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Mu Zixi's heart was in a mess. It was as if there was a wild beast rampaging around in his heart, unable to find an exit. Mu Zixi really wanted to shout out loud to vent the anger in his heart.

After getting off the ground, she walked around on the carpet barefooted. She no longer had any sleep, so she really wanted to go back to A City. She wanted to see Lin Naofan with her own eyes.

Cheng Tiantian saw that dinner was ready and gently pushed open the door. He then saw Mu Zixi restlessly walking back and forth. He curiously asked, "Weren't you sleeping just now? "What's wrong?"

"I want to go back to A City. I want to go back now. My heart is on fire and I feel very, very uncomfortable." Mu Zixi said as he clutched his chest.

This action caused Cheng Haotian to be frightened. He walked a few steps forward and stood in front of Mu Zixi, worriedly looking at his expression. "What's wrong?" This, why was he so pale? Is it hard to bear? " There was unconcealable worry in Cheng Skywhite's eyes.

Mu Zixi didn't seem to recognize this man in front of him. He seemed to have always been a sovereign of the universe, and his eyes were filled with anxiety. 'Is this him?'

Mu Zixi stared doubtfully at Cheng Skywhite. Cheng Skywhite frowned and asked, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

Mu Zixi hurriedly lowered his head and shook it. "No, no. I just feel that you're different from usual …" It's just a little strange. "

Recently, she had always felt strange because of his actions …

"I'll call Qiu Wanqing and have him come over to take a look." As Cheng Skywhite spoke, he was about to go to his study to get his phone.

Mu Zixi stopped Cheng Haotian and said, "No need, I'm just very anxious. It might be due to the normal reaction of a pregnant woman, so I want to go out for a walk. Is that alright?"

Cheng Haotian looked at Mu Zixi's earnest gaze, his face glowing red. He could only retreat, "Alright, you can go for a walk. How about I accompany you?"

Mu Zixi only wanted to seriously think about some matters, so he naturally didn't want to have Haotian by his side.

Seeing her hesitation, Cheng Skywhite turned around and walked out of the bedroom without saying anything.

After a while, Nancy knocked on the door and came in, "Miss Zixi, I heard from mister that you want to go out for a walk. Why don't you eat something first, and then I'll walk with you."

Nancy was like her friend. Mu Zixi nodded, feeling much more at ease now than when he was with Cheng Haotian.

After eating a few mouthfuls, Mu Zixi was ready to push away the plate in front of him. Cheng Tianyi coldly said, "Eat some more. With your appetite, you simply cannot feed my child."

When Mu Zixi had first heard that Cheng Haotian would let him eat more, he was slightly moved. However, after hearing his last sentence, he was splashed with a bucket of cold water ….

Mu Zixi shook his head. "I can't eat anymore. If I eat anymore, I'll vomit. I'll eat again when I get back. Nancy, let's go."

Nancy was ready to accompany Mu Zixi for a walk...

Seeing Mu Zixi and Nancy walking further and further away, he suddenly felt tired. After throwing himself onto the bed, he suddenly felt a pain on his neck and found a cell phone. It was from Mu Zixi.

He opened Mu Zixi's phone and looked at the record. The person at the very top was Lin Naofan?!

He suddenly understood why Mu Zixi was so frustrated and wanted to leave this place. It was all because of this call from Lin Naofan!

Was he not good to her? Why, why did it have to be like this, to the point of wanting to escape from his side?!

Cheng Skywhite sat up and slammed his cell phone against the wall, scattering it all over the floor.

As if he wasn't satisfied, Cheng Skywhite stood up and picked up a box of cigarettes. Standing on the balcony, he looked in the direction of the small stream in the distance. He really wanted to run to Mu Zixi's side and ask her, "What else can I do?"

But he suppressed his anger and all the questions he wanted to ask.

He lit up a cigarette and sat dejectedly on the vine chair on the balcony, looking at the darkness in the distance. Once again, he felt that he was powerless …

It was still the same stream. Mu Zixi took off her shoes and put her feet in the cold stream. The moon hadn't risen yet, and there were many stars shining in the sky. It was as if God had sprinkled diamonds on blue velvet.

Looking at Mu Zixi's sad expression, Nancy asked, "Miss Zixi, you're unhappy. What's the matter?"

"I once had a very, very good big brother who was very good to me. He cared about my life, brought me delicious food, and when he saw that I was taking care of my sick father, he always tried to save me a lot of money. Almost every corner of my life, there was him."

"Later on, I encountered a calamity in my life that I could not escape. For my father's expensive medical fees, I had no choice but to yield and allow him to bully me. It's just that for some reason, this person has stealthily taken root in my heart. "

"The relationship between us is only that of a master and a lover. I don't even dare to hope that he will love me. That is a faraway request. Nancy, do you know what is called an extravagant request? For example, if I only had one dollar and I wanted to buy that one million dollar bag, would one dollar be able to buy that one million dollar bag? "No."

He thought I didn't want the fetus in my womb, so he forced himself to be with me. The child was gone, and I hated him, but in order to stop me from hating him, he imprisoned me. I didn't even have the chance to see my father for the last time, so I committed suicide. At this point, Mu Zixi revealed the wound on her wrist, and Nancy saw a white line.

Nancy knew that Mu Zixi was only trying to find someone to talk to, so she didn't interrupt and just quietly stayed by Mu Zixi's side, listening to her tell stories about him.

He let me go because I was so afraid that I couldn't even breathe on my own. At this moment, I didn't think that my big brother would come to my side, and we were equal. He gave me support, and gave me a lot of courage, and I almost thought I loved him.

"You know? A group of men in black, standing in front of your wedding door, forcefully pulling away the feeling of the man you were about to spend your life with? A heart-wrenching pain. I thought I was close to happiness. I thought I could live happily ever after with a man who could take care of me. "

"Right now, I'm here, pregnant, and I just got a call from him when he came out of prison, and my heart is in a mess. He doesn't know I'm pregnant, but I don't know how to tell him that. "I don't know how to tell him that I seem to have fallen for that man again …" This was the matter that troubled her the most.

Perhaps Lin Naoi would be able to accept the betrayal of her body, and she could even forgive herself.

But the betrayal of the heart? She had been unfair to Lin Naoi, and cruel enough. She could never hurt him again. She could only accept her fate.

"My heart, here, is in chaos, I don't want to see Cheng Skywhite, but I also don't want to see that big brother. I want to hide, I want to disappear from this world, to hide anywhere, as long as I am with this child, no matter who it is, it doesn't matter." Mu Zixi suddenly wanted to escape from this world …

Escaping from her heart that seemed as though it was about to split in half, escaping from Cheng Tiantian, the man who made her constantly struggle, the man who made her constantly contradict him, fleeing from that man who made her constantly feel guilty … Lin Naofan, the big brother who was even willing to compensate him with all kinds of methods …

She didn't have any friends, nor did anyone listen to her story in such a quiet manner. She held everything in her heart, and if she didn't speak of it now, Mu Zixi was afraid that she would be driven mad.

Miss Zixi, I know that you've truly treated me as a friend by telling me so much, so I'm very happy to hear you say so much. But, since God has already arranged our future, we can't disobey him, and we can only go forward step by step. Although Teacher is a bit cold, a bit tyrannical, and a bit heartless, but we can all see that he really cares about you." "After hearing Mu Zixi's explanation, Nancy tried to comfort him.

However, her words caused Mu Zixi to be stunned …

"Do you care about me? I don't think he cares about this fetus in my womb, not me. " Mu Zixi unconsciously placed his hand on his lower abdomen, eyes filled with unspeakable disappointment …

I've heard this poem before, and I felt very good about it. Later on, someone told me the meaning of this poem, and I think the reason why you could not see through your sincerity is probably because you were already blocked out by your anger, so in your eyes, you can't see your teacher.

"Is that so?" Mu Zixi was puzzled by Nancy's words.

"At least in our opinion, we have seen it, Miss Zixi. Sometimes, in addition to giving us eyes, God also gives us our soul. That is to say, we must see it through our soul, do you understand?" Nancy seemed to have become a lobbyist for Chengbai.

The two of them did not speak again. The moon slowly rose, blocking the light of the stars.

The cool night wind blew and Mu Zixi's heart gradually calmed down after hearing Nancy's words. Right, everything was arranged by God. What we can do now is to obey God's arrangements.

Now that he had a child in his womb, what could be more important than this child?

Mu Zixi had placed all his hopes on this fetus that he didn't know whether it was a man or a woman.

The night was getting colder, and Nancy could feel the chill coming from her body. She helped Mu Zixi up and walked back slowly with him.

On the balcony, Cheng Haotian was still smoking. In a short period of time, he had nearly finished smoking a box of cigarettes. The ashtray was full of cigarette butts.

When Mu Zixi returned to his bedroom, Cheng Haotian had already quelled the anger and doubt in his heart.

When Mu Zixi saw her phone shattered into pieces and scattered on the ground, she looked at Cheng Skywhite with disbelief. Pointing at the fragments on the ground, she didn't say anything and only looked at him with a questioning gaze.