Chapter 57

Just after dawn, Xinghai opened his eyes. Here, his biological clock is not much. It's fixed. He wakes up naturally at this time every day.

The first thing Xinghai did after getting up was to rush to the laboratory to observe Lafite.

Xinghai looks at the data of Lafite last night displayed on the computer screen, carefully looking at them, trying to find out some anomalies.

But to Xinghai's disappointment, Lafite's data are normal and incomparable. It can be said that it can't be better, but Lafite is still sleeping, which makes Xinghai feel headache.

"There's nothing unusual, but why can't Raffi wake up?" Xinghai looks at Raffi in the repair warehouse, and his eyes are indescribable feelings.

After watching Raffi for a while, Xinghai turned around and sat down with his back against the repair warehouse.

"Raffi, you always hurt yourself like this, over and over again, over and over again..."

Said, Xinghai suddenly silent, after a long time, he said to himself: "clearly agreed by me to protect you, now I am no longer the cowardly man before, I now have the capital to protect you, but why do you always listen?"

"To tell you the truth, I regret it now. Maybe I shouldn't have made you, or you wouldn't have suffered so much. But without you, maybe I would have died long ago."

Speaking of this, Xinghai laughs at himself.

"I've never been as great as you think. All your feelings for me are made up by me. You used to be her substitute, but now I find that I'm in love with you, but I can't accept you because of her. I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"However, maybe you will feel very angry after you know all this, maybe you will be completely disappointed with me..."

"But But Now I can't live without you, isn't the world meaningless without you... "

Speaking of this, Xinghai's voice choked. When he was in front of them, he always said that Raffi was fine now and nothing happened. It was a comfort to them, but it was not a comfort to himself.

Raffi is an artificial God made by him, but he is not the only one. In order to increase his strength, Xinghai started the plan of making artificial gods.

Since it's a God, even if it's artificial, it uses a lot of taboo techniques. The simplest way is to use human beings with special physique to make it. However, because we can't get past the hurdle in our heart, Xinghai chooses another way, that is, to use some rare materials to make it.

However, although it was not made directly by living people, in order to gather these materials, Xinghai still created more serious murders. Maybe it's more cruel, but Xinghai doesn't feel any discomfort, which is very strange, but maybe people are such strange creatures.

After all the materials were put together, Xinghai started her own artificial spirit plan, but it backfired. Xinghai created the body of the God, but could not give her soul.

An artificial spirit without soul is not an artificial spirit. Even if it is powerful, it is just a puppet, not a God at all.

In fact, the birth of Lafite has a lot to do with the world. In a sense, Lafite is indeed his first shipmate.

In fact, this world is not the first time that Xinghai has come to this world. Before that, Xinghai once came to this world. In this world, he met his first shipmate, Raffi.

Yes, it's Lafite. Lafite emerged through the construction of devices. At that time, the world did not change. It was just like a planet. Out of shipmother and siren, it was ordinary human.

In those years in this world, Xinghai and Raffi have a strong feeling, and because of their own selfish desire, Xinghai decided to pay a high price to take Raffi out of this world.

He succeeded, but he also failed.

The ship maidens were born in this world, and have some inseparable connection with this world. No ship maiden has ever left this world before, so no one has ever found it.

Shipwives can't leave the world.

But when Xinghai realized this problem, it was too late. Lafite, who had left the world, began to have all kinds of problems and gradually lost her life.

In desperation, Xinghai thinks of an artificial spirit, and the ship mother happens to have the life of a soul, so Xinghai takes out Lafite's soul and puts it into the artificial spirit. Moreover, in order to increase adaptability, Xinghai specially transforms the artificial spirit into Lafite's appearance.

Xinghai succeeded, but Raffi lost all his memory. Now, this situation is very similar to the retirement of jianniang.

Unable to bear to lose Lafite, Xinghai adds a lot of memories and restrictions to the artificial gods. These memories and restrictions serve Xinghai. In particular, Lafite loves Xinghai, and all actions must be based on the interests of Xinghai.Coupled with a lot of regulations, the current Lafite is created.

After a long silence, Xinghai stood up and was ready to leave the laboratory.

In fact, his feelings for Lafite are very complicated. On the one hand, Lafite is the soul of his former lover, which should be his last lover. But in fact, after the transformation of artificial gods, Lafite is a new existence.

The yearning for the original lover, the feelings for Lafite now, the guilt for the original lover, and the treasure for Lafite now

The gathering of complex feelings makes Xinghai's heart mixed. In fact, he knows that Lafite and his original lover are not the same person, but there is still a trace of expectation in his heart.

But that expectation will never come true.

The moment Xinghai stood up, a pair of wet arms around Xinghai's neck.

"Hai, you don't have to blame yourself."

Xinghai was stunned. He realized that what he had just said might have been listened to by Lafite.

"No matter what reason the sea created Lafite, now the sea loves Lafite, doesn't it?"

"Hai thinks that Raffi's feelings are false, but Raffi doesn't think so, because that kind of feelings can't deceive me when I am with Hai."

"Raffi loves the sea, not because of setting, but because of her real feelings. I am her, but not her. If the sea wants to, it doesn't matter if she takes me as her..."

At this moment, all kinds of feelings burst out in Xinghai's heart. He turned around and hugged Raffi, and then kissed him fiercely.

Raffi was stunned for a moment and began to respond to Xinghai.

No matter who I am, as long as he is him.