Chapter 526
Xinghai looks at Lafite and opens his mouth. At last, he doesn't ask anything.
He didn't know if his existence would determine that Raffi had leaked the secret after he asked about it, and then he would also execute the order to kill Raffi.
He has seen Mengmeng disappear in front of his eyes, and he doesn't want to see such a thing happen the second time.
In an instant, Xinghai suddenly felt a sense of frustration, clearly he knew many things, but these things he can only bury in his heart, can't talk with a person, otherwise it may make that person's life in danger.
Suddenly, Xinghai raised his head, and then he saw some sad eyes of Raffi, he was suddenly stunned.
Star sea suddenly understand Rafi's feelings, clearly she knows a lot of things, but these things no one can tell, no one can tell, she can only bear all this silently, bear these burdens, bear the people around, his wife don't understand the treatment, this is a how uncomfortable, how painful thing.
Thinking of this, Xinghai sighed softly, then hugged Raffi.
The sudden action of Xinghai stunned Rafi for a moment, and then she hesitated and said, "Hai, what's the matter with you..."
Xinghai was silent for a long time, and then she said again
"I'm sorry, Rafi, I still can't completely trust you, so for those things you do, as well as you, I will still remain suspicious, it's necessary At any moment, I might even stop those things... "
hearing Xinghai's words, Raffi's pupils contracted violently.
Although she had expected such a thing to happen for a long time, Raffi thought she could bear it. No matter what words Xinghai would say, when she really heard such news from her loved ones, she still felt that her emotional module was rising.
It's not only because she's emotional, but also because she doesn't know the specific meaning of these words, or she doesn't want to know the specific meaning of these words, because she can't understand them, so she won't feel so bad.
However, although Raffi has this idea, it is impossible for such a thing to happen.
Because her powerful computing power will immediately analyze all the possible meanings in this sentence, whether it is good or bad.
But what Raffi can analyze in this sentence is all bad, which makes her feel heartbroken.
At this moment, she feels more vulnerable than she imagined. When the meaning of her existence negates her, what kind of meaning does her existence have.
At that moment, Raffi even wanted to say all those things, just to save Xinghai, but she finally gave up the idea.
Because once she says those things, not only her previous efforts will be in vain, but also Xinghai may be in danger. Although she knows that Xinghai is very strong, that kind of existence is definitely not something Xinghai can deal with, even in its heyday.
So for the safety of Xinghai, she has to continue to bear the suspicion of Xinghai.
What's more, Xinghai now chooses to clarify this matter. Does it mean that Xinghai is not prepared to continue to be with her, or even may be far away from her.
Think of this possibility, Raffi's emotion is more excited, that kind of thing, only that kind of thing, can't, shouldn't, don't want to...
Raffi feels that her emotional module seems to start to report a mistake, which was originally impossible, her emotional module is divine, which is almost the top emotional module, almost without any deficiency So theoretically, there should be no problem.
But now, she used to be very rational. She just felt confused in her mind. She almost forgot who she was and why she was here.
"Raffi!"
All of a sudden, Xinghai drinks a low, and then hugs Raffi hard.
Xinghai's embrace is so strong that people doubt whether he wants to rub Raffi into his arms.
Under the strong embrace of Xinghai, Raffi's trembling body calmed down slowly, and the chaotic modules of Raffi also calmed down.
"The sea?"
At this moment, Raffi regained the feeling he once had, the feeling of intimacy with Xinghai.
Some time ago, Raffi found that Xinghai has always had a sense of alienation from himself, and Xinghai may not have noticed this sense of alienation, so he is still trying to get along with Raffi normally.
Until some time ago, after Xinghai had that nightmare, Raffi obviously felt that sense of alienation increased in an instant, and Xinghai also had more doubts about her.
Rafael is not sure what happened, but she has a guess.
Raffi can't be sure of this conjecture, and doesn't want to confirm it, so she has been treating it as if nothing happened, sticking to the sea of stars as usual, or even more than before, and the sea of stars is still responding to her, and seems to want to get back the feeling she once had.But this kind of adhesion not only didn't erase the pain in Rafi's heart, but also made the feeling heavier and heavier.
Although they may be very close to outsiders, only they know that they seem to be closely together, but there is an invisible wall between them, which separates them from each other so that they can't touch each other.
When Xinghai just said that to her, the pain reached its peak in an instant, and it seemed that her life lost its meaning at the same time.
After all, this kind of thing that everyone knows but doesn't say is totally different from telling you directly and clearly.
If everyone doesn't say it, there are all kinds of ways to deceive himself, which can make him feel better. But if you say it directly, it means there is no room for turning around, and that's why Raffi is so miserable.
But Rafi, who was very painful before, suddenly calmed down after hearing the call of Xinghai. She raised her head and looked at Xinghai with a kind of complex emotion.
Xinghai looked at her and said, "yes, I may doubt you and what you've done, but I won't doubt your mind. There won't be any conflict between the two things. I just hope you won't be led by the nose."
At this point, starhaydn stopped for a moment, and then looked into Raffi's eyes.
"Lafite in my memory is a calm and rational existence without omission. She will not be deceived by anyone. She has her own unique opinions. No matter what difficulties she encounters, she can get the most perfect solution accurately, so..."
Xinghai makes her face closer to Lafite.
"So don't be fooled by any existence, Raffi."
With that, Xinghai kisses her.
He didn't know if his existence would determine that Raffi had leaked the secret after he asked about it, and then he would also execute the order to kill Raffi.
He has seen Mengmeng disappear in front of his eyes, and he doesn't want to see such a thing happen the second time.
In an instant, Xinghai suddenly felt a sense of frustration, clearly he knew many things, but these things he can only bury in his heart, can't talk with a person, otherwise it may make that person's life in danger.
Suddenly, Xinghai raised his head, and then he saw some sad eyes of Raffi, he was suddenly stunned.
Star sea suddenly understand Rafi's feelings, clearly she knows a lot of things, but these things no one can tell, no one can tell, she can only bear all this silently, bear these burdens, bear the people around, his wife don't understand the treatment, this is a how uncomfortable, how painful thing.
Thinking of this, Xinghai sighed softly, then hugged Raffi.
The sudden action of Xinghai stunned Rafi for a moment, and then she hesitated and said, "Hai, what's the matter with you..."
Xinghai was silent for a long time, and then she said again
"I'm sorry, Rafi, I still can't completely trust you, so for those things you do, as well as you, I will still remain suspicious, it's necessary At any moment, I might even stop those things... "
hearing Xinghai's words, Raffi's pupils contracted violently.
Although she had expected such a thing to happen for a long time, Raffi thought she could bear it. No matter what words Xinghai would say, when she really heard such news from her loved ones, she still felt that her emotional module was rising.
It's not only because she's emotional, but also because she doesn't know the specific meaning of these words, or she doesn't want to know the specific meaning of these words, because she can't understand them, so she won't feel so bad.
However, although Raffi has this idea, it is impossible for such a thing to happen.
Because her powerful computing power will immediately analyze all the possible meanings in this sentence, whether it is good or bad.
But what Raffi can analyze in this sentence is all bad, which makes her feel heartbroken.
At this moment, she feels more vulnerable than she imagined. When the meaning of her existence negates her, what kind of meaning does her existence have.
At that moment, Raffi even wanted to say all those things, just to save Xinghai, but she finally gave up the idea.
Because once she says those things, not only her previous efforts will be in vain, but also Xinghai may be in danger. Although she knows that Xinghai is very strong, that kind of existence is definitely not something Xinghai can deal with, even in its heyday.
So for the safety of Xinghai, she has to continue to bear the suspicion of Xinghai.
What's more, Xinghai now chooses to clarify this matter. Does it mean that Xinghai is not prepared to continue to be with her, or even may be far away from her.
Think of this possibility, Raffi's emotion is more excited, that kind of thing, only that kind of thing, can't, shouldn't, don't want to...
Raffi feels that her emotional module seems to start to report a mistake, which was originally impossible, her emotional module is divine, which is almost the top emotional module, almost without any deficiency So theoretically, there should be no problem.
But now, she used to be very rational. She just felt confused in her mind. She almost forgot who she was and why she was here.
"Raffi!"
All of a sudden, Xinghai drinks a low, and then hugs Raffi hard.
Xinghai's embrace is so strong that people doubt whether he wants to rub Raffi into his arms.
Under the strong embrace of Xinghai, Raffi's trembling body calmed down slowly, and the chaotic modules of Raffi also calmed down.
"The sea?"
At this moment, Raffi regained the feeling he once had, the feeling of intimacy with Xinghai.
Some time ago, Raffi found that Xinghai has always had a sense of alienation from himself, and Xinghai may not have noticed this sense of alienation, so he is still trying to get along with Raffi normally.
Until some time ago, after Xinghai had that nightmare, Raffi obviously felt that sense of alienation increased in an instant, and Xinghai also had more doubts about her.
Rafael is not sure what happened, but she has a guess.
Raffi can't be sure of this conjecture, and doesn't want to confirm it, so she has been treating it as if nothing happened, sticking to the sea of stars as usual, or even more than before, and the sea of stars is still responding to her, and seems to want to get back the feeling she once had.But this kind of adhesion not only didn't erase the pain in Rafi's heart, but also made the feeling heavier and heavier.
Although they may be very close to outsiders, only they know that they seem to be closely together, but there is an invisible wall between them, which separates them from each other so that they can't touch each other.
When Xinghai just said that to her, the pain reached its peak in an instant, and it seemed that her life lost its meaning at the same time.
After all, this kind of thing that everyone knows but doesn't say is totally different from telling you directly and clearly.
If everyone doesn't say it, there are all kinds of ways to deceive himself, which can make him feel better. But if you say it directly, it means there is no room for turning around, and that's why Raffi is so miserable.
But Rafi, who was very painful before, suddenly calmed down after hearing the call of Xinghai. She raised her head and looked at Xinghai with a kind of complex emotion.
Xinghai looked at her and said, "yes, I may doubt you and what you've done, but I won't doubt your mind. There won't be any conflict between the two things. I just hope you won't be led by the nose."
At this point, starhaydn stopped for a moment, and then looked into Raffi's eyes.
"Lafite in my memory is a calm and rational existence without omission. She will not be deceived by anyone. She has her own unique opinions. No matter what difficulties she encounters, she can get the most perfect solution accurately, so..."
Xinghai makes her face closer to Lafite.
"So don't be fooled by any existence, Raffi."
With that, Xinghai kisses her.