Chapter 169

Finally, Aunt Liu tried to dissuade Qiao from going to school.

Back in the bedroom, she walked slowly to the French window, her clean fingertips gently touching the glass.

In the yard, the ginkgo trees stand alone in the dry soil, and the outside sky is very gloomy, heavy clouds cover there, as if wind and rain are coming.

I remember at the end of last year, that quiet night, Jiangcheng had a flying snow, but after that, there was no snowflake.

Pregnant women are prone to emotional ups and downs, mind is particularly sensitive, it is undeniable that at the moment her heart, some worry about gain and loss.

Quietly looking out of the window, so staring, so thinking, time slowly flowing.

There is no reason, she thought of that sentence, years quiet good, this world is stable.

Simple wish, but don't become extravagant hope

Aunt Liu knocked on the door and came in with a bowl of hot tremella and lotus seed soup

Don't want to worry about Aunt Liu, even if there is no appetite, Joe sat down late.

"It's so good, it's so good..." Aunt Liu stood on the side and muttered to herself.

Thinking of the past, she suddenly burst into tears, even choked in her voice: "now, my husband has not only a wife, but also children, and finally has a home... Our wife's spirit in heaven should also be gratified. It's so good..."

As if she had opened her voice, Aunt Liu continued to sigh: "it's almost 20 years. Every new year's Eve is spent by my husband alone in his study. This year... It's time to be lively."

"Auntie..." seeing Auntie Liu's excited look, Qiao's eyes became hazy unconsciously.

Is he alone on New Year's Eve?

How could she not know the loneliness and desolation she had experienced in Qiao's house so much?

"Madam, no matter how many things you missed before, even if you really can't understand those things, he is always sincere to you. Have you forgotten his kindness to you?"

"In fact, many things are not as ruthless as you have to do. Madam, you don't know that in those years, the old man in Laozhai tried every means to frame up Mr. Wang. Such a small child was born without the protection of his mother. He may have lost his life one day. If he is not cruel to others, they will be cruel to him... "

Hearing these words, Joe's heart gradually began to pull up. When he was ten years old, he left home. He never had the care of his mother or the warmth of his family.

In that man's heart, I'm afraid there are too many scars that are hard to heal. That heart is already full of holes.

Joe took Aunt Liu's hand and raised her lips: "aunt, I understand what you said."

Aunt Liu said with a relieved smile, "it's time to celebrate the new year next month. Now, madam, you are pregnant with a child. If you know about it in the old house, what kind of trouble will it be..."

Mentioning the old house, thinking of Lu Zhanshen's father, Qiao sighed silently.

The old man, even though he was once such a powerful person, regarded her as a member of his own family. Although she occasionally spoke directly, she could see and feel the kindness to her.

It's just that Lu Zhanshen's resentment towards his father, such a deep resentment, is hard to eliminate in his life.

At the door, Lu Zhanshen has come in, while Aunt Liu has quietly backed out.

It wasn't until her warm hands covered her shoulders that Joe regained consciousness. When she looked up and saw him, she immediately threw herself into his arms full of male hormones. The light and pleasant smell of tobacco made her uneasy heart calm down in an instant.

"Lu Zhanshen, I'm sorry." Her arms hugged him more and more tightly, and her soft body nestled tightly to him, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry just now, it's my wishful thinking, I'm wishful thinking again."

Even if what Qin Wenyao says is the truth, so what? Even if he didn't help himself, so what? Even if he does more things, so what?

What Aunt Liu said is not wrong. He must have his helplessness. His identity, his situation and many other things are not his choices.

She doesn't care, she doesn't care, she doesn't mind anything, as long as she remembers, this man is the man she loves deeply, the dependence she can't lose, and the best person in the world to treat her.

That's enough!

"In the morning, Miss Qin came to me in the shopping mall. She told me about six years ago, about you, about your engagement..."

As soon as Joe spoke, his tears, like broken pearls, kept falling.

Sniffed, she did not continue to say, but stepped back, left the man's arms, looking at him with some dignified eyes.

That pair of dark eyes, set off the pale and trance of the small face, in her watery eyes, clearly reflects the man's deep face.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I don't know what happened to me, but I just can't control my tears..."

She kept saying "I'm sorry", as if there were many kinds of complex emotions in her heart, which made her a little dizzy and confused, and also made her at a loss.

Lu Zhan pursed his lips and didn't speak, but his brows began to twist.

Qin Wenyao found her, and her men told him at that time, but in the end, he didn't stop her.

How long can he hide some things even if he deliberately conceals them?

What she should know, she will know after all, no matter from whose mouth.

Compared with what Qin Wenyao told her, he was more worried about other things

"Lu Zhanshen... Why don't you talk? Are you still mad at me? So just now, you drove away without a word? " Joe threw himself back into the man's arms, his tearful little face rubbing against his cashmere coat.

"Qin Wenyao asked for you?" Lu Zhanshen converged and gently rubbed the little guy's head.

"Well, she came to me, Lu Zhanshen..."

"You can't accept what I did, can you?"

"I..." Joe didn't go on.

She does not accept, but she does not want to cling to his past, which is not contradictory.

His fingers slowly touched her face, then gently pinched her chin, his deep eyes gathered secretly: "Joe, in your heart, I'm mean, I'm cruel, I still make you feel afraid, don't I?"

For a long time, Joe didn't speak at night. He just breathed softly. Then he stood on tiptoe and approached the man with his tender lips, kissing him more and more eagerly

"No, I'm not afraid. I don't care what you used to be. Anyway, I like you. I just like you..."