Chapter 513

"Originally, it had nothing to do with him, but he came here without hesitation. In order to save me, he saved me from the beginning with the heart of death. I heard my father tell me that the police are ready to attack, but he refused and forbidden the police to enter the village where he didn't rescue people, because if the police surround them, none of them will escape, but I will die. In order to save me, he chose a person to sneak in and save me, because this is the only way to save me. He has saved me twice before and after. If it wasn't for him, I would have been a cold corpse. Maybe I couldn't even find the corpse. This is the whole process, you are his girlfriend, is the woman he loves, if not for me, maybe you can be sweet and happy together, can get married and have children, all these are destroyed by me, in fact, I would rather die, I would rather I die, do not want him to have something, whether you believe it or not. You're right. I love him. I really love him. I've been a boy since I was a child. Everyone thinks so, because I like fighting and playing with guns and sticks. After graduating from high school, I gave up the chance to go to a good university and still applied to the police school. When I was studying in the police school, I was very excellent in all aspects of performance and physical fitness, When shooting, I was the first in the whole school. Fighting, I participated in the competition on behalf of the school and won the national champion of the women's group. I've been mixing with a group of men all day. At school and in the police force, people don't treat me as a woman. They think I'm a brother. Although I'm careless, I'm still a woman and I'm qualified to love. But I haven't found the man who can make me fall in love, because the person I love must be stronger than me, Only the man who is stronger than me can make me love with all my heart. As a result, he appears. I don't know when I fell in love with him, but I know I can't extricate myself from falling in love with him. Although I know that the woman he loves in his heart is you, but I don't care, I didn't want to be with him, as long as I love in my heart, all my life. I don't mean to swear anything to you when I say this to you. I've never had such an idea before. I'm Li Yan. I've always been open and aboveboard. I never play tricks or hide anything. The reason why I say this to you is to tell you that I love him. It can be said that I love him no less than you. If I can die for him, I can die without hesitation. I also want to tell you that there is no me in his heart from beginning to end, only you. He really loves you. Even at the moment when he knows that he is going to die, the woman in his heart is also you. " When Li Yan said this, her eyes were very firm, very firm.

Li Yuxin has been leaning against the wall, looking out, listening to Li Yan, no one knows what she is thinking.

"I know you hate me. Actually, I hate myself. Why didn't I make a decisive decision at that time and shoot myself directly? Even if he robbed my gun, I could bite my tongue and kill myself. After all, I was not brave enough at that time. I still had extravagant hopes that I could survive. Therefore, I hate my weakness, if it wasn't my weakness, He won't die. As long as I die, I won't drag him down. He can escape with his own ability. So you say that I killed him. It's true. Without me, his world will always be calm. Without me, he can always be the ordinary person in his dream. It's me who breaks his calm every time, Every time it brings him danger, and finally it hurts him, "Li Yan said, shedding tears again.

"What's the point of saying that now? It doesn't matter to me whether you love him or not. " Li Yuxin said coldly.

"No, Li Yuxin, do you believe him?" Li Yan looked at Li Yuxin seriously, then said: "I believe him, I believe he will not die, he can not die, he is a strong man, is the strongest man I have ever seen in my life, a man who can really stand up to heaven, no one can want his life, I believe, he will not die, he will certainly live and recover.".

Li Yuxin looked at Li Yan in surprise and didn't speak for a long time.

"In fact, I can't blame anyone, I can only blame myself, blame me for not being able to save him." Li Yuxin stood there for a long time without speaking, and finally murmured.

"He is such a person, a person you love and hate. When he saved me, he also took his life in exchange for my life, blocking bullets for me. Without him, I would have died long ago. This time, in order to save you from becoming like this, I know very well in my heart that this is what he asked for. No one can stop him. This is his character. However, Li Yan, I want to tell you that it's too hard to be his woman. To be his woman, you should be psychologically prepared to accept that one day. Now I stand here and have such a result. I can say that God is too unfair to me. Why should I accept this result? In fact, the whole thing has nothing to do with me and him. I can hate him or you. I hate why he is so stupid. But if he wasn't so stupid, I would have died at that time. So, I can't say anything. I also believe that he will not die. Because, what he promised me has not been done, he said that he would propose to me, "Li Yuxin said slowly, and then sat on the chair next to Li Yan. The two women just sat there, sitting on the chair outside the intensive care unit. They didn't accept a word, and no one moved. They just sat so foolishly. The two women may be thinking about their own affairs in their hearts, Or maybe thinking about the same thing.

"Where is Ye Shuang?" Li Yan asked after a long time.

"I asked her to go back. She has been here for a few days. I don't want her to be busy. I want her to go back to rest. For her, Lingtian is her brother. If Lingtian has something to do, the most uncomfortable person is not you or me, but ye Shuang. No one has deep feelings for ye Lingtian, "Li Yuxin says slowly.