1 Unlucky life , Lucky encounter.

They say it has an Angel's face while it's expressionless figure just kill that feeling away.

Like they say , this thing is qualified as a 'beautiful' man from everyone it knows , mostly in school, but it also seem to have a large default. A face without any emotions , a void only capable of reproducing light if a star goes in.

Because of that , many friends already called that being the 'Charming Demon'. That being is me , Reyn Kirae.

I'm originally born in Japan where I lived for 11 years , at that age , my parents died in a car accident. My grandmother that lived in England then took me in since I didn't have any uncles or aunts nor siblings , I lived quite a harmless life for 1 year until my grandmother also died by a heart attack.

A lovely family , that knew my grandma and was in trip in England at that time adopted me. I had a new sister , a new dad and a new mother , all were very caring for me and I was a little more happier to see the good side of a real family.

Though they lived in France , I succeeded to learn it quite nicely by 1 year and got to school again.

Even though I had expressions that didn't show , they kept me and accepted me besides my almost non-human part. I mean... how could a human exist without even have the most important part ?

I dunno , and I never got the answer.

After living 4 years with them , it happened. They said it was a terrorist attack , and my parents along with my sister were killed , obviously , the moment the police officer said that , while having my usually blank expression , I froze and shouted deep inside of me ;

{Why !?}

And I was sent again in Japan at the age of 16 to be with the sister of my 'new-now-dead dad'.

It was clear that she didn't want me , she kept howling and barking at me along with her husband every day since I was a remain of her now deceased brother.

The husband too certainly disliked me, it was at a point where he didn't even want to see me for an entire day , and my face, I think, reinforced that feeling.

Uncapable of bearing it anymore , he just left my aunt , yeah , just like that. I was 17 at that time , and my aunt shouted her anger towards me every single day.

Until at 18 years old while coming back from school I just found her on the floor , lifeless.

She comitted suicide because of a depression , and because of me.

At 18 , I had no families anymore nor houses nor anything left , I just roamed the streets trying to live as I recalled everything that happenned. I never cried. Not that I didn't want to , I just couldn't , I still want to cry , and I am still unable , so , {Why ?}

As I passed by a street , I found garbage , and considering my condition , I obviously looked to find if any food was left.

But... nothing. Only a knife could be found while having a little bit of the edge torn off.

{You're just like me Knife-san.}

And I wondered ; {What can I do anymore ? It's not like I have any money or food , I don't even have friends that could help me , and even if I had , I'd probably just bring bad luck to anyone I pass , wouldn't I ?}

As I was kneeling on the ground in a dark street without anyone , the knife came into my field of view , a beautiful shining of the blade reaching my eyes and the torn off tip saying to me ;

{I know the feeling , it hurts , right ?}

And I took the knife in my right hand , pointing it at my neck.

{If everyone I know dies , then they won't anymore if I don't exist to know them right ?}

And I thrust the knife in my neck and let everything go black.

"Oho , I couldn't have asked better ! He even has the balls to do it without regretting anything!"

I found myself in a white room , nothing was even here , and the voice I heard didn't come from any position in particular.

{Do I have to answer to a creepy being talking from god-knows where ?}

"Umm... May I ask wha- who you are ?"

"Ah , right. Forgive me for almost yelling about your death in joy...

I am Xaros , God of Despair in this world."