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There was quite a bit of surprise in the surrounding crowd.
"A bookworm can also sell?"
"No way …" She usually works so hard to earn tuition at a part-time job. "
The sounds of the surrounding discussions made Mu Zixi's heart feel as if it had been cut by a knife. The pain made him bleed profusely.
She couldn't help but sneer. Facing Ye Ying's gaze, what did she want her to say? The way she felt when she was raped?
Mu Zixi clenched her fists tightly as her fingertips turned white. She realized that no matter how hard she tried, her disguise would be useless. Anyone's words would be able to easily push her back into the darkness and pain of that day.
"Say something?" Xiao Ying smiled like a senior as she nudged Mu Zixi, "How is your first time around? Is it short or tall? How do you feel? The more Xiao Ying spoke, the more she was excited.
The surrounding people seemed to want to investigate even more. Mu Zixi lowered his head, feeling a stabbing pain in his heart.
No, don't look at her like that. She didn't do it voluntarily. She was forced to do it helplessly.
How could the heavens be so cruel to her? How could she face the gazes of those people in the future?
What was wrong with this world? Women, don't they know shame? Why did Xiao Ying ask her that? She didn't volunteer.
His heart truly hurt so much.
"Xiao Ying, don't be like this." Mu Zixi clenched his fist and mustered his courage to raise his head to meet Xiao Ying's gaze.
Seeing such a serious expression, Ye Ying was slightly surprised. He didn't understand what Mu Zixi wanted to say.
"Xiao Ying, don't not cherish yourself. Is it really so good to be taken care of by others? Is it worth selling yourself out? " Mu Zixi was talking about Ye Ying, but she knew in her heart that the person she wanted to ask the most was herself. Her body couldn't help but tremble. It was as if she was angry, but also as if she couldn't bear it.
When Ye Ying heard this, her happy expression suddenly froze. She arrogantly and icily said, "Mu Zixi, did you get something wrong?" What are you? To lecture me? Sell himself? Did you not sell it? Didn't you go to the club to look for potential customers? Don't forget how you asked me for help on Friday! Now pretend to be some chaste girl and set up a memorial archway to preach to me! "I think you just can't eat grapes and call them sour grapes!" Ye Ying was so angry by Mu Zixi's words that her lungs almost burst.
She had been self-reliant for so many years and had relied on her body to live till now. No one dared to say a word about her, only envy! What kind of thing was she, Mu Zixi?!
"But it does make sense. People like you, even if you become a monster, wouldn't have any rich people who fancy you. You wouldn't have their envy and hatred towards me because you were chosen by others, right?" Ye Ying stood up and looked down at Mu Zixi from above. Seeing that she was still wearing her simple school uniform, she couldn't help but sneer.
Xia Ling and Ji Feifei also looked at Mu Zixi in ridicule.
There were only the four of them in Mu Zixi's dorm room, but she had never been one of them. She was already used to it.
The cold and mocking gaze made Mu Zixi bite her lower lip.
Ye Ying sneered, turned around and said to Xia Ling and Ji Fei Fei, "What I hate the most is a bitch pretending to be serious in front of me and me. Let's ignore her from now on!" The air in the entire classroom has become extremely stinky because of her! " Then, Ye Ying walked out and said to Xia Ling and Ji Fei Fei who were behind her, "Let's go. I don't even want to attend class because of this bitch!"
In the classroom, only Mu Zixi was left facing the surrounding chattering voices, as well as disdain in his eyes. In the past, she had only been ignored by everyone, but never once had her heart felt so cold and the world so empty.
It was as if he was standing there naked and was being discussed.
It hurt so much. That was the sound of his pride being torn apart.
Sooner or later, she would get used to it. Because she had indeed gone out to sell. She no longer had the qualifications to defend herself.
Mu Zixi was silent as usual as he studied. Ye Ying didn't pay any attention to her ever since she came back, but in the class, Ye Ying always said that Mu Zixi was ungrateful and deceitful.
A day's worth of lessons was sufficient and sufficient, but to Mu Zixi, it was the torment of hell.
However, everything was what she deserved, because she had fallen and sold out her body. This was a punishment from the heavens, so what else could she say.
Everything would be over, it would be for sure. Even if she wanted to escape, she wouldn't. In any case, the last thing she wanted to leave behind was her studies. With two more years until she graduated, she would be able to get a good job.
Everything would begin once again.
She had always believed that as long as she graduated, everything would be fine, so it didn't matter. As long as she could read, it didn't matter.
Amidst the crowd of students, Mu Zixi was carrying his schoolbag, trying hard to find a smile on his face. In someone's eyes, it was so beautiful.
He loved this kind of Mu Zixi the most.
"Zi Xi?" Lin Naofan called out to Mu Zixi.
Mu Zixi was slightly stunned. When he turned around and saw the clear and handsome face, his heart warmed and he walked over with a smile. "Brother Lin?" "Why are you here?"
"I just came to see you. I saw that you have become a lot skinnier lately, so I wanted to take you to eat something good."
Mu Zixi looked at Lin Naofan's smile and felt her heart warm up. He was always so gentle, which made her feel at ease.
"Isn't that a bookworm?"
"Wow, is that her boyfriend? "She's so pretty." In front of the school gates, there was a person who recognized Mu Zixi amidst the crowd of people who had just finished school. The crowd burst into discussion.
"She has such a good boyfriend but she still wants to help Xiao Ying?"
"Brother Lin, let's talk as we walk!" Mu Zixi heard the surrounding voices becoming more and more sensitive. Afraid that Lin Naoi would hear something she shouldn't have heard, he grabbed Lin Naofan's arm and left.
Lin Naoi's heart skipped a beat at the sudden action, but she was secretly delighted at the turn of events.
Had he and she gone further?
"A bookworm can also sell?"
"No way …" She usually works so hard to earn tuition at a part-time job. "
The sounds of the surrounding discussions made Mu Zixi's heart feel as if it had been cut by a knife. The pain made him bleed profusely.
She couldn't help but sneer. Facing Ye Ying's gaze, what did she want her to say? The way she felt when she was raped?
Mu Zixi clenched her fists tightly as her fingertips turned white. She realized that no matter how hard she tried, her disguise would be useless. Anyone's words would be able to easily push her back into the darkness and pain of that day.
"Say something?" Xiao Ying smiled like a senior as she nudged Mu Zixi, "How is your first time around? Is it short or tall? How do you feel? The more Xiao Ying spoke, the more she was excited.
The surrounding people seemed to want to investigate even more. Mu Zixi lowered his head, feeling a stabbing pain in his heart.
No, don't look at her like that. She didn't do it voluntarily. She was forced to do it helplessly.
How could the heavens be so cruel to her? How could she face the gazes of those people in the future?
What was wrong with this world? Women, don't they know shame? Why did Xiao Ying ask her that? She didn't volunteer.
His heart truly hurt so much.
"Xiao Ying, don't be like this." Mu Zixi clenched his fist and mustered his courage to raise his head to meet Xiao Ying's gaze.
Seeing such a serious expression, Ye Ying was slightly surprised. He didn't understand what Mu Zixi wanted to say.
"Xiao Ying, don't not cherish yourself. Is it really so good to be taken care of by others? Is it worth selling yourself out? " Mu Zixi was talking about Ye Ying, but she knew in her heart that the person she wanted to ask the most was herself. Her body couldn't help but tremble. It was as if she was angry, but also as if she couldn't bear it.
When Ye Ying heard this, her happy expression suddenly froze. She arrogantly and icily said, "Mu Zixi, did you get something wrong?" What are you? To lecture me? Sell himself? Did you not sell it? Didn't you go to the club to look for potential customers? Don't forget how you asked me for help on Friday! Now pretend to be some chaste girl and set up a memorial archway to preach to me! "I think you just can't eat grapes and call them sour grapes!" Ye Ying was so angry by Mu Zixi's words that her lungs almost burst.
She had been self-reliant for so many years and had relied on her body to live till now. No one dared to say a word about her, only envy! What kind of thing was she, Mu Zixi?!
"But it does make sense. People like you, even if you become a monster, wouldn't have any rich people who fancy you. You wouldn't have their envy and hatred towards me because you were chosen by others, right?" Ye Ying stood up and looked down at Mu Zixi from above. Seeing that she was still wearing her simple school uniform, she couldn't help but sneer.
Xia Ling and Ji Feifei also looked at Mu Zixi in ridicule.
There were only the four of them in Mu Zixi's dorm room, but she had never been one of them. She was already used to it.
The cold and mocking gaze made Mu Zixi bite her lower lip.
Ye Ying sneered, turned around and said to Xia Ling and Ji Fei Fei, "What I hate the most is a bitch pretending to be serious in front of me and me. Let's ignore her from now on!" The air in the entire classroom has become extremely stinky because of her! " Then, Ye Ying walked out and said to Xia Ling and Ji Fei Fei who were behind her, "Let's go. I don't even want to attend class because of this bitch!"
In the classroom, only Mu Zixi was left facing the surrounding chattering voices, as well as disdain in his eyes. In the past, she had only been ignored by everyone, but never once had her heart felt so cold and the world so empty.
It was as if he was standing there naked and was being discussed.
It hurt so much. That was the sound of his pride being torn apart.
Sooner or later, she would get used to it. Because she had indeed gone out to sell. She no longer had the qualifications to defend herself.
Mu Zixi was silent as usual as he studied. Ye Ying didn't pay any attention to her ever since she came back, but in the class, Ye Ying always said that Mu Zixi was ungrateful and deceitful.
A day's worth of lessons was sufficient and sufficient, but to Mu Zixi, it was the torment of hell.
However, everything was what she deserved, because she had fallen and sold out her body. This was a punishment from the heavens, so what else could she say.
Everything would be over, it would be for sure. Even if she wanted to escape, she wouldn't. In any case, the last thing she wanted to leave behind was her studies. With two more years until she graduated, she would be able to get a good job.
Everything would begin once again.
She had always believed that as long as she graduated, everything would be fine, so it didn't matter. As long as she could read, it didn't matter.
Amidst the crowd of students, Mu Zixi was carrying his schoolbag, trying hard to find a smile on his face. In someone's eyes, it was so beautiful.
He loved this kind of Mu Zixi the most.
"Zi Xi?" Lin Naofan called out to Mu Zixi.
Mu Zixi was slightly stunned. When he turned around and saw the clear and handsome face, his heart warmed and he walked over with a smile. "Brother Lin?" "Why are you here?"
"I just came to see you. I saw that you have become a lot skinnier lately, so I wanted to take you to eat something good."
Mu Zixi looked at Lin Naofan's smile and felt her heart warm up. He was always so gentle, which made her feel at ease.
"Isn't that a bookworm?"
"Wow, is that her boyfriend? "She's so pretty." In front of the school gates, there was a person who recognized Mu Zixi amidst the crowd of people who had just finished school. The crowd burst into discussion.
"She has such a good boyfriend but she still wants to help Xiao Ying?"
"Brother Lin, let's talk as we walk!" Mu Zixi heard the surrounding voices becoming more and more sensitive. Afraid that Lin Naoi would hear something she shouldn't have heard, he grabbed Lin Naofan's arm and left.
Lin Naoi's heart skipped a beat at the sudden action, but she was secretly delighted at the turn of events.
Had he and she gone further?