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Cheng Skywhite took the tissue and turned around to see Mu Zixi's shy and happy appearance. His heart also started to waver. She was just as easily satisfied as he was. But perhaps he truly cared too little about her.

If he hadn't first met Shen Yunqi and then been betrayed by her, he might not have been so heartless. If he had met Mu Zixi from the start, he might have been able to obtain the perfect amount of love.

Staring at Mu Zixi's flushed face, his heart was filled with emotion.

Right now, it seemed like he wanted to take good care of her. From then on, the two of them were inseparable, becoming the closest person to each other. Wasn't that great?

Cheng Haotian suddenly wanted to explain his relationship with Shen Yunqi to Mu Zixi. He didn't want Mu Zixi to brood over his past and didn't want her to be upset over his matters. He should face up to the past and tell her everything.

This way, it could also be considered as him intentionally making peace.

Cheng Skywhite placed the tissue back on the table and stared at Mu Zixi. He slowly asked, "Did you go to my study a few days ago and read about it in the book?"

Surprise! Surprise! How would he know?

She had been to his study and had secretly flipped through his books without his permission. She had also seen something that she shouldn't have seen. He had gotten angry for no reason and then told him nothing.

She was a bit timid. If Cheng Skywhite knew the truth, wouldn't he blame her?

Would he lose his temper at her?

It was her fault. Why would she go to that study?

If only he hadn't gone. But not only did she go, she saw his past. He had treated that girl with so much tenderness and sincerity. He had never thought that she would betray him, and he must have felt sad about that, which was why he was so cold.

Mu Zixi uneasily twisted his two index fingers in his hands, wishing that he could be a mute and avoid answering his question. However, he looked at her with such a stern gaze, waiting for her to speak. He was too scared.

Cheng Skywhite quickly saw her little movements and knew that she was starting to get nervous. His heart inexplicably sighed. He was like a flood and fierce beasts, how could she be so afraid!

I don't know how she managed to fire that day. You're afraid now?

He took her hand gently and said in a calm voice, "I don't blame you. Did you read two letters?"

Mu Zixi was at a loss for words when he heard him talk about the main issue at hand. She knew that he already knew everything. He was only trying to confirm her guess, and she had nothing else to say.

Finally, Mu Zixi nodded and admitted it. "Yes, that's right."

She did indeed see those two letters. One of them was a letter, while the other was a bookmark. On the two letters, there was his love for the other girl, making her not care … Even psychological pain...

She had never thought that such a cold Cheng Haotian would have such a soft and gentle side to other girls. It was simply too inconceivable. However, she had already done it, so she admitted it bravely.

In any case, even if she denied it, it would be useless.

He already knew everything, didn't he?

Mu Zixi knew that she had done something wrong, so she lowered her head, not daring to look at him. He should be angry by now, right? She had gone to his study without him and even seen his past. He should be very angry. If only she hadn't gone.

"I'm sorry, I was just looking for a book to read, but I didn't expect to see those two love letters. I didn't mean to. I just didn't expect to see a love letter. " Mu Zixi felt that he should explain something, otherwise she would definitely be criticized by him.

She didn't want to see it. As the saying goes, those who don't know are innocent. She didn't mean to see it, she just didn't want to see it. He shouldn't be so angry after hearing what she said.

However, Mu Zixi didn't dare to look at his expression.

He must be angry now. He must be angry that his things were automatically taken privately.

Mu Zixi was waiting for the storm, feeling anxious. She knew that the demon would not be that kind. Even if it was her, if others were to see her privacy, they would likely be angry.

Not to mention, he wasn't a kind-hearted person to begin with.

What Mu Zixi didn't see was that a smile had already appeared on Cheng Haotian's face. He knew that Mu Zixi had admitted to going to see a love letter, which explained why she suddenly lost her temper that day.

It seemed that this little woman cared about him a lot. Perhaps, she had already fallen for him!

Right now, he felt extremely relaxed, as if he had drunk a cup of iced green tea on a hot summer's day. That feeling was too comfortable!

She actually cared about him that much before. It was all because of the hatred that had blinded him. He hadn't noticed it at all. Fortunately, it wasn't too late now. He already knew what she was thinking, and he felt the need to explain.

Cheng Skywhite was about to open his mouth to say that he and Shen Yunqi were no longer related, but the two letters of the culprit had already been torn apart by him. At this moment, Mu Zixi opened his mouth.

Mu Zixi hadn't been able to wait for Cheng Haotian to speak. He thought he was either angry or sad, so he opened his mouth to console him.

"What happened in the past is already a thing of the past. Don't put the past in your heart. "Don't resent those who have lived in the past too much. Everyone has the right to choose their own happiness. This is the decision of others and cannot be changed. It would be better to change one's mindset and calmly accept all of this."

What Mu Zixi was thinking was that he would do his best to say that he would resign and comfort Chao Haotian, hoping that he would give up on his hatred. But who would have thought that he would end up poking a hornet's nest.

Cheng Skywhite had never forgotten about the past. It was a shameful thing that had happened in his life, so how could he forgive it so easily?

After having Mu Zixi, he rarely thought of Shen Yunqi. To him, Shen Yunqi was nothing more than someone he hated.

But now, Mu Zixi had actually told him, from that woman's point of view, that everyone had the right to choose happiness …

What about him? Should he be abandoned? Didn't he pay a price?

What angered him even more was that Mu Zixi was just an outsider who didn't know anything, so how could he talk nonsense like that? And even persuaded him to let go of his hatred, how could that be so easy?

If she were him, would she forgive someone that she believed would betray her in the end?

If not, then the rest is an affectation. Who wouldn't say that?

Cheng Haotian was extremely angry, and his entire body started to emit that kind of ice-cold aura. With a cold expression, he roared at Mu Zixi, "What do you understand? Back then, I lost everything and became someone with nothing at all. Then, I was betrayed by the Shen Yun Qi whom I trust the most.

Mu Zixi didn't know anything but looked at things from an outsider's point of view. Did she know how much pain he had felt in his heart? That was the pain of losing love and family! It was a pain that ordinary people could not bear!

But she, Mu Zixi, didn't know anything, and instead taught him to let go of his hatred.

If she, Mu Zixi, wanted to be a hypocritical saint, he could not be one!

When Mu Zixi saw how angry Cheng Haotian was, he knew that he couldn't let go of the hatred in his heart. After all, such deep hatred really wasn't something that he could let go in a short period of time. Right now, she wasn't afraid of Cheng Haotian. Instead, she felt that he was very pitiful.

He was indeed very sad to be betrayed by both kinship and love!

Mu Zixi looked at Cheng Haotian with sympathy in his eyes. Furthermore, there was a trace of worry in his eyes. She thought, "He must have been very depressed back then!"

Today, it was indeed a bit too much for her to make him put down his hatred.

Seeing the sympathy and worry in Mu Zixi's eyes, Cheng Hao knew that he had lost his composure. Didn't his words just now just express his inner thoughts?

How could he, in front of others, reveal his true thoughts? Wasn't he a person who was good at hiding his feelings? His thoughts couldn't be made known to anyone, including Mu Zixi!

He hated the sympathy of others. He hated the teachings of others. According to his thinking, he was a person who would always take revenge on his enemies. He definitely wouldn't let go of his hatred like a saint. What right did he have to care about his past?

Her sympathy was nothing but ridicule in his eyes. He didn't want her sympathy. That kind of expression made him exceptionally angry.

"What right do you have to manage my affairs? Don't forget, you're just my mistress. Do you understand? What right do you have to interfere in the affairs of the financial backers?" Cheng Skywhite's eye sockets slightly contracted, emitting an aura that would cause chills to run down one's spine. He would never let others see his thoughts clearly, never.

In order to cover up his slip of the tongue from before, he chose to mock Mu Zixi.

Perhaps, only by ridiculing her would he be able to balance his heart. Then he would not see the sympathy in her eyes. Why should she sympathize with him?

Sure enough, after he said those words, Mu Zixi's face began to turn pale.

Just now, she had been fantasizing about being with him. However, he never expected that he would still be the same person. Sure enough, he would not change.

And just now, he had been so affectionate and affectionate that she had almost thought he had truly loved her and truly wanted to be together with her, forever and ever. Now that she thought about it, it was her wishful thinking.

He still hadn't changed. That gentleness just now was all an illusion.

And she, she believed it so easily. Now that she thought about it, she was really stupid. He had already said that he wouldn't fall in love with her, yet she always easily fell. Wasn't she too stupid!?

Seeing Mu Zixi's pale face, Cheng Haotian realized that he had said the wrong thing, but the words he said were like water that had been poured out; there was no way to take them back. He could only maintain a cold expression on his face as he silently turned around and left.

There was no way for him to apologize, nor would he apologize. He really didn't want to see the sympathy in her eyes. That look would make him feel that he was useless, that he wouldn't even be able to completely forget his past love.

Cheng Haotian left Mu Zixi's room and went to another room. Since he couldn't apologize or face Mu Zixi, he might as well let the two of them calm down!

Originally, he had planned to tell her that he had nothing to do with Shen Yunqi. He had already planned to have a good time with her and happily be together with her. But he never would have thought that things would turn out like this.

If he had spoken earlier, wouldn't this have been the result? Then, would she be able to live together with him in a good and respectful manner? Why was he always so easily angered by her every time? And why would he then vent his anger on her? He knew that she must be sad.

Did every word I said just now prick her heart?

Was she very sad now? Would she cry quietly because of his words? Would she hate his heartlessness?

But he couldn't apologize.