Chapter 393

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" I tell you, I will never divorce him in my life. I will never divorce him. Don't dream about it. "

Ma Yufeng roared at the top of her voice and trembled. She didn't know whether she wanted to demonstrate to others or comfort herself.

She was so scared that Pan Songyang really divorced her. She was so scared that she didn't dare to tell others.

Xiang Nuan stops, turns his head slowly and raises a soft smile on his face.

People around feel that smile is like spring breeze, quietly nourishing everything, as if it can brush away all the agitation, leaving only a peace.

"That's a coincidence. Me too."

Ma Yufeng brain short circuit, until staring to warm figure disappeared outside the restaurant, she just reflected to warm is what mean.

It's a coincidence that I won't divorce him for the rest of my life.

But that "he" is different from her. It is not pan Songyang.

When a woman with a different heart mentions her husband, it is absolutely impossible for her to show the expression of happiness that makes people drunk. Only when you love someone deeply, when you mention him, can you show a happy smile from the inside out.

When I fell in love with Pan Songyang, I couldn't help laughing when I mentioned him to others?

Maybe, I really think too much.

Ma Yufeng seems to have been pulled out of her strength by something, and she slumped down in her chair.

On the table, the chicken juice buns are emitting steaming heat and fragrance.

In this hot air, Ma Yufeng's sight slowly lost its focus, and for a long time, she couldn't come back.

I remember when I was just with Pan Songyang, their wages were much lower than they are now. They were stretched out every month and even had to consider taking out food. But at that time, they were happy. Even if three meals a day are tomato scrambled eggs and garlic water spinach, but also still eat with relish, relatively a smile, are happy.

Over the years, pan Songyang's income has been growing. Although it is not satisfactory, it is much better than before. At least they can rent a house in the neighborhood, have at least three meals a day, no need to tighten their belts, buy clothes, and occasionally go to the specialty store to find some discount items

When is it that we become more and more indifferent to each other? Even if we sit together, we have no impulse to chat? When is it, a disagreement will quarrel, know should not or will desperately poke each other's pain? When did two people who had vowed to live together for a lifetime start to talk about divorce as if it were a deterrent weapon?

Is it when friends around you gradually have their own houses and cars? Is it a time when everyone is sitting in a good car, wearing famous brand clothes and talking about their position and income? When several same-sex friends become full-time wives and just drink tea and go shopping every day? Or

Ma Yufeng can't remember. It seems that unconsciously, everything has become like this.

Unconsciously, but also caught off guard. By the time we found out, it seemed too late.

They all say that a good word is warm in winter and a bad word is cold in June. They said so many bad words, just like one knife after another. They have already broken each other's hearts. Can they go back?

Is it still possible?

"Wu..." Ma Yufeng suddenly let out a sob. She quickly covered her mouth and nose, desperately lowered her head, and blocked other people's sight by supporting her cheeks.

Tears drop by drop fall on the table, and soon there are many brown dots on the pale yellow tablecloth, and then these dots quickly form a wet trace

Xiang Nuan doesn't know what happened when Ma Yufeng went back to pan Songyang. Anyway, she received a call from Pan Songyang with a strange number in the evening.

"Xiang Nuan, I don't mean anything else. I just want to apologize to you. Did Ma Yufeng meet you today? I don't know what she said to you. She's a little neurotic recently. Her thoughts are in a mess and her words are ugly. So no matter what she said, I hope you don't take it seriously. "

"I didn't care. Just, if you really feel sorry, don't contact me again in the future, and don't send that kind of misunderstood and despised SMS in the middle of the night. "

"In the middle of the night? Misunderstood SMS? " Pan Songyang seemed surprised. "I didn't. Xiang Nuan, I haven't sent you any more messages except for the message a long time ago. "

Xiang Nuan frowned, didn't he send the message? But it was his cell phone number. Unless someone sends her a message from his cell phone

"I see. Ma Yufeng should have sent you a message with my mobile phone. Xiang Nuan, I don't know the specific content of the text message, but I have never sent you a text message like that. "

If Ma Yufeng wants to test his relationship with Xiang Nuan, the message she sends must be very ambiguous and even explicit.Xiang Nuan received that kind of information, but he didn't know what to think of him in his heart!

Pan Songyang suddenly felt a fever on his face and was extremely embarrassed. Fortunately, I don't have to face the warm eyes on the phone.

"Xiang Nuan, there is something wrong between Ma Yufeng and me. I don't know when we started. Apart from quarreling, we just dislike each other. Sometimes I work overtime to come back very late, and when I go downstairs, I don't want to enter the door. I'm afraid I'll see her disdainful face as soon as I enter the door. Maybe it's just because the recent life is too bad, so I miss the past days, but I met you again at this time. To be honest, I really didn't want to divorce her and be with you. Because I dare not think, after all, I already have a family, no matter what, I have to be responsible for my family. I'm looking for you because I'm so depressed that I can't help grabbing you like a straw. But I just want to talk to you. I don't have any other thoughts. Maybe you don't believe it, but I'm telling the truth. "

"I believe it."

"Xiang Nuan, you -"

"but I still said that, I'm not the right person for you to talk to. Not before, not after your wife knows that we used to be lovers. If you want to save your marriage and your family, don't get in touch with me any more. "

Pan Songyang was silent for a long time. At last, he spat out three words. "I know."

Don't know out of what idea, perhaps to persuade himself, he repeated again, with a very low tone.

Xiang Nuan's mood became more complicated, but he didn't say a word of comfort.

Everyone has his own life to live. He can only understand and adjust himself. No matter how much others say, it will not help or even backfire.

Take a deep breath to warm and end the silence. "Pan Songyang, that's it. Anyway, I hope you can be happy. "

"I I hope you can be happy, too. "

"Goodbye." Throw out these two words, hang up the phone to warm.

In the future, there should be no more contact, right?

To warm slowly spit out a stuffy breath, and stood in the yard for a long time, and then turned into the house.

"Mom! Mom, look at the baby I drew

As soon as xiangnuan enters the door, Guoguo runs excitedly to show her the work she just created.

The head of a doll is painted on the drawing board. Although the proportion is not harmonious, the basic appearance is there. It looks like that.

"Guoguo is wonderful! What a beautiful painting Xiang Nuan gives her a thumbs up and rubs her head. "Besides the baby, can Guoguo draw anything else?"

"Yes. Come and see, mom

Little guy likes others to pay attention to her, even when drawing, he likes someone to watch her, and then he can show off every little shape he draws.

"OK, mom, look at your painting."

Xiang Nuan holds her little hand, leads her to the sofa and sits down. Then he looks at her while painting on the drawing board and muttering in her mouth. She is serious.

No matter how upset, as long as you look at her lovely little appearance, Xiang Nuan will feel that there is no trouble. A heart is more like a snowflake. When it meets the warm sun in spring, it's too soft to melt.

"Look, mom

"Oh, what's the picture of Guoguo?"

"This is Huahua, this is duckling, this is snail..."

Apart from flowers, everything else is a little abstract, but if you look carefully, you can see the shadow of what she said.

To warm nature is a special praise, so that she is more excited to continue to draw.

During the summer vacation, you should sign up for a painting class for the kids and guide them to dig. You can't waste their talent in this field. I don't expect her to eat this bowl of rice in the future, but I don't think it's too much skill.

"Can Guoguo draw a father?"

"I will not." The little fellow shook his head and frowned slightly in distress. Suddenly, his brows relaxed and his eyes brightened. "Mom, draw it."

All right.

Xiang Nuan had no choice but to take over the drawing board and use his own painstaking painting technique to paint on the drawing board. She has worked very hard, but the effect of painting is really can't bear to look directly, only barely see that it is a man in military uniform. She couldn't help laughing when she stopped writing.

This technology can't be too humiliating.

"Wow, mom, you're so beautiful!" Guoguo small basin friend is not stingy of his praise, and a face of sincerity.

Xiang Nuan was so shy that he wanted to cover his face. After she finished, she took out her mobile phone and took a picture. She sent it to someone with the words: Guoguo said I drew very well. What do you think?

After sending someone, she also sent a circle of friends, and in the blink of an eye, she received several comments, which were all "2333", and did not give face at all.

Until Guoguo fell asleep, Xiang Nuan finally received a reply from someone."Well, my daughter-in-law's attainments in the field of abstract painting are really unmatched."

"Poof --" he chuckled at Nuan.

It's really Abstract!

When Xiang Nuan couldn't help laughing, another message came.

"After a while, I'll let you practice in the field of realism, and then do well. Don't let me down."

Why? What does that mean? Is he going to come back and stand in front of her to draw? However, his vacation time is far away.

Xiang Nan shakes his head and laughs at himself for being too serious. He probably just teases her. I don't know why. She always thinks that this sentence is not a simple joke.

Forget it, I don't want to go to sleep!