was very sure of was that she had really become smarter or more rational than before.
And she seems to have lost the desire to play. Once her greatest happiness was fishing, playing games or doing some other things, but now it's different. Now let her do that again, she will only feel very boring.
But she doesn't always have things to do. There will always be some boring times. When she is bored, she won't want to play. She just wants to sit there quietly and remember those things.
Because she has a feeling that although she still remembers those things, she always feels that something is leaving her. If she doesn't care, maybe she will really lose those things completely.
But she is not sure what she is losing, but for her, the most important thing should be the memories of the past, so every time there is nothing, she will recall the things of the past.
But every time she thinks of those things, a question pops up in her mind, that is, is the choice she has made really right, and will she be accepted by them now?
She was not sure and dared not jump to conclusions. And more importantly, she has a feeling that since she chose this road, maybe she will never go back, and everything will be far away from her.
But it doesn't matter, because as long as she can do it, she is to prove herself. If she can reach this step, it will be very perfect, and the rest doesn't matter.
Inexplicably, the purifier feels a little tired, but also, she seems to have not slept for many days, which is a great experience for her who likes to sleep lazily. And now there's nothing to do, so take a short break.
Although he had been together for so many days, he had roughly understood the character of the purifier.
Generally speaking, the purifier will not do anything special, or the purifier is very indifferent to most things. If it does not involve something related to her interests, she will not make any response.
So he just needs to seriously implement the purifier's plan.
At this time, he has not considered the purpose of the purifier, because he has not understood all the actions of the purifier, whether it is the great change of the organization before or the Explorer capture plan launched today.
At first, when ordered to capture the existence of these explorers, no one in the organization was willing.
Although they don't know why the purifier calls these strange creatures explorers, one thing they can be sure of is that these beings called explorers are so powerful that they have exceeded their cognition.
Under such circumstances, they have to catch these explorers. Isn't that death?
But even though there are many complaints in their hearts, they dare not say anything. After all, unlike Ren Yi, most people in the organization only have the impression of cruelty and coldness about the purifier. Although Ren Yi feels the same way, at least one thing he knows is that the purifier will not kill indiscriminately.
But it's no use. What purifiers have done before has left a huge shadow in their hearts, and these shadows can't be eliminated.
But the purifier doesn't need them to eliminate this shadow. After all, for the current purifier, these people are just tools that can be used by her. Now she still needs these tools, so she won't do anything to these people easily, and she doesn't have the mind to do anything.
Now her thinking about many things is completely different from before. Now she has only one idea, that is, how to avoid that thing.
She didn't get any memory, but the observer left her something. In these things, she knew some very important things, which shocked her and even changed her cognition.
But even this is not enough to make such a big change in her attitude. She will become what she is now because there is a very special object in the things given to her by the purifier.
According to the observer's original words, that thing can give her new power and make her better at using her own power, but in the same way, she will pay a certain price, which can't be changed and may make her regret for a lifetime.
At the beginning, she really hesitated. She didn't like such things of the same nature as gambling, because she never thought how good her luck was.
But after hesitating for a long time, she still used it, because she knew that relying on her own strength was absolutely not enough, so she needed to accumulate more strength as much as possible, and what moved her most was that the observer said that once she used it, she would become another her, not the present one.
She knows that it is almost impossible for her to complete that task now, because her character is there. It is impossible to change, at least in the short term. It is precisely for this reason that she has another idea.
Now she really can't do such a thing, but if it's something she can't do now, will she be able to do it?
In fact, she doesn't exclude another self much. After all, she doesn't know who she is. She has experienced too many things, so she doesn't have much feeling. The only thing she cares about now is whether the new self has the original memory, as long as it has the original memory, So it's not hard for her to accept another one.
After all, if the new one has a present memory, it is no different from her.
So after thinking for a long time, she used that thing and successfully turned herself into another self.
To tell the truth, in the process of transformation, she didn't feel anything. She felt that she seemed to have changed, but nothing seemed to have happened.
She was not sure what had changed, but another thing she was very sure of was that she had really become smarter or more rational than before.
And she seems to have lost the desire to play. Once her greatest happiness was fishing, playing games or doing some other things, but now it's different. Now let her do that again, she will only feel very boring.
But she doesn't always have things to do. There will always be some boring times. When she is bored, she won't want to play. She just wants to sit there quietly and remember those things.
Because she has a feeling that although she still remembers those things, she always feels that something is leaving her. If she doesn't care, maybe she will really lose those things completely.
But she is not sure what she is losing, but for her, the most important thing should be the memories of the past, so every time there is nothing, she will recall the things of the past.
But every time she thinks of those things, a question pops up in her mind, that is, is the choice she has made really right, and will she be accepted by them now?
She was not sure and dared not jump to conclusions. And more importantly, she has a feeling that since she chose this road, maybe she will never go back, and everything will be far away from her.
But it doesn't matter, because as long as she can do it, she is to prove herself. If she can reach this step, it will be very perfect, and the rest doesn't matter.
Inexplicably, the purifier feels a little tired, but also, she seems to have not slept for many days, which is a great experience for her who likes to sleep lazily. And now there's nothing to do, so take a short break.