Chapter 282

when the door was closed, he blinked at the warm, raised his head, slowly focused his eyes on Muye's face, and squeezed out the ugly smile. "I'm ok. I'm ok. I'm ok. I'm really..."

Tears fell down, caught off guard, let her completely unprepared.

In front of her friends, she can pretend to be strong, but in front of Muye, she can't.

Muye sat back on the edge of the bed again, took the man and pressed the wet face into his chest. His chest was soon wet with warm liquid, and the scope was expanding rapidly.

But from the beginning to the end, Xiang Nuan didn't cry a word, just quietly shed tears. Real pain, has never been able to use words to express.

"Well, stop crying." Muye finally can't help but dig out her face and tear a tissue to wipe her tears. She cried too long. Her eyes were red and swollen. She looked pitifully. "Xiang Nuan, let's stop crying."

To warm open red eyes to see him, want to squeeze out a smile, but failed.

"Drink some water first, and I'll get you a towel to wipe your face." Muye put the cup in her hand and got up to wring the hot towel. Back to warm just put the cup on the bedside table, he reached out to hold her back, with a hot towel to her face. But cry swollen eyes, how to wipe it is impossible to let it return to the original. "Now listen to me. Don't think about anything. Have a good sleep."

"You stay with me." After crying, her voice was very hoarse.

Muye hung the towel, locked the door, went to bed and held her in his arms.

Xiang Nuan cried so hard that he couldn't open his eyes and his head was dizzy, but he didn't feel sleepy. In particular, there is heat pouring out from her legs from time to time, which clearly reminds her that this hard won child is running away from her body bit by bit, but she has no way to do anything.

Watch a life disappear!

It's a terrible feeling.

Just wipe dry tears had to overflow trend, to warm quickly inhaled nose, will face buried in the chest of Mu ye, desperately deep breathing. Tears finally managed to control, but the feeling that her chest had been gouged out of a hole by something terrible was like a bone maggot pestering her, making her feel painful and out of breath.

Muye's hand has been moving up and down on her back, and her lips have been touching her forehead, quietly and gently soothing her inner pain.

Neither of them spoke, the voice outside was blocked by the door, and a quiet world was circled in the ward.

Xiang Nuan lies in Mu Ye's arms and thinks wildly. Maybe he has let off steam. His tears are not rampant, but his eyes are always moist. Later, I was really tired physically and mentally, and my consciousness was gradually confused.

Muye knew that she was asleep, but she kept the same posture all the time, because xiangnuan was very restless in her sleep, and occasionally she burst out a sob.

Some of the pain, even in the dream is hard to forget.

After Xiang Nuan finally fell asleep, Muye carefully put her back to the bed, and then carefully went to bed.

Almost at this time, the door of the ward was knocked gently.

Muye took three steps at the same time, quickly grasped the doorknob and unscrewed the door.

The man outside is Luo xiaorou. She was obviously in a hurry, breathing a little.

"How about Xiang Nuan?"

Muye glanced at the man on the bed and gently closed the door. "I cried for a long time, and now I'm asleep."

"Ah Luo xiaorou sighed heavily. "She wanted the child so much, but she didn't keep it. She didn't know how hard it was. But to be optimistic, this is not necessarily a bad thing. Instead of being so scared after ten months of gestation, she may still have to face a cruel ending in the end. Now she is free. Of course, let's just talk about these words. We can't talk about them with Xiang Nuan. "

Muye didn't answer, just took out a cigarette in the corner of his mouth, squinting to simulate the action of swallowing clouds.

After all, it's her own son. Luo xiaorou still knows him a little and knows that he doesn't show anything on his face. I'm afraid it's hard for her to feel better, so she patted him on the shoulder as a consolation.

"I'm fine."

Mother and son are chatting with each other outside the door, and suddenly a scream comes from the ward.

When Muye pushed the door and rushed out, she sat up panting. Her eyes were lax. She knew it was a nightmare. "Xiang Nuan, it's OK. I'm here."

Xiang Nuan doesn't find Luo xiaorou's existence. He lies in Mu Ye's arms and starts to cry in a low voice. He talks about her dreams intermittently while crying.

Xiang Nuan dreams of his own child, a little white and fat baby who looks like a very good shepherd. He is so cute and will smile at her. She wanted to hold him, but as soon as she reached out her hand, his lovely face suddenly turned into a ferocious face with bleeding seven orifices. She repeatedly asked why she didn't save him

"I'm not good, I didn't protect him, I'm not good If I had been more careful and found him earlier, things would not have been like this. I am not a qualified mother... "She was immersed in her own world, repeating the words over and over again, like a magic barrier.

Muye didn't comfort her, just hugged her tightly.

Luo xiaorou quietly watched for a while, finally could not help but sigh a long time, made a gesture to Muye to give up his position. "Let me have a word with her."

Muye thought that women and women should have more resonance in this aspect, so he let go and stood up.

"Mom?" Xiang Nuan found that her mother-in-law was coming at this time, and she was scared to wipe her tears.

Luo xiaorou sits down in Mu Ye's position and embraces Xiang Nuan instead of him.

"Mom, keep warm for a while. I'll buy her something to eat."

"No, I don't have an appetite."

"You have to eat, too. Your body is empty now. You must make up for it. Muye, go and buy it now. "

Muye closed the door and went out.

Luo xiaorou reaches for her tears wet hair on her warm face, then takes care of her one by one, and dries her tears carefully. It's like taking care of a baby who can't take care of herself.

Xiang Nuan can shed tears wantonly in front of Mu ye, but she doesn't dare to do so in front of her mother-in-law, so she tries her best to control her emotions, so as not to make her cry tiresome.

Luo xiaorou presses xiangnuan's face on her shoulder and gently touches her back with her other hand. "Xiang Nuan, children and parents are all about fate. If fate is deep enough and fetters are deep enough, you may not be able to cut them off even with a knife. On the contrary, if the fate is not enough, a little wind and grass may not meet, even if they meet, one day they may suddenly lose. This kid, it's too shallow with us. "

Xiang Nuan wants to say "I know", but he can't make a sound when he opens his mouth, only a whimper that can't be suppressed. She was so frightened that she covered her nose and mouth and tried to destroy the sob.

"I know that when I speak like this, I may feel that I don't have a pain in my back when I stand and talk like this. You may feel empty when you listen to me. However, life is like this, we will meet the arrival of each life, and sooner or later we will see each life leave us. Especially after entering middle age, everyone has to face such a helpless fact. What can we do? We can only look at this life and death lightly and think more about the future, so that we can have the courage to continue to live

"I know, Ma, I know." Xiang Nuan finally said this sentence, but he said it in tears.

"Good boy." Luo xiaorou touched her head and let out a long breath. Looking far away, memories come. "Xiang Nuan, you must cheer up and take good care of yourself. At the beginning I was hit by those bad things. I didn't take good care of myself and hurt my foundation. Later, I couldn't give birth to half a boy and half a girl for your father. This is a lesson from the past. You can't learn from me. If you want to cry, just have a good cry. After crying, we'll be strong, OK? "

Xiang Nuan nodded desperately in her shoulder socket, and her tears surged out, but she bit her lips to suppress the cry.

"You don't want him on purpose. I think he certainly knows that he will come back to be your child in the future. Let's take good care of our health and wait for him to come back to be the children of the herdsman. At that time, we all spoil him, even more than Guoguo, and double our compensation for his wrongs... "

Xiang Nuan suddenly grabbed her skirt and cried out, tearing her heart and lungs.

Luo xiaorou was greatly relieved to hear the cry.

Just cry.

Just cry.