Chapter 838
Xinghai quietly looked at the scene in front of him and felt the magnified negative emotion. He didn't have any action.
At the beginning, he understood one thing, that is, it was all in the past. He could only see and feel, but he could do nothing.
Maybe it's not that nothing can't be done, that is to sit here quietly like this, and then feel the negative emotion in my heart.
In a sense, he is not a person who likes to escape, so he will read all these things.
He doesn't complain about anything, and he doesn't have any bad ideas about enol. In his opinion, it may be a good thing for enol to do.
After all, he knows his mistakes through these memories, and after knowing the mistakes, he will try his best to avoid them. He can't guarantee that he can eliminate them, but he can do another thing, that is to stop them before they happen.
This is not a simple thing, but he will try his best to do it.
Similarly, after reading these memories, he felt more guilty about Yiling. Maybe this is also the purpose for yinuoer to show him these memories.
But even if he can admit his mistake, what should Yiling do?
He thought that he knew Yiling very well, but after experiencing such things for several times, he began to doubt himself. Maybe the so-called that he knew Yiling very well was just what he thought, but in fact, he didn't know Yiling at all.
Just like everything Yi Ling does now, if you let him infer, everything he thinks Yi Ling will not do, but in fact Yi Ling has done everything.
So it makes Xinghai not know what to do.
He doesn't know whether his behavior can be forgiven for Yiling. Although it seems that Yiling still has a share of emotion for him, although this emotion makes Yiling always remember him, if it can't be done well, this emotion may turn into hatred at any time.
After all, love and hate only change in a moment.
And there's one more thing, that's whether Yiling can accept Lafite.
In many cases, Irene is jealous of Rafi. This is something he didn't find before. Although he has seen part of it through his memory, he doesn't know if it is the whole of Irene's feelings towards Rafi.
In addition, that incident was caused by Raffi, so Yiling is likely to have a very common hatred for Raffi.
Xinghai has a great sense of guilt for Yiling, but he also can't give up Lafite. He wants to reconcile the relationship between the two people, but it seems more like an extravagant hope, an extravagant hope that can never be realized.
……
The outside world.
Betty is still looking at the sea of stars with worried face, and yinuoer is standing beside Betty.
From time to time, she looked up at Betty and didn't know what she was thinking. But when they didn't notice, Raffi had already quietly approached Irene.
However, Raffi didn't go directly to see Yi Ling floating up, instead, he explored his own divine consciousness and approached Yi Ling quietly.
Because of the current state of Yiling, Raffi has no power to establish contact with Yiling.
After establishing the connection, Raffi closed her eyes, and by the time she opened them again, it was dark.
In the endless darkness, a weak light appeared in Raffi's field of vision. Raffi walked over without any hesitation.
As the distance gets closer, the essence of the light gradually unfolds in front of Raffi.
I saw a little girl sitting there with her legs in her arms. There was no color in her eyes, and her body was shining like breathing. However, every time she breathed, the light would become weaker than before. If it continued like this, it might not be long before all the light on the girl would disappear.
After seeing the girl, Raffi didn't hesitate and went straight to the girl.
It seems to be aware that someone is coming in front of her. The girl raises her head and looks at Rafi with an empty look.
"Who are you?"
Rafi, the owner of this face, is very familiar with Yi Ling outside. After all, this is Yi Ling's consciousness space. Apart from her, there should be no one here like this.
Although Yiling's eyes are empty now, her expression doesn't seem to be fake. She doesn't seem to know Raffi now. After hearing Yiling's answer, Raffi doesn't respond, just answers as usual
"Raffi"
"Raffi?"
Hearing Raffi's reply, Yiling seems to have a little reaction. She looks at Raffi with empty eyes. After looking at him for a long time, she turns her eyes back like fear, and curls up more tightly.
At the same time, the light on her, which was not weak, became a little darker.
Raffi said again after seeing Irene's reaction
"Wake up, the sea is waiting for you."
"The sea..."
This time, Yi Ling's reaction was even greater. Her empty eyes had a trace of expression.
But this look soon disappeared, disappeared without a trace, the whole body began to tremble.
"No, Hai doesn't like me, Hai hates me, he likes Raffi, but I'm not Raffi, so he doesn't like me, he doesn't like me..."
Yi Ling was trembling there, and his mouth was always saying such words. His body was trembling even more, and tears were constantly flowing from his empty eyes.
At the same time, the very weak light on Yi Ling's body became weaker, and even disappeared at any time, and the surrounding space seemed to have some changes, as if it was gradually disappearing.
Seeing this, Raffi knew she couldn't drag on any longer, so she said quickly
"The sea has not said such a thing, why do you want to speculate about the sea at will?"
Rafi's words let Yi Ling Leng for a while, and after seeing the effect, Rafi immediately launched the offensive again.
"Everything you think is your own delusion. Hai didn't say anything like that. Now, you don't have any hope for yourself. But do you know what Hai will do if you really leave?"
With that, Raffi waved his hand, and a picture appeared in front of Yi Ling's eyes.
It's a picture of a man holding a little girl crying, and it's not just the picture, it seems that there is a voice coming into her ears.
"Sorry, sorry, I'm wrong, I'm wrong, I'm really wrong..."
"I promise you, I promise you everything, please wake up, please..."
At the beginning, he understood one thing, that is, it was all in the past. He could only see and feel, but he could do nothing.
Maybe it's not that nothing can't be done, that is to sit here quietly like this, and then feel the negative emotion in my heart.
In a sense, he is not a person who likes to escape, so he will read all these things.
He doesn't complain about anything, and he doesn't have any bad ideas about enol. In his opinion, it may be a good thing for enol to do.
After all, he knows his mistakes through these memories, and after knowing the mistakes, he will try his best to avoid them. He can't guarantee that he can eliminate them, but he can do another thing, that is to stop them before they happen.
This is not a simple thing, but he will try his best to do it.
Similarly, after reading these memories, he felt more guilty about Yiling. Maybe this is also the purpose for yinuoer to show him these memories.
But even if he can admit his mistake, what should Yiling do?
He thought that he knew Yiling very well, but after experiencing such things for several times, he began to doubt himself. Maybe the so-called that he knew Yiling very well was just what he thought, but in fact, he didn't know Yiling at all.
Just like everything Yi Ling does now, if you let him infer, everything he thinks Yi Ling will not do, but in fact Yi Ling has done everything.
So it makes Xinghai not know what to do.
He doesn't know whether his behavior can be forgiven for Yiling. Although it seems that Yiling still has a share of emotion for him, although this emotion makes Yiling always remember him, if it can't be done well, this emotion may turn into hatred at any time.
After all, love and hate only change in a moment.
And there's one more thing, that's whether Yiling can accept Lafite.
In many cases, Irene is jealous of Rafi. This is something he didn't find before. Although he has seen part of it through his memory, he doesn't know if it is the whole of Irene's feelings towards Rafi.
In addition, that incident was caused by Raffi, so Yiling is likely to have a very common hatred for Raffi.
Xinghai has a great sense of guilt for Yiling, but he also can't give up Lafite. He wants to reconcile the relationship between the two people, but it seems more like an extravagant hope, an extravagant hope that can never be realized.
……
The outside world.
Betty is still looking at the sea of stars with worried face, and yinuoer is standing beside Betty.
From time to time, she looked up at Betty and didn't know what she was thinking. But when they didn't notice, Raffi had already quietly approached Irene.
However, Raffi didn't go directly to see Yi Ling floating up, instead, he explored his own divine consciousness and approached Yi Ling quietly.
Because of the current state of Yiling, Raffi has no power to establish contact with Yiling.
After establishing the connection, Raffi closed her eyes, and by the time she opened them again, it was dark.
In the endless darkness, a weak light appeared in Raffi's field of vision. Raffi walked over without any hesitation.
As the distance gets closer, the essence of the light gradually unfolds in front of Raffi.
I saw a little girl sitting there with her legs in her arms. There was no color in her eyes, and her body was shining like breathing. However, every time she breathed, the light would become weaker than before. If it continued like this, it might not be long before all the light on the girl would disappear.
After seeing the girl, Raffi didn't hesitate and went straight to the girl.
It seems to be aware that someone is coming in front of her. The girl raises her head and looks at Rafi with an empty look.
"Who are you?"
Rafi, the owner of this face, is very familiar with Yi Ling outside. After all, this is Yi Ling's consciousness space. Apart from her, there should be no one here like this.
Although Yiling's eyes are empty now, her expression doesn't seem to be fake. She doesn't seem to know Raffi now. After hearing Yiling's answer, Raffi doesn't respond, just answers as usual
"Raffi"
"Raffi?"
Hearing Raffi's reply, Yiling seems to have a little reaction. She looks at Raffi with empty eyes. After looking at him for a long time, she turns her eyes back like fear, and curls up more tightly.
At the same time, the light on her, which was not weak, became a little darker.
Raffi said again after seeing Irene's reaction
"Wake up, the sea is waiting for you."
"The sea..."
This time, Yi Ling's reaction was even greater. Her empty eyes had a trace of expression.
But this look soon disappeared, disappeared without a trace, the whole body began to tremble.
"No, Hai doesn't like me, Hai hates me, he likes Raffi, but I'm not Raffi, so he doesn't like me, he doesn't like me..."
Yi Ling was trembling there, and his mouth was always saying such words. His body was trembling even more, and tears were constantly flowing from his empty eyes.
At the same time, the very weak light on Yi Ling's body became weaker, and even disappeared at any time, and the surrounding space seemed to have some changes, as if it was gradually disappearing.
Seeing this, Raffi knew she couldn't drag on any longer, so she said quickly
"The sea has not said such a thing, why do you want to speculate about the sea at will?"
Rafi's words let Yi Ling Leng for a while, and after seeing the effect, Rafi immediately launched the offensive again.
"Everything you think is your own delusion. Hai didn't say anything like that. Now, you don't have any hope for yourself. But do you know what Hai will do if you really leave?"
With that, Raffi waved his hand, and a picture appeared in front of Yi Ling's eyes.
It's a picture of a man holding a little girl crying, and it's not just the picture, it seems that there is a voice coming into her ears.
"Sorry, sorry, I'm wrong, I'm wrong, I'm really wrong..."
"I promise you, I promise you everything, please wake up, please..."