Chapter 3347
And even though she felt tired and didn't want to manage the Veterans' group, the conditions in Donghai city were the best in any way. This was her home. Why did she leave here with her children. Is it because he is not here, so it has become sad, or something else?
It involves the huge interests of the veterans group. He can't help but think more and worry about Li Yuxin. After all, it's because he left Li Yuxin to face all this alone. Now he is full of guilt and missing.
Ye Lingtian has gradually calmed down. His heart is extremely painful now, but he is also gratified. What is painful is that he and the people he loves and cares about most have been separated for more than ten years, but he has not been able to protect them. What is gratifying is that he has finally determined that he is not alone in this world. For more than ten years, the vague shadow in his dream is a little clear, Now it's just the last step to find them.
It's just that everything he thought was so difficult in the face of reality. Even at this stage, his identity is very clear and there are so many clues, but it still doesn't help to retrieve his memory. In addition to his instinctive feeling in the veterans group building, he has so many news on the Internet, On the contrary, I still don't remember anything.
Maybe only by finding li Yuxin and the children and seeing them, can he think of more things.
But the problem is that if he doesn't remember what happened, he doesn't know what happened to Li Yuxin, why he left the East China Sea and where he went. Now it's like an inextricable loop.
For several days, ye Lingtian was in the house, and even didn't eat much. He would order fast food only when he was hungry. Then Bala and his wife began to smoke and keep checking the situation. On the one hand, he wanted to use a lot of information to stimulate him to see if he could get back some memories as he did in the vicinity of the Veterans' group that day. On the other hand, he wanted to get back some memories from the vast amount of information, Try to analyze the whereabouts of Li Yuxin.
But the problem is that Li Yuxin is a very private person, so the external reports about her are only limited to the Veterans' group, including some decisions she has made. It is OK to judge her management style and guess her management decisions from these, but she has left the Veterans' group and will not participate in any decisions, It's impossible to find out where she might be from these very written official reports.
If he still has memory, even if he doesn't know where Li Yuxin has gone, he may be able to analyze the possible results and find her through these and his understanding of her. But it's useless to say anything now, and he has no memory. When he faces Li Yuxin, he is just like a blind man, except that he knows they are the people he loves most in his life, I don't know anything else.
He can only be determined to find Li Yuxin and his children, to use the rest of his life every minute to make up.
For a few days, ye Lingtian was searching for these information wholeheartedly. The passage of time was much faster than he imagined. The past of each day made him feel that the time he spent with Li Yuxin was one day less.
He has missed more than ten years, and the rest of the time becomes so precious every day. No matter how powerful he is, he is still an ordinary person, and he can't escape from life, aging and death. Now there is a time bomb like congestion in his brain. No matter whether he can recover his memory, he has to do this operation.
If he can't see Li Yuxin before the operation, he really doesn't know if he can still see her and their children.
At this time, his mobile phone on his desk rang. It was a card he had temporarily applied for after he returned home. The number in it was only known by the surgeon, so he didn't need to look to know who would call.
Sure enough, the number on the mobile phone is Dr. Zhang, the doctor who is going to operate on him.
Ye Lingtian picked it up. There was a doctor's assistant. A girl's voice was very sweet and said, "Hello, Mr. Liu, the operation you made before is tomorrow. Please come to the hospital to go through the relevant procedures in advance today. At the same time, because the operation is complicated and difficult, you need to have a detailed examination of all aspects of your body function first, See if all the indicators meet the requirements of surgery. If not, we need to be hospitalized and receive some adjusted treatment, so as to reduce the risk of surgery as much as possible... "
Assistant is still saying, this head ye Lingtian smoked a cigarette, slowly spit out a smoke ring, slowly said: "Hello, I have some special circumstances here, can you apply for a little delay in surgery."
He thought for a moment and added, "in three days, I will go to the hospital to prepare for the operation."
I can't find Li Yuxin if I haven't recovered my memory all the time. It's like an inextricable knot here. His only choice is surgery.
But first of all, there is no way to ensure that he can recover his memory. Secondly, he has to face the risk of death. In order to recover his memory and meet Li Yuxin and the children, he has to face such a risk and is willing to face such a risk, because it is better than no hope.
But he also has to face the risk that he may never see Li Yuxin again in his life.
So he put off the time for three days, because there are very few doctors who can do such an operation. Dr. Zhang is a top figure in the academic circle. If it wasn't for ye Lingtian's special situation, it would be a case worthy of study in medicine, and he would not say that he would specially take the time to do this operation for ye Lingtian.
Ye Lingtian's delaying these three days is tantamount to giving himself the last time to see if everything has a turn for the better and other ways.
He also went to the veterans group. It's no use being impatient at this time. On the contrary, it will only make his mind more confused. In addition, the search for information on the Internet is almost done. He simply put down his computer and went around the veterans group every night, hoping to think of some useful information just like that day.
Even in his heart, he still has a faint illusion: will Li Yuxin never leave Donghai in those years, or will she come back by chance? If she remembers the past as she does now, will she come to this place that they all remember, so that he can see her again?
Of course, fantasy is just fantasy. Ye Lingtian has known for a long time that he can never expect any miracle from God. Everything he's done today depends on his own efforts. Therefore, he doesn't expect any miracle to happen. Indeed, there is no miracle. He went every day in these three days, but he never saw Li Yuxin, Only that familiar feeling was still there, but now he knew what was going on, and it didn't help him any more, because it didn't remind him of more things, didn't find more useful memories.
Three days passed in a blink of an eye, and ye Lingtian's mind is still a blank. But time can't drag on any longer. Doctor Zhang also has other arrangements. He can't wait for him all the time. Therefore, ye Lingtian finally cleaned up and went to the hospital alone.
It involves the huge interests of the veterans group. He can't help but think more and worry about Li Yuxin. After all, it's because he left Li Yuxin to face all this alone. Now he is full of guilt and missing.
Ye Lingtian has gradually calmed down. His heart is extremely painful now, but he is also gratified. What is painful is that he and the people he loves and cares about most have been separated for more than ten years, but he has not been able to protect them. What is gratifying is that he has finally determined that he is not alone in this world. For more than ten years, the vague shadow in his dream is a little clear, Now it's just the last step to find them.
It's just that everything he thought was so difficult in the face of reality. Even at this stage, his identity is very clear and there are so many clues, but it still doesn't help to retrieve his memory. In addition to his instinctive feeling in the veterans group building, he has so many news on the Internet, On the contrary, I still don't remember anything.
Maybe only by finding li Yuxin and the children and seeing them, can he think of more things.
But the problem is that if he doesn't remember what happened, he doesn't know what happened to Li Yuxin, why he left the East China Sea and where he went. Now it's like an inextricable loop.
For several days, ye Lingtian was in the house, and even didn't eat much. He would order fast food only when he was hungry. Then Bala and his wife began to smoke and keep checking the situation. On the one hand, he wanted to use a lot of information to stimulate him to see if he could get back some memories as he did in the vicinity of the Veterans' group that day. On the other hand, he wanted to get back some memories from the vast amount of information, Try to analyze the whereabouts of Li Yuxin.
But the problem is that Li Yuxin is a very private person, so the external reports about her are only limited to the Veterans' group, including some decisions she has made. It is OK to judge her management style and guess her management decisions from these, but she has left the Veterans' group and will not participate in any decisions, It's impossible to find out where she might be from these very written official reports.
If he still has memory, even if he doesn't know where Li Yuxin has gone, he may be able to analyze the possible results and find her through these and his understanding of her. But it's useless to say anything now, and he has no memory. When he faces Li Yuxin, he is just like a blind man, except that he knows they are the people he loves most in his life, I don't know anything else.
He can only be determined to find Li Yuxin and his children, to use the rest of his life every minute to make up.
For a few days, ye Lingtian was searching for these information wholeheartedly. The passage of time was much faster than he imagined. The past of each day made him feel that the time he spent with Li Yuxin was one day less.
He has missed more than ten years, and the rest of the time becomes so precious every day. No matter how powerful he is, he is still an ordinary person, and he can't escape from life, aging and death. Now there is a time bomb like congestion in his brain. No matter whether he can recover his memory, he has to do this operation.
If he can't see Li Yuxin before the operation, he really doesn't know if he can still see her and their children.
At this time, his mobile phone on his desk rang. It was a card he had temporarily applied for after he returned home. The number in it was only known by the surgeon, so he didn't need to look to know who would call.
Sure enough, the number on the mobile phone is Dr. Zhang, the doctor who is going to operate on him.
Ye Lingtian picked it up. There was a doctor's assistant. A girl's voice was very sweet and said, "Hello, Mr. Liu, the operation you made before is tomorrow. Please come to the hospital to go through the relevant procedures in advance today. At the same time, because the operation is complicated and difficult, you need to have a detailed examination of all aspects of your body function first, See if all the indicators meet the requirements of surgery. If not, we need to be hospitalized and receive some adjusted treatment, so as to reduce the risk of surgery as much as possible... "
Assistant is still saying, this head ye Lingtian smoked a cigarette, slowly spit out a smoke ring, slowly said: "Hello, I have some special circumstances here, can you apply for a little delay in surgery."
He thought for a moment and added, "in three days, I will go to the hospital to prepare for the operation."
I can't find Li Yuxin if I haven't recovered my memory all the time. It's like an inextricable knot here. His only choice is surgery.
But first of all, there is no way to ensure that he can recover his memory. Secondly, he has to face the risk of death. In order to recover his memory and meet Li Yuxin and the children, he has to face such a risk and is willing to face such a risk, because it is better than no hope.
But he also has to face the risk that he may never see Li Yuxin again in his life.
So he put off the time for three days, because there are very few doctors who can do such an operation. Dr. Zhang is a top figure in the academic circle. If it wasn't for ye Lingtian's special situation, it would be a case worthy of study in medicine, and he would not say that he would specially take the time to do this operation for ye Lingtian.
Ye Lingtian's delaying these three days is tantamount to giving himself the last time to see if everything has a turn for the better and other ways.
He also went to the veterans group. It's no use being impatient at this time. On the contrary, it will only make his mind more confused. In addition, the search for information on the Internet is almost done. He simply put down his computer and went around the veterans group every night, hoping to think of some useful information just like that day.
Even in his heart, he still has a faint illusion: will Li Yuxin never leave Donghai in those years, or will she come back by chance? If she remembers the past as she does now, will she come to this place that they all remember, so that he can see her again?
Of course, fantasy is just fantasy. Ye Lingtian has known for a long time that he can never expect any miracle from God. Everything he's done today depends on his own efforts. Therefore, he doesn't expect any miracle to happen. Indeed, there is no miracle. He went every day in these three days, but he never saw Li Yuxin, Only that familiar feeling was still there, but now he knew what was going on, and it didn't help him any more, because it didn't remind him of more things, didn't find more useful memories.
Three days passed in a blink of an eye, and ye Lingtian's mind is still a blank. But time can't drag on any longer. Doctor Zhang also has other arrangements. He can't wait for him all the time. Therefore, ye Lingtian finally cleaned up and went to the hospital alone.