Chapter 295 His Past with Her

"Bell, don't talk nonsense." Charles held her slim shoulders and looked very serious. "Never say this again."

"Why?" Bella smiled. "Because I am right. You said that you love me just because you want me to be willing to give birth to your children. In fact, there is no need at all. I have no money, and there are contracts between us. Even if there is no love, no marriage, I can't escape here."

She smiled and talked, but her tears continued to flow down.

"I don't know when I loved you." Bella bowed her head and looked at his palm. She smiled softly but also a little sneer. "Maybe because you are handsome. You always stand by the window You look like thinking a lot of things in your heart. I think, maybe not every rich person is happy. At that time, I couldn't help but draw you. Am I very shameful? I was already kidnapped, I lost my freedom because of you. But I still think myself is the Virgin Mary, I feel sorry for your loneliness."

"Later you spoke for me in the auction and revealed Lynn's frame. Even though you drove me off that night, let me go in the rain. But my heart has always been grateful to you, thank you for you are the first person who spoke for me in my past 20 years. Don’t you feel shameful of me? It is obvious that you are the person who hurts me, but I am still grateful to you."

"Until the press, you have clarified the truth of the sexual photo. From that moment on, you have lived in my heart and become the hero in my heart."

She smiled with her head down, her tears lingering in her hands, and a small pool of water in her palm.

She said, "I have always been persuading myself not to love you, not to love you. But why I am so shameful? It is obvious that the person who hurts me, again and again, is you, but I still fall in love with you uncontrollably."

"Why do I love you, obviously I am an inanimate object in your eyes. I was thrown to hematemesis by you and got hurt because of you, and almost killed by you several times. But why am I so shameful to love you? Why?"

She looked up, burst into tears and smiled at him. "Because girls should be raised in a rich way. Girls who have never seen a big world like me, have not been treated gently, as long as someone treat me slightly better. I will be moved a lot. Because I have never been treated gently, so even if you just me a sugar after a slap, I will forget the pain of the slap because of the sweetness of sugar."

She covered her chest and looked at him. "Charles, in fact, I am a human, my heart will hurt, my body will hurt. Elsa's medicine can cure my wounds, but it can't cure my heart.”

"I used to think that you were so cold to all women over the world. Later I discovered that I was wrong. You are very kind and gentle to Katherine. I am very jealous and envious." She smiled again. Her eyes were bent and shining. They looked beautiful but fragile. But only she knew that her eyes were blurred, and she could not see him.

"I became a jealous woman, I will never forget that you let me witness your love to her." She lowered her head and pointed at her chest. "On that day, under the greeting pine, here, it hurt."

She said, "Pain could also become a habit. But Charles, you shouldn’t lie to me that you love me. Because I will believe it. I really believed it. But... I just know today, I and Katherine are different. You love her, by your heart. But me, not."

She looked up at him. "Do you know, I used to think that you don’t respect people, it is because you are used to being royal. You are used to not caring about other people’s feelings. But today I know, you can. You will consider Katherine’s self-esteem."

She asked, "Why, in your eyes, I am the one who can have no self-esteem? Why?" She bowed her head and muttered helplessly. "Charles, why didn't you find out that I am a simple human. Why..."  

"Enough, don't say it anymore, I don’t allow you to say it again!" Charles swayed her shoulder and shook it hard. "Bell, don't say it anymore."

Bella was very obedient to shut up, didn’t say anything more.

She looked at him, still smiling, as if she were a puppy waiting for his praise, asking him if she behaved well or not.

This kind of Bell did make people feel heartache.

Charles felt a little breathless, every sentence she said was correct, her accusation was all true. No one could erase the past that he had hurt her.

"Bell, it was my fault in the past. I apologize to you, let's start again. Can we start again?" Charles said humbly as if he was afraid that she would fly away in the next second.

Bella smiled and looked at him. "But you have said so many times to start again. Which one should I believe?" She pointed to the pajamas that he had just changed. "You have never respected me. You never consider that if you do this will hurt my self-esteem or not."

Charles knew that she was referring to the act of forcing her to wear pajamas. His eyebrows frowned and said, "Bell, we are couples."

We were couples...

Bella smiled, how moved she felt when she heard this sentence two days ago, how ridiculous she felt now.

It turned out that this was the reason why he wanted to hurt her.

Because they were couples that he could hurt her casually.

Bella felt an extreme headache which might be caused by too many tears.

She looked at him, "Charles, I want to sleep."

"Okay, have a good rest." Charles humbly pulled the quilt well for her, watching her turn her back to him, he sighed silently and turned away.

Their relationship changed overnight.

When Bella just arrived at William’s Mansion, he had imprisoned her obviously, but he was still so royal. Although Bella hated him and made him angry from time to time. In order to let herself live in peace, most of the time, she was careful to please him. In particular, after he controlled her finances.

But now?

Everything changed into the opposite.

Charles became a cautious person. He was afraid that she would be angry, afraid that she would turn around and leave. He could no longer watch her crying as nothing happened in the past, watching her struggle in the dilemma he set.

In the study, Charles anxiously walked around, Katherine’s maid had come to ask him to see her for countless times, but he rejected.

Charles looked at Ziv, who was standing aside, and asked, "Did I really treat Bell badly before...?"

"My lord did everything for your own deep planning."

"If you don't want to go back to the Kingdom of the Sea, tell me the truth."

Ziv bowed his head. "Not too badly. Just she was fainted immediately after being hit by a small whale’s tail, she has fainted because she was scared by the great white shark in the hurricane, several times she was thrown heavily that her spine and internal organs bled, and in a rainy night, she got wet in the rain and had a fever of thirty-nine degrees..."

"Leave me alone!"