Chapter 970

Since he was a child, he didn't like the taste of paint. Besides, how could he draw a big witch.

But it's too late to say that the deep red pigment has been sprayed on mu qianchu's hair.

"Qianchu..."

When Xiaonian frowned tightly, she didn't think much, and then she put out her hand to wipe his hair. She wiped his hand red, but she didn't wipe the paint off his head. She was unwilling to wipe it.

Mu qianchu blocks her hand, when Xiaonian is stubborn, so is he.

Two people so fight persistent, suddenly, mu qianchu did not move, when small read on tiptoe to wipe his hair, how can not let the strong taste of paint wipe off.

Mu qianchu didn't like the taste when he was young, but now he just stood there smelling it, and didn't even cover his nose.

The wall behind him is a wall full of graffiti. It's not a blank wall at all. He wants to remember the contents of every wall and enlighten her too much.

When Xiaonian looked at the color on his hair, he slowly lowered his hand and said bitterly, "maybe from the beginning, I should have a good chat with you."

After that, she closed herself up and didn't want to talk more with mu qianchu. But in fact, mu qianchu knew her better than a psychologist. Maybe she would talk earlier, and she would not be like this.

Words fall, mu qianchu suddenly rushed to her, hugged her.

“……”

Shi Xiaonian was stunned. He stood there with his eyes open, his hands hanging in the air, and forgot to push him away for a moment.

Mu qianchu hugged her tightly, without a word, and put his hands on her back.

She didn't know why mu qianchu hugged her, and she couldn't ask.

At night, fireflies are flying among the broken walls. Maybe they get lost and forget how to get out.

The night is as cool as water and the wind is blowing slowly.

I don't know when mu qianchu let her go. They sat down on the grass in front of the broken wall, as if the hug had never existed.

"Before the hill tribe, I had reached the edge of my endurance. I felt nervous every hour in that place, and I finally thought that I had been saved. But when I woke up here, I realized that everything was the palace and Europe's situation, and I thought that what he had done to me before was to let me spend the next period of time safely. ”

when Xiao Nian leaned against the broken wall and said in a low voice, "I admit that I was hit and deeply affected by this incident, especially after knowing that both children are not very good."

This is the first time that Shi Xiaonian has been completely open to others since he came here. He used to keep a little in this way and a little in that way. He couldn't completely admit himself.

"You should talk to someone." Mu qianchu said that he knew he was not the best candidate, but Gong Ou left Luo lie for her.

Smell speech, when small read wry smile, "I look for who?"

Who can she find in this place?

"Dr. law."

"I know he is a very good doctor. He can think about problems from my point of view. He thinks it's Gong Ou's problem. But every time he mentions Gong Ou's problem, I don't want to listen to him." Shixiaonian said to himself, "am I strange and contradictory? Maybe Gong Ou was here at that time, and I would scold him severely, but he is not here. I want to hate him for being self righteous and domineering, but I don't want to hear from others. "

She loves Gong ou. She knows Gong Ou is more paranoid and crazy about her, so she can't help but wonder.

"So it's like you're in a maze and you can't find the right exit." Then, she attributed all the problems to herself.

"And then I couldn't get out." A gust of cool wind blowing, when the small read against some cold wall whispered, "in fact, I was watching myself become like today."

She is sober to see herself come to this point.

Mu qianchu listened, with heartache on his face, "Xiaonian, from small to large, you have encountered a lot of things, if this time you completely give up yourself, the person you are most sorry for is yourself."

“……”

Shi Xiaonian's heart was shocked.

"I'm sorry for myself who knew how to use painting to dispel negative emotions when I was a child, and I'm sorry for myself who can't break down no matter how much I experience." Mu qianchu's voice is gentle, "if you completely give up yourself now, it's equivalent to drawing the worst period for you in the past."

She lowered her eyes. "I know I shouldn't hate, I shouldn't be cowardly, I shouldn't let myself become like this. I should see Gong Ou off, take care of the children, give birth to the baby, and be mature, but I can't control myself. At the beginning of the millennium, I have no confidence in myself. "

She didn't know what confidence was.

"You will have self-confidence, break off the relationship with Shijia, you have not broken down, you have not broken down after six years of being forgotten by me, you have not broken down after being loved by gongou who is so paranoid and crazy, and you have found your own happiness from it. How can you not have self-confidence like this? You just give up thinking." Mu qianchu said, "you shouldn't be like this. This is not the time when I knew Xiaonian."When Xiaonian sat on the grass, staring at mu qianchu, I don't know why, every word mu qianchu said touched her heart.

He mentioned it over and over again, and she thought that she had been brave, and she had lived desperately.

"But what else can I think about? What else can I do? Gongou will think about it for me. If I think more, it will only hinder his layout. " When small read low eyes, tone humble into the grass.

Doing more will hurt others.

Words fall, mu qianchu suddenly face her, a pair of eyes "see" to her, "of course you have something to do, do you hear the gunfire? It is very likely that Lancaster is testing our specific position, we have to come up with a plan

“……”

When small read stunned to look at him, this words and she said is what meaning.

"Now gongou is gone. I'm not gongou. I don't have his decisive decision. I need someone to discuss with me and decide what to do." Mu qianchu looked at her and asked seriously, "Xiaonian, would you like to?"

“……”

Shi Xiaonian was stunned. She didn't expect mu qianchu to tell her that. She couldn't answer, but subconsciously wanted to escape.

"The history of the hill tribe will not repeat itself. I will not let all your hard work turn into a planned futility. The children are yours. You should stand up and be responsible to them bravely." Mu qianchu saw that she didn't speak and continued, trying to arouse her weak hope.

Shi Xiaonian is still sitting there in silence. Mu qianchu's tone is more and more persistent, which makes her panic. Her eyes flicker restlessly, and she wants to run when she stands up.

Mu qianchu listened to the voice, accurately grasped her wrist, anxiously and loudly said, "Xiaonian, I promise you, I won't let the people around you leave you again!"

“……”

Shixiaonian looked at him in amazement.

"I can't guarantee that everyone won't be hurt, but I can guarantee that no one will leave you, and you won't watch the people around you die!" Mu qianchu grabbed her hand and stood up, his voice was hoarse, "if so, can you cheer up, can you really face the future?"

She was just afraid that she would be tired again. He came to break her fear. As long as she passed the gunfire, she would regain her confidence.

Everything will be fine.

"How do you promise?"

Shi Xiaonian asked stupidly.

"With all my guilt for you." Mu qianchu said firmly.

“……”

Shi Xiaonian looked at him foolishly, and the mu qianchu in front of her was different from the mu qianchu in every stage she had known before.

"Try to be brave once for yourself and your children, think again and do something more." Mu qianchu persuades her, "believe me, it won't be useless, it won't only affect others."

When Xiaonian stood in the night, a firefly stopped in her corner.

Every word mu qianchu said was madly bewitching her and desperately saying that she was useful, not useless.

But soon, when Xiaonian ignited a little spark, it was poured down by cold water. She looked down at her bulging stomach, and her crazy guilt hit her, "it's too late, qianchu, it's too late."

She's already hurt the baby in her stomach.

How can she get out? She's betraying pumpkin.

When small read hard to break away from his hand, turned away, teeth bite lips, she should have a chat with mu qianchu early, should have been early.

Now it's too late

"Do you really think Dr. law dares to take your baby off?" Mu qianchu's voice suddenly sounded in the night, "it's just a procrastination plan he wants you to use to arouse motherhood."

Smell speech, when small read to stop a pace, incredibly turn head, "what do you say?"

What does that mean?

Mu qianchu followed her voice and came forward with a smile. His voice was light and said, "the medicine he gave you is all vitamins. Don't you feel it when you swallow it? He thinks that after you take the medicine, you will regret it, arouse your motherhood, and maybe even get rid of your heart disease. "

When small read stupidly looking at him, a time can't believe, "are you serious?"

Is her little pumpkin still there?

Can her little pumpkin still be born?

"Why should I lie to you?"

"But I was facing gongou at that time..."

"It's just a psychological effect. Dr. Luo said it correctly. You know clearly that you are mentally weak. It's not bad. At least you can control yourself. So after you mistakenly think that you've taken the sedatives, you'll feel better." Mu qianchu said with a smile.

Shi Xiaonian listened in a dazed way, reached back and scratched his hair. He couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in at the moment, but it must not be too bad.

Even there is the ecstasy of the lost and the recovered, which instantly dissipates everything, as if everything is OK.It turned out that she was always contradictory.

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