Chapter 141
"Thank you. It's better not to let her know that I'm sick. I don't want her to worry about me," ye Lingtian nodded. Then he continued: "you go back to rest early. There are nurses in the hospital. Don't worry about me."
"You just don't want to see me here?" Li Yuxin said to ye Lingtian angrily.
"No, I just don't want you to be tired because of me. Besides, I'm very good here and don't need special care. There are still many things to deal with in your company, so you don't have to waste your time on me." ye Lingtian shook his head.
"Do you really need no one to look after you? What do you do if you want to eat? What do you do with water? Even, what if you're going to the bathroom? Can you move like this? If you can move, you can move for me. As long as you can move, I promise to go. I will never disturb you here. You can move and have a look, "Li Yuxin said angrily.
Ye Lingtian looks at Li Yuxin and smiles bitterly. He doesn't speak.
"Ye Lingtian, can you tell me who you are now? In fact, after so many things, I have been able to guess who you are, but I just want you to tell me personally, let me know who you are. I don't want to be full of this surprise every time I face you in the future, and I don't want to be a fool all the time, "Li Yuxin asked again, looking at ye Lingtian.
Ye Lingtian looked at Li Yuxin for a long time, but he didn't speak. Finally, he said slowly, "can I have a cigarette?".
"You still want to smoke like this? Do you want to think about it or not? "Li Yuxin finally got angry.
"Smoking is a habit. If I don't smoke, I always feel something is missing." ye Lingtian smiles and doesn't talk about smoking any more. Then he says, "we have a confidentiality policy. I can't tell anyone about my occupation and the work I've done in the army. What I can tell you is that when I was 18 years old and 20 years old, I joined a mysterious army through layer upon layer selection. Different from other troops, this army has to accept many missions even in peacetime, most of them are secret missions, some at home and some abroad. Different from the tone of the whole peacetime, our missions have always been accompanied by bloodbath, Life is in danger all the time. For eight years, I have been in this army for eight years. I have changed from a member to a team leader. There are three waves of soldiers under my command. It seems that I am the only brother left in my first phase. The rest are added later. Scorpion is one of the team members later. I have been an instructor for them. In fact, I have no secret. I'm just an ordinary person. No matter what I used to be, but now I'm really an ordinary person like you, just the most ordinary one in this city. That's all I can say. I can't say anything else, because it's going to a military court, "said Ye Lingtian slowly, telling Li Yuxin what he thought he could say.
"Scorpion is right, you are not an ordinary person, maybe she is right, you are not destined to belong to this city." after hearing ye Lingtian's words, Li Yuxin said slowly a long time later.
"No, she's wrong. Since the moment I left the army, I've been an ordinary person, a thorough ordinary person." ye Lingtian shook his head and said.
"Help me pour some water," ye Lingtian said to Li Yuxin, turning to the other side.
"Don't move, I'll feed you. As the doctor said, you can't move." Li Yuxin took her hand and stopped ye Lingtian, who was ready to do it. Then she sat beside ye Lingtian and carefully put it to ye Lingtian's mouth and slowly fed ye Lingtian.
"Thank you, it's hard for you," ye Lingtian said to Li Yuxin after drinking water. Li Yuxin is a young lady who has been pampered since she was a child. Now let him take care of herself, ye Lingtian feels a little sorry.
"Why? Did you save my life? I hope you don't say thank you to me any more. I don't like to hear it, "Li Yuxin said unhappily, and then put the water aside.
"Did you leave all these scars on your body when you were on a mission?" Li Yuxin continues to ask, rare ye Lingtian says these to her.
"Some are, some are not. Most of them are left when they are performing tasks, and some of them are left when they are training. They are too many to remember clearly, "ye Lingtian nodded.
"I really don't know how you have come over these years. I don't understand why there are such troops and tasks in the era of peace." Li Yuxin didn't understand.
"Peace is just an illusion. In fact, the fighting between countries has never stopped. It's just that everyone has a tacit understanding and has turned from the ground to the ground. National interests are the interests of the people. If we don't defend them, we will be robbed by others. Many things are related to the national economy, people's livelihood and the survival of the nation. It's not that we like war, but that we have to do it. In fact, who likes to fight? No one has ever thought about this kind of day when we live today and don't know if there will be tomorrow, and we don't know if we will have another meal after eating this meal. We live every day as the last day. Almost every day we see our closest teammates fall down beside us. Some people even have no way to get their bodies back, so we have to destroy them and dispose of them on the spot, Ordinary people can't bear that kind of day at all, so most of us have a very strange temper. Like me, like scorpions, we all have a very good temper. We can stick to it all the time because of the responsibility on our shoulders and the commitment and belief we once had. Therefore, we all attach great importance to responsibility and commitment, because for us, commitment and responsibility are the belief that we can live. "Ye Lingtian looked up at the ceiling and said slowly, I feel like I'm back in those unforgettable years.
"In fact, although those days are hard and stressful, they are also the days we miss most. Isn't there a poem that a man should die in battle and return a dead horse! So, although life is hard, it's also very hot-blooded, "ye Lingtian said with a smile again. After that, he realized that he was talking to Li Yuxin. He turned to Li Yuxin and saw that Li Yuxin didn't know when he was full of tears again.
"You just don't want to see me here?" Li Yuxin said to ye Lingtian angrily.
"No, I just don't want you to be tired because of me. Besides, I'm very good here and don't need special care. There are still many things to deal with in your company, so you don't have to waste your time on me." ye Lingtian shook his head.
"Do you really need no one to look after you? What do you do if you want to eat? What do you do with water? Even, what if you're going to the bathroom? Can you move like this? If you can move, you can move for me. As long as you can move, I promise to go. I will never disturb you here. You can move and have a look, "Li Yuxin said angrily.
Ye Lingtian looks at Li Yuxin and smiles bitterly. He doesn't speak.
"Ye Lingtian, can you tell me who you are now? In fact, after so many things, I have been able to guess who you are, but I just want you to tell me personally, let me know who you are. I don't want to be full of this surprise every time I face you in the future, and I don't want to be a fool all the time, "Li Yuxin asked again, looking at ye Lingtian.
Ye Lingtian looked at Li Yuxin for a long time, but he didn't speak. Finally, he said slowly, "can I have a cigarette?".
"You still want to smoke like this? Do you want to think about it or not? "Li Yuxin finally got angry.
"Smoking is a habit. If I don't smoke, I always feel something is missing." ye Lingtian smiles and doesn't talk about smoking any more. Then he says, "we have a confidentiality policy. I can't tell anyone about my occupation and the work I've done in the army. What I can tell you is that when I was 18 years old and 20 years old, I joined a mysterious army through layer upon layer selection. Different from other troops, this army has to accept many missions even in peacetime, most of them are secret missions, some at home and some abroad. Different from the tone of the whole peacetime, our missions have always been accompanied by bloodbath, Life is in danger all the time. For eight years, I have been in this army for eight years. I have changed from a member to a team leader. There are three waves of soldiers under my command. It seems that I am the only brother left in my first phase. The rest are added later. Scorpion is one of the team members later. I have been an instructor for them. In fact, I have no secret. I'm just an ordinary person. No matter what I used to be, but now I'm really an ordinary person like you, just the most ordinary one in this city. That's all I can say. I can't say anything else, because it's going to a military court, "said Ye Lingtian slowly, telling Li Yuxin what he thought he could say.
"Scorpion is right, you are not an ordinary person, maybe she is right, you are not destined to belong to this city." after hearing ye Lingtian's words, Li Yuxin said slowly a long time later.
"No, she's wrong. Since the moment I left the army, I've been an ordinary person, a thorough ordinary person." ye Lingtian shook his head and said.
"Help me pour some water," ye Lingtian said to Li Yuxin, turning to the other side.
"Don't move, I'll feed you. As the doctor said, you can't move." Li Yuxin took her hand and stopped ye Lingtian, who was ready to do it. Then she sat beside ye Lingtian and carefully put it to ye Lingtian's mouth and slowly fed ye Lingtian.
"Thank you, it's hard for you," ye Lingtian said to Li Yuxin after drinking water. Li Yuxin is a young lady who has been pampered since she was a child. Now let him take care of herself, ye Lingtian feels a little sorry.
"Why? Did you save my life? I hope you don't say thank you to me any more. I don't like to hear it, "Li Yuxin said unhappily, and then put the water aside.
"Did you leave all these scars on your body when you were on a mission?" Li Yuxin continues to ask, rare ye Lingtian says these to her.
"Some are, some are not. Most of them are left when they are performing tasks, and some of them are left when they are training. They are too many to remember clearly, "ye Lingtian nodded.
"I really don't know how you have come over these years. I don't understand why there are such troops and tasks in the era of peace." Li Yuxin didn't understand.
"Peace is just an illusion. In fact, the fighting between countries has never stopped. It's just that everyone has a tacit understanding and has turned from the ground to the ground. National interests are the interests of the people. If we don't defend them, we will be robbed by others. Many things are related to the national economy, people's livelihood and the survival of the nation. It's not that we like war, but that we have to do it. In fact, who likes to fight? No one has ever thought about this kind of day when we live today and don't know if there will be tomorrow, and we don't know if we will have another meal after eating this meal. We live every day as the last day. Almost every day we see our closest teammates fall down beside us. Some people even have no way to get their bodies back, so we have to destroy them and dispose of them on the spot, Ordinary people can't bear that kind of day at all, so most of us have a very strange temper. Like me, like scorpions, we all have a very good temper. We can stick to it all the time because of the responsibility on our shoulders and the commitment and belief we once had. Therefore, we all attach great importance to responsibility and commitment, because for us, commitment and responsibility are the belief that we can live. "Ye Lingtian looked up at the ceiling and said slowly, I feel like I'm back in those unforgettable years.
"In fact, although those days are hard and stressful, they are also the days we miss most. Isn't there a poem that a man should die in battle and return a dead horse! So, although life is hard, it's also very hot-blooded, "ye Lingtian said with a smile again. After that, he realized that he was talking to Li Yuxin. He turned to Li Yuxin and saw that Li Yuxin didn't know when he was full of tears again.