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"I've let you down. I'm sorry, but in the end, I still haven't defeated Cheng Skywhite and become your husband. I even let you return to Cheng Skywhite's side because of me. I feel sorry for my helplessness."
"Brother Lin …" "I've been doing very well." Mu Zixi thought back to last night, when a trace of confidence had appeared in her voice …
"Zi Xi, as long as you are happy, I can do anything you want. You know big brother Lin's heart, that heart will forever guard it for you … Even though I don't have much left, I can take good care of you, and even your … "Child."
Mu Zixi didn't say anything else. She was already very happy to hear Lin Naofan's voice. Now, Lin Naofan was willing to come back and stay with her. This was her wish.
"Big brother Lin, I'm really afraid. I'm really afraid that if you hang up, I won't be able to find you …" You're the most important person to me in my life... " As Mu Zixi spoke, his tears unconsciously fell.
"Zi Xi, Zi Xi, Big Brother Lin will always be your Big Brother Lin. No matter what happens to you, I will always be by your side. I will always take care of you, do you understand?" I... There's no other way... This is the only way to... To continue to love you. " Lin Naofan's words made Mu Zixi burst into tears.
That holy and grand wedding was almost a lifetime marriage to her and Lin Naoi. She wanted to make Lin Naoi care for and love her for her entire life, but the wheel of fate was pulling her away from the life she longed for.
"Brother Lin, the life on Seychelles is the most unforgettable thing in my life. I will remember it for the rest of my life … "Sorry, big brother Lin …" Mu Zixi apologized again.
"Don't apologize to me … If it wasn't for my mistake, maybe we wouldn't have separated, maybe... " As he spoke, Lin Naoi's tone became lower and lower. She finally stopped speaking. She clearly knew that all of this was only if … it was possible, and not real. Why did she say it so bitterly?
If, if, all people love to use when they regret, if, if, as it seems to say, everything can turn around and go back to the time they wanted … In love, there is no if, no if, no possibility.
Mu Zixi shook his head, hoping that everything would be reversed and everything would return to how it was before …
The people on either end of the line stopped talking. There was a long silence.
"Is the child all right?" Lin Naoi finally opened her mouth.
"Hmm, luckily, I was very careful this time, very careful, I really wanted to see his face." Saying this, a maternal light flashed on Mu Zixi's face.
"You have to take care of yourself, you know? I actually... I want to see you. Zi Xi, I miss you very much. " Lin Naoi paused for a moment before she finally voiced out her inner thoughts.
Mu Zixi was silent. Didn't she want to leave this cage and go see Lin Naofan? She didn't know if Lin Naofan had lost weight. She was too concerned about this man.
Mu Zixi said softly, "Brother Lin, I will find an opportunity …. Go out and see you. I will definitely find a chance. "
"Alright …" The man on the other end of the phone could only agree, but could do nothing else other than wait.
After hanging up, Mu Zixi stood up, deleted the call log, and went downstairs. Cheng Haotian had already left for the company, leaving behind only two maids and a housekeeper. Mu Zixi silently walked to the back garden and sat on the swing.
He raised his head and narrowed his eyes. The white clouds in the sky were like cotton as they flew past his head.
Remembering the night by the lake, for a moment, Mu Zixi really wanted to be a captive. If he stayed here, he wouldn't care about others and wouldn't express his feelings, but he had changed. Perhaps it was because he had a baby in his womb that he became considerate.
Forget it, he was already his son's mother, so he could only accept his fate.
Mu Zixi picked up the tablet in his hand and looked through it at his parenting knowledge, saying that he had to listen to pleasing music, not get angry, and not get too spicy. It was as if he was easily angered and Mu Zixi could feel that his recent temper was very bad.
Mu Zixi reclined on the swing, shading his eyes from the sunlight. The swing swung slowly, and the air in the backyard was very good. The fragrance of roses and roses wafted in the yard.
A cool breeze brushed against his face, and Mu Zixi peacefully fell asleep on the swing. It wasn't until he returned from the day that he saw through the window in the living room that Mu Zixi, in a white dress and black hair, was asleep on the swing. He had one arm in front of his eyes, and his other arm was gently hanging in the air.
Cheng Skywhite stopped his steps and looked out the window at Mu Zixi. Such a simple and elegant woman was like a lily blooming in the back garden.
He had never observed this woman so carefully before.
As the swing gently swayed, Mu Zixi was like a small sailing ship floating on the sea. In his dream, he was floating on the endless sea, looking into the distance, but he couldn't see the end of it.
Cheng Skywhite suddenly remembered something and immediately covered Mu Zixi with a blanket.
Mu Zixi felt a little cold. At this moment, there seemed to be a pair of gentle hands holding onto her clothes. She smiled, turned her head and said, "Big Brother Lin …"
In his dreams, Mu Zixi inadvertently shouted out the words "Big Brother Lin", causing Cheng Haotian to be stunned.
In his sleep, did he miss another man?
What was so good about that Lin Naoi? Can it make Mu Zixi unable to forget? Why did she seem to not care at all after what she had done? Was her heart still that man called Lin Naofan?
Even if he had a descendant of his own, he wouldn't forget Brother Lin! Cheng Skywhite's face turned ashen. Dark clouds covered his handsome face.
'Shouldn't I have never let that man out anyway? ' Cheng Haotian suddenly wanted this man named Lin Naofan to disappear forever.
But... Even though he was gone forever, Mu Zixi was still thinking about this man. It didn't matter what he did.
Shaking his head, he tried to get rid of his thoughts.
The instant Mu Zixi turned her head in her dream, she thought she saw Lin Xiaofan, but she didn't expect him to be that cold Yama King — — Cheng Skywhite's smile suddenly froze. How could it be this man? How could this man do such a warm thing? She didn't quite believe it.
However, there wasn't a trace of a smile on the handsome face of the cold-faced King of Hell. He kept staring at Mu Zixi with eyes that seemed to pierce through Mu Zixi's soul. With a cold voice, he questioned, "You're calling … "Lin Naofan?"
Mu Zixi hurriedly shook her head. She didn't want him to hurt her Big Brother Lin. No!
"I don't, I don't!" Screaming, he woke up from his dream. When he opened his eyes, he found that he had fallen asleep on the swing.
Just this little blanket on him, who could cover him?
Mu Zixi looked around blankly. She was the only one in the entire backyard. She raised her head and looked in the direction of the study. There was no one standing by the window.
Mu Zixi let out a small sigh of relief. Luckily, it was just a dream, and luckily, nothing had really happened.
Mu Zixi sat up and looked at the time on his laptop. It was almost noon. Mu Zixi returned to the living room with the small blanket and flat plate in his hands.
The butler remained polite and respectful. "Miss Mu, it's time to eat. According to the nutritionist's order, your lunch is …" Mu Zixi kept nodding her head. She didn't listen to the butler at all. She only raised her head to see if that man would appear on the stairs.
"Where's Mister?" Mu Zixi interrupted the butler.
"Well, Mr. Cheng saw you asleep in the backyard, so he gave you a blanket and went upstairs. Maybe in the study?"
"Alright, I'll go get him. You can get busy first." Mu Zixi slowly walked up the steps.
She had always been thinking about Cheng Haotian in her dreams. His face was ashen, and his long and narrow peach blossom eyes were filled with a kind of indifference and cruelty.
She lightly knocked on the door of the study, and it opened. To think that Cheng Skywhite had already been waiting for her for quite some time now.
His expression right now was exactly the same as the one in his dream; cold and slightly cruel.
Seeing that Mu Zixi had finally arrived, he let out a mocking smile and said, "Unexpectedly, I locked you in here. You can't see him, but you can still dream about him …"
"No, that was just a dream …" Mu Zixi was a little flustered. She was afraid that Cheng Haotian would continue to kill Lin Naofan. What she didn't know was that Cheng Haotian already knew that she was in contact with Lin Naofan.
What's more, he didn't know that he was indulging her … Want to give her more space...
Cheng Tiantian's smile became wider and wider as he tapped Mu Zixi's chin, making Mu Zixi look him straight in the eye. He said word by word, "Don't let me hear that name again in this house. Otherwise, you will understand the outcome."
Mu Zixi's soul seemed to have been penetrated by Cheng Skywhite. She couldn't help but shiver and slightly nod her head. She understood that Cheng Skywhite's efforts to find him in Seychelles and put him in jail, once again dealing with Lin Naofan, was a piece of cake.
He couldn't help but nod.
Cheng Skywhite withdrew his smile and loosened his grip on Mu Zixi's chin.
Only then did Mu Zixi's heart relax. She softly said, "It's time to eat."
As Cheng Skywhite spoke, he closed the door, leaving her outside by herself … He suddenly didn't know what to do.
Inside the door, anger was written all over Cheng Skywhite's eyes.
Why, for the sake of that man, could this woman promise anything? Why, for the sake of that man, could he compromise his heart! Cheng Skywhite ruthlessly smashed his fist on the table. His hand didn't feel any pain, but because of this heavy punch, all of the items on the table were bounced back.
Was he not good to her? Seeing that she was in a bad mood yesterday, Ye Ci decided to take her out into the wilderness and camp to make her happy. Last night, she acted quite happily, pointing to the constellations in the sky and telling him the story of every one.
But in the blink of an eye, another man's name was called out of a dream from the flower bush in the backyard!
"Brother Lin …" "I've been doing very well." Mu Zixi thought back to last night, when a trace of confidence had appeared in her voice …
"Zi Xi, as long as you are happy, I can do anything you want. You know big brother Lin's heart, that heart will forever guard it for you … Even though I don't have much left, I can take good care of you, and even your … "Child."
Mu Zixi didn't say anything else. She was already very happy to hear Lin Naofan's voice. Now, Lin Naofan was willing to come back and stay with her. This was her wish.
"Big brother Lin, I'm really afraid. I'm really afraid that if you hang up, I won't be able to find you …" You're the most important person to me in my life... " As Mu Zixi spoke, his tears unconsciously fell.
"Zi Xi, Zi Xi, Big Brother Lin will always be your Big Brother Lin. No matter what happens to you, I will always be by your side. I will always take care of you, do you understand?" I... There's no other way... This is the only way to... To continue to love you. " Lin Naofan's words made Mu Zixi burst into tears.
That holy and grand wedding was almost a lifetime marriage to her and Lin Naoi. She wanted to make Lin Naoi care for and love her for her entire life, but the wheel of fate was pulling her away from the life she longed for.
"Brother Lin, the life on Seychelles is the most unforgettable thing in my life. I will remember it for the rest of my life … "Sorry, big brother Lin …" Mu Zixi apologized again.
"Don't apologize to me … If it wasn't for my mistake, maybe we wouldn't have separated, maybe... " As he spoke, Lin Naoi's tone became lower and lower. She finally stopped speaking. She clearly knew that all of this was only if … it was possible, and not real. Why did she say it so bitterly?
If, if, all people love to use when they regret, if, if, as it seems to say, everything can turn around and go back to the time they wanted … In love, there is no if, no if, no possibility.
Mu Zixi shook his head, hoping that everything would be reversed and everything would return to how it was before …
The people on either end of the line stopped talking. There was a long silence.
"Is the child all right?" Lin Naoi finally opened her mouth.
"Hmm, luckily, I was very careful this time, very careful, I really wanted to see his face." Saying this, a maternal light flashed on Mu Zixi's face.
"You have to take care of yourself, you know? I actually... I want to see you. Zi Xi, I miss you very much. " Lin Naoi paused for a moment before she finally voiced out her inner thoughts.
Mu Zixi was silent. Didn't she want to leave this cage and go see Lin Naofan? She didn't know if Lin Naofan had lost weight. She was too concerned about this man.
Mu Zixi said softly, "Brother Lin, I will find an opportunity …. Go out and see you. I will definitely find a chance. "
"Alright …" The man on the other end of the phone could only agree, but could do nothing else other than wait.
After hanging up, Mu Zixi stood up, deleted the call log, and went downstairs. Cheng Haotian had already left for the company, leaving behind only two maids and a housekeeper. Mu Zixi silently walked to the back garden and sat on the swing.
He raised his head and narrowed his eyes. The white clouds in the sky were like cotton as they flew past his head.
Remembering the night by the lake, for a moment, Mu Zixi really wanted to be a captive. If he stayed here, he wouldn't care about others and wouldn't express his feelings, but he had changed. Perhaps it was because he had a baby in his womb that he became considerate.
Forget it, he was already his son's mother, so he could only accept his fate.
Mu Zixi picked up the tablet in his hand and looked through it at his parenting knowledge, saying that he had to listen to pleasing music, not get angry, and not get too spicy. It was as if he was easily angered and Mu Zixi could feel that his recent temper was very bad.
Mu Zixi reclined on the swing, shading his eyes from the sunlight. The swing swung slowly, and the air in the backyard was very good. The fragrance of roses and roses wafted in the yard.
A cool breeze brushed against his face, and Mu Zixi peacefully fell asleep on the swing. It wasn't until he returned from the day that he saw through the window in the living room that Mu Zixi, in a white dress and black hair, was asleep on the swing. He had one arm in front of his eyes, and his other arm was gently hanging in the air.
Cheng Skywhite stopped his steps and looked out the window at Mu Zixi. Such a simple and elegant woman was like a lily blooming in the back garden.
He had never observed this woman so carefully before.
As the swing gently swayed, Mu Zixi was like a small sailing ship floating on the sea. In his dream, he was floating on the endless sea, looking into the distance, but he couldn't see the end of it.
Cheng Skywhite suddenly remembered something and immediately covered Mu Zixi with a blanket.
Mu Zixi felt a little cold. At this moment, there seemed to be a pair of gentle hands holding onto her clothes. She smiled, turned her head and said, "Big Brother Lin …"
In his dreams, Mu Zixi inadvertently shouted out the words "Big Brother Lin", causing Cheng Haotian to be stunned.
In his sleep, did he miss another man?
What was so good about that Lin Naoi? Can it make Mu Zixi unable to forget? Why did she seem to not care at all after what she had done? Was her heart still that man called Lin Naofan?
Even if he had a descendant of his own, he wouldn't forget Brother Lin! Cheng Skywhite's face turned ashen. Dark clouds covered his handsome face.
'Shouldn't I have never let that man out anyway? ' Cheng Haotian suddenly wanted this man named Lin Naofan to disappear forever.
But... Even though he was gone forever, Mu Zixi was still thinking about this man. It didn't matter what he did.
Shaking his head, he tried to get rid of his thoughts.
The instant Mu Zixi turned her head in her dream, she thought she saw Lin Xiaofan, but she didn't expect him to be that cold Yama King — — Cheng Skywhite's smile suddenly froze. How could it be this man? How could this man do such a warm thing? She didn't quite believe it.
However, there wasn't a trace of a smile on the handsome face of the cold-faced King of Hell. He kept staring at Mu Zixi with eyes that seemed to pierce through Mu Zixi's soul. With a cold voice, he questioned, "You're calling … "Lin Naofan?"
Mu Zixi hurriedly shook her head. She didn't want him to hurt her Big Brother Lin. No!
"I don't, I don't!" Screaming, he woke up from his dream. When he opened his eyes, he found that he had fallen asleep on the swing.
Just this little blanket on him, who could cover him?
Mu Zixi looked around blankly. She was the only one in the entire backyard. She raised her head and looked in the direction of the study. There was no one standing by the window.
Mu Zixi let out a small sigh of relief. Luckily, it was just a dream, and luckily, nothing had really happened.
Mu Zixi sat up and looked at the time on his laptop. It was almost noon. Mu Zixi returned to the living room with the small blanket and flat plate in his hands.
The butler remained polite and respectful. "Miss Mu, it's time to eat. According to the nutritionist's order, your lunch is …" Mu Zixi kept nodding her head. She didn't listen to the butler at all. She only raised her head to see if that man would appear on the stairs.
"Where's Mister?" Mu Zixi interrupted the butler.
"Well, Mr. Cheng saw you asleep in the backyard, so he gave you a blanket and went upstairs. Maybe in the study?"
"Alright, I'll go get him. You can get busy first." Mu Zixi slowly walked up the steps.
She had always been thinking about Cheng Haotian in her dreams. His face was ashen, and his long and narrow peach blossom eyes were filled with a kind of indifference and cruelty.
She lightly knocked on the door of the study, and it opened. To think that Cheng Skywhite had already been waiting for her for quite some time now.
His expression right now was exactly the same as the one in his dream; cold and slightly cruel.
Seeing that Mu Zixi had finally arrived, he let out a mocking smile and said, "Unexpectedly, I locked you in here. You can't see him, but you can still dream about him …"
"No, that was just a dream …" Mu Zixi was a little flustered. She was afraid that Cheng Haotian would continue to kill Lin Naofan. What she didn't know was that Cheng Haotian already knew that she was in contact with Lin Naofan.
What's more, he didn't know that he was indulging her … Want to give her more space...
Cheng Tiantian's smile became wider and wider as he tapped Mu Zixi's chin, making Mu Zixi look him straight in the eye. He said word by word, "Don't let me hear that name again in this house. Otherwise, you will understand the outcome."
Mu Zixi's soul seemed to have been penetrated by Cheng Skywhite. She couldn't help but shiver and slightly nod her head. She understood that Cheng Skywhite's efforts to find him in Seychelles and put him in jail, once again dealing with Lin Naofan, was a piece of cake.
He couldn't help but nod.
Cheng Skywhite withdrew his smile and loosened his grip on Mu Zixi's chin.
Only then did Mu Zixi's heart relax. She softly said, "It's time to eat."
As Cheng Skywhite spoke, he closed the door, leaving her outside by herself … He suddenly didn't know what to do.
Inside the door, anger was written all over Cheng Skywhite's eyes.
Why, for the sake of that man, could this woman promise anything? Why, for the sake of that man, could he compromise his heart! Cheng Skywhite ruthlessly smashed his fist on the table. His hand didn't feel any pain, but because of this heavy punch, all of the items on the table were bounced back.
Was he not good to her? Seeing that she was in a bad mood yesterday, Ye Ci decided to take her out into the wilderness and camp to make her happy. Last night, she acted quite happily, pointing to the constellations in the sky and telling him the story of every one.
But in the blink of an eye, another man's name was called out of a dream from the flower bush in the backyard!