Chapter 1943
"Because I love you." Xu Xiaoqing didn't evade ye Lingtian at all, and didn't dodge at all. He directly looked up at ye Lingtian.
Ye Lingtian looks at Xu Xiaoqing as if he had been more than ten years ago. He still chooses to avoid his hot eyes. Instead of looking at Xu Xiaoqing's eyes, he chooses to drink.
"For so many years, I have never forgotten you. For so many years, my heart still loves you. I can tell you for sure that I only loved one man in my life. This man is ye Lingtian, who was, is, and will be. I am such a person. I recognize one thing, and even I can't change myself, Love is even more like this. From the day I fell in love with you, I knew that either I would get you or my life would be ruined in your hands, because I knew that I would never forget you again, and I would never fall in love with a man other than you again. " Xu Xiaoqing then said, still with hot eyes looking at ye Lingtian said.
"Ling Tian, you can't have no idea how crazy and passionate I was when I loved you. You know better than anyone. I can say without hesitation that if I could, I would die for you. I would not even blink my brow. This is me. I love you so humbly and recklessly. I am a moth. Once I recognize the fire of love, I will embrace the fire regardless of myself, even if I know that I will be burned completely. "
"Later... I don't want to say more about the later things. You and I both know that I love lowly, love persistently, and love without self. However, I don't want to lose my dignity as a human being, and I don't want to lose the friendship I value most. So, I choose to leave. However, even if I leave, I can't forget you. I can't persuade myself not to think about you and love you, I couldn't control myself from coming back to see you in the East China Sea. In addition to the pressure from my parents, I finally gave up my heart. At that time, I was living in pain and suffering, and I almost chose to commit suicide. Because my life was worse than death, my parents forced me to go on a blind date. In the end, I chose a way that was almost self abandonment and self mutilation, I agreed to marry the man I didn't like at all. It's a kind of self mutilation, and it's also a kind of crazy behavior made after extremely distorted psychology. At the beginning, it was totally this kind of violent emotion. After calming down, because I had promised the other party, I couldn't take back what I said. On the other hand, I also decided not to take back, because I thought, This may be the only way for me to forget that you live your own life. That is to find another man to get married, form a family and have children. After a long time, I can naturally forget you, find myself and be happy. So in the end, I still insist on choosing a lightning marriage, which is why I get married. "
"But I'm still wrong. Even after I got married, I still can't forget you. My body belongs to another man, but my heart has never left you, never for a moment. Therefore, my marriage was not happy, never happy. Even if he didn't choose to treat me like that, I was not happy, because I didn't love him at all, Because you are the only one in my heart
"If you want to ask me why I know that Chen Jun is a good man now, but I don't want to be with him, then I will give you the reason. The first reason is that I have you in my heart, and I can't explain him. Even now, I still can't force myself to accept a marriage without love, This kind of marriage without love is like finding a sexual partner. The relationship between the two is only limited to the physical connection, while there is no spiritual connection between the two, just like my first marriage. In the first marriage, I chose to force myself. In the end, I felt very sad. I didn't live well. So this time, I couldn't force myself to accept this marriage without love. The second reason is that I don't want to get married. I may have my own psychological trauma and shadow. I don't think marriage is a good thing. I never feel that, in my opinion, marriage is a pronoun of pain. What it gives people is only pain, never joy and happiness. Look at my first marriage, although I love you in my heart, I don't love him, but for that marriage, I'm still very serious in business, I'm trying to be a good wife and mother, trying to play the role I should play, but in the end? What did I get? If that's because we don't have love, that's another example. You and Yuxin, you and Li Yuxin love each other very much. If you don't have love, no one will believe it. But in the end? You want to love so much, don't you still have some problems? Don't you cheat on her in the end? She's not the same. She's all hurt? Ling Tian, I'm not saying that to blame you. I'm just saying that marriage is really not a good thing, let alone a must, at least in my opinion. I think it's much better to live alone than to live alone. I don't want to get married, and I never want to get married again. I've been living alone like this Xu Xiaoqing said seriously.
"I didn't intend to say these words to anyone, but now that you are here today, I don't think I can do without them. Ling Tian, please go back to tell Yu Xin. You can selectively tell her what I said today, or you can tell her every word. Sometimes the more I am afraid of hurting her, the worse it will make her feel. I am not prejudiced against Chen Jun, nor do I cherish her kindness to me. I just don't want to get married. I really don't want this marriage. I admit that I'm under a lot of pressure now, but this is the life I choose. I don't think I'm pathetic. Let Yuxin stop making a fuss about these marriage matters for me in the future. I've been living on my own for more than 40 years. From the beginning to the end, I've only lived a few years with men, But it was the days when there were men in those years that I was the most unhappy and miserable. So, I live like this one, I have parents, I have sons, I have such good sisters as Yuxin, I think my life is perfect, really. Tell Yuxin that I thank her, but in the future, don't make a fuss about these things for me. Moreover, you also tell her that I may be a little tired, but I don't live a hard life. On the contrary, the life I want now is the life I want to live, the life I want, and the marriage I don't want. " Xu Xiaoqing said to ye Lingtian word by word.
Ye Lingtian looks at Xu Xiaoqing as if he had been more than ten years ago. He still chooses to avoid his hot eyes. Instead of looking at Xu Xiaoqing's eyes, he chooses to drink.
"For so many years, I have never forgotten you. For so many years, my heart still loves you. I can tell you for sure that I only loved one man in my life. This man is ye Lingtian, who was, is, and will be. I am such a person. I recognize one thing, and even I can't change myself, Love is even more like this. From the day I fell in love with you, I knew that either I would get you or my life would be ruined in your hands, because I knew that I would never forget you again, and I would never fall in love with a man other than you again. " Xu Xiaoqing then said, still with hot eyes looking at ye Lingtian said.
"Ling Tian, you can't have no idea how crazy and passionate I was when I loved you. You know better than anyone. I can say without hesitation that if I could, I would die for you. I would not even blink my brow. This is me. I love you so humbly and recklessly. I am a moth. Once I recognize the fire of love, I will embrace the fire regardless of myself, even if I know that I will be burned completely. "
"Later... I don't want to say more about the later things. You and I both know that I love lowly, love persistently, and love without self. However, I don't want to lose my dignity as a human being, and I don't want to lose the friendship I value most. So, I choose to leave. However, even if I leave, I can't forget you. I can't persuade myself not to think about you and love you, I couldn't control myself from coming back to see you in the East China Sea. In addition to the pressure from my parents, I finally gave up my heart. At that time, I was living in pain and suffering, and I almost chose to commit suicide. Because my life was worse than death, my parents forced me to go on a blind date. In the end, I chose a way that was almost self abandonment and self mutilation, I agreed to marry the man I didn't like at all. It's a kind of self mutilation, and it's also a kind of crazy behavior made after extremely distorted psychology. At the beginning, it was totally this kind of violent emotion. After calming down, because I had promised the other party, I couldn't take back what I said. On the other hand, I also decided not to take back, because I thought, This may be the only way for me to forget that you live your own life. That is to find another man to get married, form a family and have children. After a long time, I can naturally forget you, find myself and be happy. So in the end, I still insist on choosing a lightning marriage, which is why I get married. "
"But I'm still wrong. Even after I got married, I still can't forget you. My body belongs to another man, but my heart has never left you, never for a moment. Therefore, my marriage was not happy, never happy. Even if he didn't choose to treat me like that, I was not happy, because I didn't love him at all, Because you are the only one in my heart
"If you want to ask me why I know that Chen Jun is a good man now, but I don't want to be with him, then I will give you the reason. The first reason is that I have you in my heart, and I can't explain him. Even now, I still can't force myself to accept a marriage without love, This kind of marriage without love is like finding a sexual partner. The relationship between the two is only limited to the physical connection, while there is no spiritual connection between the two, just like my first marriage. In the first marriage, I chose to force myself. In the end, I felt very sad. I didn't live well. So this time, I couldn't force myself to accept this marriage without love. The second reason is that I don't want to get married. I may have my own psychological trauma and shadow. I don't think marriage is a good thing. I never feel that, in my opinion, marriage is a pronoun of pain. What it gives people is only pain, never joy and happiness. Look at my first marriage, although I love you in my heart, I don't love him, but for that marriage, I'm still very serious in business, I'm trying to be a good wife and mother, trying to play the role I should play, but in the end? What did I get? If that's because we don't have love, that's another example. You and Yuxin, you and Li Yuxin love each other very much. If you don't have love, no one will believe it. But in the end? You want to love so much, don't you still have some problems? Don't you cheat on her in the end? She's not the same. She's all hurt? Ling Tian, I'm not saying that to blame you. I'm just saying that marriage is really not a good thing, let alone a must, at least in my opinion. I think it's much better to live alone than to live alone. I don't want to get married, and I never want to get married again. I've been living alone like this Xu Xiaoqing said seriously.
"I didn't intend to say these words to anyone, but now that you are here today, I don't think I can do without them. Ling Tian, please go back to tell Yu Xin. You can selectively tell her what I said today, or you can tell her every word. Sometimes the more I am afraid of hurting her, the worse it will make her feel. I am not prejudiced against Chen Jun, nor do I cherish her kindness to me. I just don't want to get married. I really don't want this marriage. I admit that I'm under a lot of pressure now, but this is the life I choose. I don't think I'm pathetic. Let Yuxin stop making a fuss about these marriage matters for me in the future. I've been living on my own for more than 40 years. From the beginning to the end, I've only lived a few years with men, But it was the days when there were men in those years that I was the most unhappy and miserable. So, I live like this one, I have parents, I have sons, I have such good sisters as Yuxin, I think my life is perfect, really. Tell Yuxin that I thank her, but in the future, don't make a fuss about these things for me. Moreover, you also tell her that I may be a little tired, but I don't live a hard life. On the contrary, the life I want now is the life I want to live, the life I want, and the marriage I don't want. " Xu Xiaoqing said to ye Lingtian word by word.
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