Chapter 1172

"You used to ask me, what color is the world?"

"Grey, I say, and black."

"But you smile and say, that's because you can't see, so the world in your eyes is black. The world in my eyes is colorful and colorful

”I am silent, because you are very simple. You don't think much and don't understand the meaning of black

"If you think I don't believe it, you take me to the stream, hold my hand and reach into the water together, saying that this is cool stream water, which is different from tap water and tastes sweeter than tap water."

"Then he took me to see Chaoyan flower. You still hold my hand to touch the petals, saying that this is Chaoyan flower. The petals are gradually colored. The upper part is red, and the lower part is gradually white. Although the petals are very delicate, they are very strong, and they are blooming in front of the rising sun."

"I haven't told you your name all the time. You think I don't have a name, so you gave me a name. Zhaoyan, although it looks very delicate, is very strong, and can also meet the rising sun in full bloom."

"You will also take me to blow the wind, you say the summer wind with heat, people do not like. In winter, you will also pull me to blow the wind. You will also say that the wind in winter is cold and biting, and it is also disliked. If the wind in summer and the wind in winter are exchanged, it is a perfect thing. But you said, even people can't be perfect, not to mention the change of seasons, solar terms, the laws of nature? "

"What else do you want to see? I'll show you. "

Your laughter is as pleasant as the silver ring, light, and like the breeze in March, which makes people feel very comfortable.

"Baby, I want to see what you look like?"

It should be, like the way you laugh.

"When your eyes are ready, I'll show you."

"Some people say I look like meat buns. You'd better be prepared in mind. Don't scare you."

"No

No matter what you look like, I will not be scared, just want to see your smile, is not as I imagine, very infectious.

"Why do you sit in the pavilion every day? It's winter. It's cold. "

"Eat and die."

I was waiting to die. I was waiting when my family sent me here.

"How old are you? But it's also an attitude. "

"I'll have them buried with me."

That's why I've been waiting. They don't want to live when I'm dead.

I know the cold-blooded and heartless tone at that time scared you. You didn't speak for a long time.

I go back to the pavilion and continue to sit, can not see, but I can feel you are still in a daze.

"Are they all bad to you? So you hate them? If they are not good to you, you don't pay attention to them, you live a good life to them, you do not cherish your life, others will not cherish it

It was the first time I heard someone say that to myself.

From my birth to now, everyone cursed me for dying early, saying that I would kill them if I didn't die.

They said I killed my mother when I was born, and then took care of my wet nurse. As soon as I spoke, my grandfather died

Later, what I said was regarded as a prophecy, because it was fulfilled.

In particular, the Mojia in the five families of the didi capital disappeared overnight because of my words, and at the same time, everyone was very afraid of it.

So, they start to panic, they start to fear.

Because of this, they went to the fortune teller and told me that I couldn't live to be 18.

So at the age of 14, he sent me to the manor, which had been idle for a long time, and let it live and die.

"Baby, I can't live to be eighteen."

So they don't want to live another second.

"You're only a teenager. How can you say you can't live to be 18?"

"How long do you think I'll live?"

"You can live a long life."

"Too long."

It's only four years that I feel miserable, let alone a hundred years old?

"That's because you always stay in this manor, you have no worries about food and clothing, and you have no idea or pursuit. If you have your own goals and expectations, you will feel that there is not enough time. "

"We know martial arts. We can use this to do something. How about being a killer? Create your own school... "

A little girl said she wanted to be a killer?

"Baby, do you dare to kill?"

"Don't look down on me. I killed wolves."

"Wolves are not like people, baby."

"Dare you?"

"Dare."

I can kill people without blinking an eye. What can I dare?

There is no thing he dare not do, just divide, think and don't think.

After that, it took many days for you to come down.

I thought, that time scared you, dare not come down."Chaoyan, I went out to experience with my master this time, and I found a beautiful little brother. Now I have a brother."

"This is the sugar he bought me. I'll give you some."

Hearing your laughter, I found that what I waited for every day was not death, but waiting for you to come to see me, listen to your talk, listen to your laughter, and feel the temperature of your palm.

It seems that the originally gray and dark world began to have light. Through layers of gray fog, the dark corner gradually had temperature because of the light, and it was no longer cold without temperature.

There is a seed quietly emerging from the thick dust.

It's very tender, it will grow strong.

I don't like sugar, because no matter how sweet it is, I can't taste it.

In the palm, full of sugar you give, is green apple flavor, you say, not all green apples are sour, also crisp with a little sweet.

Sugar is very sweet, and everyone has different sweetness.

Think of the first time she suddenly forced in the sugar, I did not throw, is afraid she saw crying.

So I put the sugar on the table, and I didn't plan to eat it. When she left, I threw it.

Just, I forgot.

Until you didn't come for two days, I accidentally touched the candy on the low table. I opened the sugar paper. When the sugar was put into my mouth, what I just started to eat was sour. The sour taste was very light. Gradually, it began to become sweet, which was very sweet.

This is the first time that I have tasted the sweetness of candy. I feel a little better.

I began to look forward to you every day to see me, listen to your voice is a kind of enjoyment.

You always want to introduce me to your brothers, but I don't like our time alone and the presence of others.

So, I give you the night I raised from childhood.

Dark night is a black cat with a petite figure. In addition to sleeping, she still likes sleeping.

You like the dark night very much, and you call it the wife.

The longer I get along with you, the more I find I can't leave you.

I think if you leave in the future, where can I find you.

I don't even know what you look like.

So, while you are sleeping, I secretly untie the gauze on my eyes. Although it is in the pavilion, the sunshine in summer is still strong. When the gauze is untied, I feel burning pain.

But I see your appearance, although it is sleeping, the facial features are very clear.

You say, others say you are a steamed bun face. I think it's really like a steamed bun, with bulging cheeks on both sides and maybe even squeezing eyes together.

However, what I saw was a small face with a little baby fat, pink and tender, a little honey peach, and also like a man carved out of jade.

The eyes, though closed, looked very big.

Maybe it was a little hot in summer. She turned over and her eyes were still open, but she didn't wake up. She didn't open for two seconds and went to sleep again.

Just opened a moment, like to see the stars in the night sky, bright, very good-looking.

I took out the cinnabar that had been prepared in advance, and pointed a mole on your eyebrow peak. This is a mark. I'm not afraid that I can't find you in the future.

That night, my eyes became inflamed and inflamed because of the light. After smearing it with liquid medicine, I had a bad night's sleep.

But I am very happy, because see your appearance, later meet, talk with you, can imagine your appearance.

Once, when your foot was injured, you said, "my foot is injured. The master allows me to rest for a few days without practising, so I come down to see you while they are practicing."

"Let's go out and play."

"You hurt your leg."

"It's OK. You still have to play. It's a big deal. Slow down."

Originally, the legs only need to rest for a week, but you just put off for a month.

I thought you would stay with me until I was 18 years old. You would show a happy smile on the day that I won't die.

It's just that in the autumn when I was 17, you promised to celebrate my birthday, but it didn't come.

I sit in the pavilion and wait all day and night. I'm not angry. I don't want a gift. As long as you come.

I have been waiting for three days. I have been lying in bed for two days because of a cold and fever. I have not yet recovered. I continue to wait.

But you still didn't come.

When winter comes, it snows heavily outside and the lake is covered with ice.

You said, I'll go skating this winter.

Once, twice

Spring flowers bloom, you said to come to see the flowers, you still did not come.

In the dark that seed, has sprouted, also grew branches and leaves, but also out of flowers.

In the absence of light, the residual temperature separates the flower from the flower and blooms separately.

One half is what you want to see and the other half is what I am.

…...

Qin Shu has not been out of the room again these days.

Yinshi is to send food into the room, she will eat, because, do not eat hurt only their own body.

She didn't ask Yinshi about Zhaoyan, and Yinshi didn't say anything about it. She just took care of delivering meals.

These days, Zhaoyan has been in a coma.

Yinshi felt that he was cruel, so he didn't wake up.

Until it rained three days later, it didn't rain.

Zhaoyan suddenly woke up.

As long as he wakes up, he will stay by the bed.

"Master, you are awake at last."

Chao Yan sat up from the bed with the help of Yinshi, "how long did I sleep?"

He just woke up with a hoarse voice.

Yinshi said: "three days ago, is the master hungry? I'll prepare some porridge for you

"Well." Zhaoyan should a, did not expect to sleep so long.

Yinshi worked very fast. Soon, he brought a bowl of congee.

Chaoyan also finished washing, sitting at the table, smelling the fragrance of millet porridge, but no appetite.

He still took a spoon, scooped a mouthful of porridge into his mouth, as if to remember something, he asked: "how can I suddenly faint?"

Yinshi raised his eyes and looked at his face. He found that the master didn't remember what happened three days ago. He hesitated and said, "I made you dizzy."

Face raised his head, voice with doubt: "why?"

Seeing that the master was not angry, he said, "because I'm afraid that the master will regret something, so I'll make my own decision to split you dizzy."

Do things you regret?

Face down, continue to eat the bowl of millet porridge, no longer asked.



For three days without going out, Qin Shu from the beginning of irritability, to now calm reading, because reading can kill time.

It's raining outside. The cold and wet wind blows in from the window. It's a little cold.

She side head looks past, the flower on the balcony railing has already opened several waves, the purple flower, blooms the railing, is very good-looking.

She stood up and went to the balcony, looking at the rain curtain of chaoyanhua, washed by the rain more and more beautiful, when the wind blows over, chaoyanhua swaying, a little pitiful.

She was about to close the window when she saw a white figure coming towards her in the rain curtain with an oil paper umbrella.

He walked slowly because he couldn't see.

She closed the window, turned to the door, closed the door, and then locked it.

This side just sat back to the desk, picked up the books and continued to read.

Zhaoyan slowly came to the door, put the umbrella back against the wall next to him, reached for the door panel, pushed it, didn't open it, he had to knock on the door several times.

"Dong Dong..."

Qin Shu heard the knock on the door and ignored it. He kept reading.

Chao Yan waited for a while. Seeing that the door didn't open, he raised his hand and buttoned the door again, "Dong Dong..."

Still no one came to open the door.

Zhaoyan waited for a while. Seeing that Qin Shu didn't come to open the door, she also guessed that she didn't want to see herself.

"Baby, open the door and I want to talk to you."

Qin Shu stretched out her slender fingers and turned the page. In the quiet room, the sound of paper turning was particularly loud. She looked down and continued to look, as if she did not hear the low voice of Zhaoyan.

Seeing Qin Shu, Chao Yan still ignored himself and didn't open the door, thinking that she really hated him this time.

He did not give up and knocked on the door: "baby, I am wrong, would you open the door?"

This time, Qin Shu seemed to have no desire to see him. He turned a deaf ear to the knock on the door and his words of admitting his mistakes, but also ignored them directly.

Zhaoyan waited at the door for a while. Seeing that she didn't open the door, she had to turn around and leave.

He did not really leave, but came to the direction of the balcony.

It was built by him and the drawings were designed by him, so I am familiar with the house here.

Qin Shu waited for a while, but didn't hear the knock. She looked back at the locked door. There was no movement. She thought that Chaoyan had gone. She took back her sight again. Yu Guangmao saw a man standing on the balcony, a white figure.

She looked to the balcony, and saw the balcony, facing the face of the face standing there, all wet.

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