Chapter 532
Ling Xiaoan went to the window and quietly looked at the night outside. After a long time, he said softly: "if I didn't meet long time, I don't think I would have the courage to live, and Niannian would not have survived. Xiao Han, you can never imagine what I have experienced in these four years. "
Lost Xiao Zheng, unable to find Yan Yan, unmarried and pregnant, and in a foreign country
Every breath is so hard.
In fact, it's more difficult than these four years?
Xiao Han walked to her back, gently pressed her warm palm on her shoulder and turned her to face herself.
Looking at the gloom in her eyes, his expression was heavy.
He didn't continue to ask, didn't ask her what she had experienced, didn't ask how she survived, didn't force her to tell the details, because he didn't want to recall her painful memories, and also because... He was afraid to know more truth.
Ling Xiaoan gently pushed away and walked back to the living room: "long will not come back to Jiangcheng. She has a new life. Some people cherish her and accompany her. She is very happy. As for your friend, boss Xia..."
"What about you? Didn't you come back to Jiangcheng because of me? Ling Xiaoan, have you forgotten me? Or are you going to forget me? Do you think you can forget me? "
He asked several questions in a row, and he had a positive answer to every question.
The more she didn't want to face it, the more she ran away from it, the more he wanted her to recognize the reality.
Not only to recognize it, but also to admit it herself.
Gazing at his eyes, Ling Xiaoan moved his lips very calmly: "no way."
"Xiao Han, I may not be able to forget you in my life, but it doesn't mean that I will continue to entangle with you."
Perhaps, when she wanted to come back to Jiangcheng, she had a ridiculous expectation hidden in her heart.
But he, he is still the arrogant man who ignored everything four years ago. He has no respect for all her actions and words.
She doesn't want to be like this any more, and she doesn't want to suffer from this extremely unequal relationship.
"I like it and I can't forget it. I have to be angry with you for your self-esteem, don't I?"
There was a touch of helplessness in his words, and his voice was a little cold.
Without further coercion, he went out.
Standing outside, he didn't leave immediately, but quietly smoked for a long time, quietly thought for a long time, thought a lot... From the day he met her, from the day she broke into his room, from the day he forced her
Picture after picture in my mind, as if things happened yesterday, very clear.
……
The next evening, Ling Xiaoan and Qiao meet at the Chinese restaurant, and a few kids come with them.
Xiao Chenxi and Xiao younuan sit next to each other, and the dishes are all on the table one after another, but Xiao younuan still talks about how to bluff.
Joe didn't look at it angrily and said: "Lu You Nuan, can you be a little girl? You should learn from Niannian. Do you understand when you don't eat or sleep
Xiao Chenxi glanced silently. His eyes were disgusted. He took back his eyes. He continued to eat the food on the plate with his head down, as if everything here had nothing to do with him.
And the eyes of small Niannian always stare at small dawn.
Ling Xiaoan pursed a smile. Before, it was hard for her to imagine how she would look when she was with her children, because she was a child.
Now it's good to see such a picture.
"Mama, I want shrimp!"
Xiao Chenxi glanced at her disheartened sister and said to herself coldly, "I can't even dial the shrimp shell. How can I have your stupid sister?"
"Wu Wu Wu... Ma Ma, my brother said I was stupid!"
Small you warm a strength to cry, also really squeezed out a lot of tears.
Joe sighs helplessly at night. There's nothing he can do with the brother and sister!
"Lu younuan, if you don't stop, I'll tell you Baba, don't come to the kindergarten to pick you up tomorrow!"
"Wu Wu... Ma Ma bully Nuan! I want to go home and tell Baba! Baba will spank you! "
Joe wanwan: "later..."
"Wennuan, don't cry. Will your aunt help you with your shell?" Ling Xiaoan rolled up his sleeve and put a shrimp in the little guy's bowl.
"Wanwan, the child is still young. Why are you so serious? Just be patient and make more noise. "
Eating his favorite shrimp, Xiao younuan immediately grinned: "thank you, aunt xiao'an! I want more! "
Joe sighed again: "xiao'an, if only you had a son, I will marry my daughter to your family in the future."
Such a child, really embarrassed to marry her to someone else's home, are spoiled by the two men at home!
"Late, late, what are you talking about?" Ling Xiaoan smiles awkwardly.
"Ah, that's good. I'll marry Chenxi and be my daughter-in-law in the future, OK?"
"Late..." Ling Xiaoan can't laugh or cry, "how old are Niannian and Chenxi? Are you kidding
"I'm not kidding. We can make an appointment." Joe looks serious.
But next to the small dawn but put down the hands of the spoon, lightly looked at the eyes of the little girl sitting opposite.
His beautiful eyebrows, clean face, thin and small, this is his only impression of this little girl, almost... He can't remember anything at all.
Maybe it's because of these words at the moment, and even for a long time after that, he always had a kind of rejection and resistance to this girl called Ling Nian.
He doesn't like his life to be arranged, and he can't accept such an arrangement, even if it comes from his own parents.
Therefore, when he was only ten years old, he resolutely chose to study abroad... And he would come back to Jiangcheng every Spring Festival.
It's better not to see! I really don't like it!
Ling Xiaoan was about to say something when his eyes suddenly swept to the familiar figure at the door.
"What's the matter?" Joe late night to detect strange, along Ling Xiaoan's eyes to see.
But see Xiao Han with a woman is coming in, and that woman affectionately take his arm, he did not show resistance!
"It's late. It's getting late. I want to go back first." Ling Xiaoan stands up in a hurry, his face suddenly turns white, and he pulls xiaoniannian to leave in a hurry.
"It's Xia Miao again. It's shameless!" Joe is so angry that she stares at the couple. She thinks that Xiao Han's metamorphosis has been reformed. It seems that the dog can't change his way of eating excrement!
Xiao Han's vision also looked over, very calm, very indifferent.
Xia Miao, on the other hand, leans quietly on Xiao Han's side like a little bird, saying, "Mr. Xiao, I'm starving. Don't we go in?"
Lost Xiao Zheng, unable to find Yan Yan, unmarried and pregnant, and in a foreign country
Every breath is so hard.
In fact, it's more difficult than these four years?
Xiao Han walked to her back, gently pressed her warm palm on her shoulder and turned her to face herself.
Looking at the gloom in her eyes, his expression was heavy.
He didn't continue to ask, didn't ask her what she had experienced, didn't ask how she survived, didn't force her to tell the details, because he didn't want to recall her painful memories, and also because... He was afraid to know more truth.
Ling Xiaoan gently pushed away and walked back to the living room: "long will not come back to Jiangcheng. She has a new life. Some people cherish her and accompany her. She is very happy. As for your friend, boss Xia..."
"What about you? Didn't you come back to Jiangcheng because of me? Ling Xiaoan, have you forgotten me? Or are you going to forget me? Do you think you can forget me? "
He asked several questions in a row, and he had a positive answer to every question.
The more she didn't want to face it, the more she ran away from it, the more he wanted her to recognize the reality.
Not only to recognize it, but also to admit it herself.
Gazing at his eyes, Ling Xiaoan moved his lips very calmly: "no way."
"Xiao Han, I may not be able to forget you in my life, but it doesn't mean that I will continue to entangle with you."
Perhaps, when she wanted to come back to Jiangcheng, she had a ridiculous expectation hidden in her heart.
But he, he is still the arrogant man who ignored everything four years ago. He has no respect for all her actions and words.
She doesn't want to be like this any more, and she doesn't want to suffer from this extremely unequal relationship.
"I like it and I can't forget it. I have to be angry with you for your self-esteem, don't I?"
There was a touch of helplessness in his words, and his voice was a little cold.
Without further coercion, he went out.
Standing outside, he didn't leave immediately, but quietly smoked for a long time, quietly thought for a long time, thought a lot... From the day he met her, from the day she broke into his room, from the day he forced her
Picture after picture in my mind, as if things happened yesterday, very clear.
……
The next evening, Ling Xiaoan and Qiao meet at the Chinese restaurant, and a few kids come with them.
Xiao Chenxi and Xiao younuan sit next to each other, and the dishes are all on the table one after another, but Xiao younuan still talks about how to bluff.
Joe didn't look at it angrily and said: "Lu You Nuan, can you be a little girl? You should learn from Niannian. Do you understand when you don't eat or sleep
Xiao Chenxi glanced silently. His eyes were disgusted. He took back his eyes. He continued to eat the food on the plate with his head down, as if everything here had nothing to do with him.
And the eyes of small Niannian always stare at small dawn.
Ling Xiaoan pursed a smile. Before, it was hard for her to imagine how she would look when she was with her children, because she was a child.
Now it's good to see such a picture.
"Mama, I want shrimp!"
Xiao Chenxi glanced at her disheartened sister and said to herself coldly, "I can't even dial the shrimp shell. How can I have your stupid sister?"
"Wu Wu Wu... Ma Ma, my brother said I was stupid!"
Small you warm a strength to cry, also really squeezed out a lot of tears.
Joe sighs helplessly at night. There's nothing he can do with the brother and sister!
"Lu younuan, if you don't stop, I'll tell you Baba, don't come to the kindergarten to pick you up tomorrow!"
"Wu Wu... Ma Ma bully Nuan! I want to go home and tell Baba! Baba will spank you! "
Joe wanwan: "later..."
"Wennuan, don't cry. Will your aunt help you with your shell?" Ling Xiaoan rolled up his sleeve and put a shrimp in the little guy's bowl.
"Wanwan, the child is still young. Why are you so serious? Just be patient and make more noise. "
Eating his favorite shrimp, Xiao younuan immediately grinned: "thank you, aunt xiao'an! I want more! "
Joe sighed again: "xiao'an, if only you had a son, I will marry my daughter to your family in the future."
Such a child, really embarrassed to marry her to someone else's home, are spoiled by the two men at home!
"Late, late, what are you talking about?" Ling Xiaoan smiles awkwardly.
"Ah, that's good. I'll marry Chenxi and be my daughter-in-law in the future, OK?"
"Late..." Ling Xiaoan can't laugh or cry, "how old are Niannian and Chenxi? Are you kidding
"I'm not kidding. We can make an appointment." Joe looks serious.
But next to the small dawn but put down the hands of the spoon, lightly looked at the eyes of the little girl sitting opposite.
His beautiful eyebrows, clean face, thin and small, this is his only impression of this little girl, almost... He can't remember anything at all.
Maybe it's because of these words at the moment, and even for a long time after that, he always had a kind of rejection and resistance to this girl called Ling Nian.
He doesn't like his life to be arranged, and he can't accept such an arrangement, even if it comes from his own parents.
Therefore, when he was only ten years old, he resolutely chose to study abroad... And he would come back to Jiangcheng every Spring Festival.
It's better not to see! I really don't like it!
Ling Xiaoan was about to say something when his eyes suddenly swept to the familiar figure at the door.
"What's the matter?" Joe late night to detect strange, along Ling Xiaoan's eyes to see.
But see Xiao Han with a woman is coming in, and that woman affectionately take his arm, he did not show resistance!
"It's late. It's getting late. I want to go back first." Ling Xiaoan stands up in a hurry, his face suddenly turns white, and he pulls xiaoniannian to leave in a hurry.
"It's Xia Miao again. It's shameless!" Joe is so angry that she stares at the couple. She thinks that Xiao Han's metamorphosis has been reformed. It seems that the dog can't change his way of eating excrement!
Xiao Han's vision also looked over, very calm, very indifferent.
Xia Miao, on the other hand, leans quietly on Xiao Han's side like a little bird, saying, "Mr. Xiao, I'm starving. Don't we go in?"