Chapter 208

"But are these things things that I can change? Xiao Mengyao, you are blaming me, aren't you? I've lived like this since I was a child. I can't choose my life and my experience. If I can, I would rather not have all that I once had, because it took away all my relatives. Now do you still think what I once had was something stronger than you? " Yan Yiqing cried and said that she was never happy with everything she once had. Instead, she hated everything. It was because of money, status and interests that she lost everything in one night. It was not only those who were important in the world. For Yan Yiqing, her father's favorite person was the most important, but she lost everything in that night, Everything seems to be punishing Yan Yiqing, so Xiao Mengyao still envies herself?

"So, all this is life. No matter what our starting point is now, in Ning HaoChen's mother's eyes, I just can't compare with you, a girl born in the upper class. Even if you have nothing now, you are still very noble in their eyes. Until now, I understand that our gap is not as simple as money. So I am humble, I will always be humble. I've always told myself that you and I have no difference with Ning HaoChen and Rong mo. we have the same rights, but now I understand that I'm just cheating myself. These differences can't disappear. " Xiao Mengyao also said with tears, she simply sat on the ground, she did not want to, but this is the reality.

"So you're still blaming me. Well, in that case, I'll leave it to you to decide. I respect you." Yan Yiqing doesn't know what use it is for Xiao Mengyao to say so much. She only knows that Xiao Mengyao is still blaming herself and struggling with her life experience. In this case, she respects Xiao Mengyao's decision. If Xiao Mengyao feels unhappy with herself and makes friends with herself, she will feel more pressure. So Yan Yiqing respects Xiao Mengyao's decision.

"I'm not blaming you, I'm blaming myself. Yiqing, you are my best friend. You remember, but I can't pass the barrier in my heart now. Please give me some time to calm down, or let me calm down. If I can figure it out, I'll come to you. " Xiao Mengyao turns her back to Yan Yiqing. No one knows that she is full of tears when she says this. She doesn't blame Yan Yiqing. What Yan Yiqing says is right. We can't choose everything. Our life is doomed. But she can't live in her heart. Yan Yiqing has always been a friend she cherishes in her heart, but now she just wants to calm down, When she thinks clearly, she will contact Yan Yiqing.

"Well, I'll wait for you." Yan Yiqing then gets up and leaves. It's enough for Xiao Mengyao to say that she will always be her best friend. She gives Xiao Mengyao enough time and space to think about it. Walking on the sunny road, Yan Yiqing suddenly feels that today's sunshine is dazzling, which makes her feel pain from her eyes to her heart.

She suddenly took out her mobile phone. At this moment, she wanted to be alone. At the beginning, the feeling of being alone was all over her body. For Yan Yiqing, no important person could leave. But in this year, the important people in her heart left one by one. Now even Xiao Mengyao, who has been with her for so many years, has to leave. She really can't accept it and can't bear it. After the phone rings twice, it is connected. Rongmo always answers her phone quickly, which makes Yanyiqing feel safe.

"Rong Mo, I miss you." Yanyiqing didn't say anything, not even a hello. She just wanted to tell rongmo that she missed him. In such a big street, Yanyiqing felt like a wandering soul without home. Now only rongmo can give her a sense of security. Only rongmo can prove that she has a home in this city.

"Where are you?" Rong Mo doesn't ask much. He knows that Yan Yiqing seldom talks about these numb words. Every time he says it, it shows that Yan Yiqing is very sad and needs her company. In fact, Rong Mo is afraid of receiving Yan Yiqing's phone call at work, because it's not a good thing, but it's good that this time it's not about her. That sentence I miss you just hit the tip of rongmo's heart, some sweet some heart, in Yanyiqing reported the place, rongmo immediately decided to put down the things in hand to find Yanyiqing, for rongmo is like this, Yanyiqing is always more important than all things.

When rongmo drives, Yanyiqing squats on the side of the road. From a distance, she looks so thin and thin, which makes rongmo feel good for a moment. I hope that all the people and things in the world will treat this little girl gently. Let Mo get out of the car, Yan Yiqing didn't say a word, just tightly hugged the neck of let mo.

"Hey, it's on the street." Rong Mo likes to hold Yan Yiqing together, but every time Yan Yiqing shyly hides and says that it's in the car. How this time, Rong Mo is surprised. She naturally holds herself in the street“ Rong Mo, I just want to feel your temperature. " She just simply wants to feel the temperature of rongmo, so that she will feel that rongmo is real, not her own dream, she still has a home.

"Darling, I'm here." Rong Mo embraces Yan Yiqing and gets on the bus. After a brief understanding, he knows that it's a little fight between girls. He really can't intervene. What he can do is to accompany Yan Yiqing. No matter what Xiao Mengyao's decision is, Yan Yiqing has nothing. Rong Mo said that he will always be Yan Yiqing's last luggage.

"Rong Mo, will you fight with me? Will you tell me to calm down for many days? Will this happen between us? " Yan Yiqing stares at the distance in a daze. At that moment, she suddenly feels or is afraid that she will quarrel with Rong Mo one day in the future. Then they will quarrel too much. Rong Mo will also give him time to calm down and give him time to consider our feelings.

"No, I will never quarrel with you." Rong Mo touched Yan Yiqing's hair and said slowly that he would never quarrel with Yan Yiqing. They don't need this kind of thing, and he doesn't need time to think about it. He must stay with Yan Yiqing in his life, no matter what happens.

Yan Yiqing is leaning on Rong Mo's shoulder to see the sun setting bit by bit. It's a good feeling. With Rong Mo, Yan Yiqing no longer feels like a person.