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If she can't see it, she can listen to Yan Xibai's voice occasionally. If she knows whether he is in good health and whether he is happy every day, she will be satisfied.

Yan Xibai was silent and slowly spat out two words: "can't."

The tone of youth is cold and unfeeling. Every syllable, as if with ice, without a trace of temperature.

After that, he tightened his lips. She was not even given a reason to refuse.

All day today, Yan Xibai took extra care of her, almost as if she had asked for it.

Therefore, after hearing these two, green bamboo couldn't help being dull for a while.

It was totally unexpected that he would refuse, and refuse so directly and decisively.

After a while, she took back her little hand and said, "I know."

That is to say, unless the benefactor shows up on his own initiative, she can only wait.

You can't go to him or contact him.

"It's cold. Go back!" Yan Xibai will sit in front of the driver, said, "drive back to the company."

"Goodbye, benefactor." Green bamboo's eyes open to see, the car more and more far away, finally can not see.

I just feel that my throat is astringent, as if I had just finished eating balsam pear.

I can't bear to part with him.

I don't know when I'll see you next time. I don't know if he will forget her after a period of time.

Before I knew the little benefactor, Qingzhu didn't feel that life was hard. I have already recognized my fate for everything around me.

Since Yan Xibai appeared, she seems to have more relatives. Finally, I tasted what it was like to be cared for, cared for and supported by someone. Then, there is hope and thought.

She hopes to see every day, that young man dressed in sunshine. Even dream of living under the same roof with him.

But now he left again, taking away her hope and warmth.

In fact, he left home, no debt, and came to grandma Yu's house It's all good.

What's more, the whole family of Yu is good to her. I don't know how many times better than I used to be in shitoucun.

Logically speaking, she should not be dissatisfied, nor should she think about those things that she should not think about.

However, she is disappointed, how can not control.

It's like -

I like the warm sun in summer so much that I don't want to have winter again. Even in spring and autumn, I always feel that there is something missing, and I am looking forward to the coming of summer.

Unfortunately, the four seasons change back and forth, and no one can change it.

What's more, in her future life, it's not clear whether she can meet summer.

Green bamboo squatted down and buried his head in his knees. Like an ostrich, it didn't move for half a day.

In the Mercedes Benz, the driver drives quietly. There was a red light ahead, and he stopped the car.

The driver hesitated for a moment and then said cautiously, "that little girl just now looks very sad."

Yan Xibai closed his eyes and raised his hand to rub his eyebrows.

Unexpectedly, he didn't get angry at the driver's words, but said quietly:

"I know."

How can you not see the idea of a simple girl?

As Li Hu said, green bamboo has a simple mind and can't hide anything. What I think and think is clearly written on my face.

Since he showed that he was not ready to take her back that moment, the girl began to be unhappy.

Green bamboo's careful thinking, Yan Xibai's heart is very clear. In fact, he likes this little girl and wants to keep her around as a sister.

If he is in good health, he must do so without hesitation.

Now, however, he cannot.

First of all, Yan Xibai has strong self-esteem. On the surface, he is gentle and easy-going, but in his heart, he is extremely proud.

In the Yan family, only a very few people know about master Xi's illness, and all of them are family members.

It is tacitly understood that no one will mention it easily, let alone let outsiders know.

Because it is not what he hopes to be discussed or sympathized with.

If Qingzhu went to Yan's home, he would certainly leave people around and take care of them in person all the time.

Before long, his manic depression will be discovered by her sooner or later.

In fact, he is half a madman. When the disease breaks out, even oneself can't control. Once you get crazy, you're going to be disowned.

If Qingzhu stayed with him, it would be dozens of times more dangerous than staying with him.

When a Qiang first came, he had no experience at all. When he was sick and smashed things, he ran to stop him.

As a result, a Qiang was seriously injured and lay in the hospital for half a month. If not rescue in time, even a small life would have been explained.

What's more, a few days ago, the damned doctor put forward an unreliable treatment plan. During the treatment, a little girl is needed to assist. What a coincidence, green bamboo fully meets the requirements.His mother, Yan Min, has always attached great importance to and loved him. Recently, he is trying to persuade him to accept the hypnosis treatment.

Once the existence of green bamboo is found, she will certainly not be let go.

Green bamboo is still so small that I can't help but fight and scare. To stay with her is basically to die.

In order to protect the innocent girl, he had to refuse. I even lost contact with her.

As long as you don't call yourself and don't appear in front of him, green bamboo is safe.

After a period of time, his mother completely gave up her heart, and after forgetting the doctor's words, he came to see her again.

Take her to an amusement park some weekend, or have a meal or a movie with her. Take her for a few days.

In front of the second floor window, standing in front of a white haired old man, it is grandmother Yu.

In her hand, she held a golden cell phone.

This mobile phone was left by Yan Xibai just now.

After the conversation, the young man took this out of his pocket. He held out his thumb, pressed a few times on the screen, and then handed it over.

At that time, he said:

"I didn't bring any paper and pen, so I input directly. Please take this mobile phone with you.

Shortcut key one, it's my mobile phone number. If you and Qingzhu encounter any difficulties, you can contact me.

If she needs financial support, such as what she wants to buy, or if her tuition is not enough, you can call me at any time.

If one day in the future, for some reason, you can't continue to adopt her, please contact me and never give her to others.

In addition, I hope that this is my secret with you, so that green bamboo won't know. "

Grandma Yu didn't know why he was hiding from Qingzhu. It's really strange that I don't want to let myself know when I help someone like this.

However, the kindness in the eyes of the youth, as well as the concern for green bamboo, she has no doubt.

Maybe, simple is low-key, or do not need others to appreciate it! Thinking like this, she agreed.

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