Chapter 2147： When she wakes up she's an orphan (20)

Chapter 2147 When she woke up, she became an orphan (20)

"Perhaps this is because I don't know happiness in the midst of happiness. Others envy me for having an almighty boyfriend, but I feel breathless, as if I can't match him no matter how hard I try, and I'm always annoyed at this time."

"The gossip and the strange words of the classmates made me feel uncomfortable. Later, he found out about this and took the initiative to declare that I was important to him. The classmates did not want to offend such a person, and dared not say strange things in front of me. But I still feel unhappy in my heart, I always feel that I don’t deserve it.”

"At that time, I really liked him. He was so good, which made me feel inferior. I also had a little self-esteem and arrogance in my heart, so I still worked very hard in my studies. I just hope that one day, when someone mentions me and him, I don't think I'm the lucky one, I just say that we are all excellent and well-matched. In fact, when I think about it now, many times it's just my inner inferiority and self-esteem."

"Because of low self-esteem, I always work hard in silence, expecting others to say that I am the best match for him."

"Because of my self-esteem, I don't want to show my weak side in front of him, and I don't even want to ask him for advice on many things."

"Actually, he has always been willing to take me with me. I failed to balance these things myself, but he is still as tolerant as ever. Even if I walk slowly, he is willing to accompany me. Thinking about it now, I must have lost my mind at the time, so I was willing to hurt such a person."

"In the graduation season, he got that top offer, and everyone was envious. At the same time, I was a little unwilling to admit defeat. It just happened that the classmates said they would organize a game as a farewell, and let's see if our monitor can catch the eye. see through."

"They discussed with me early in the morning and asked everyone to pretend they didn't know him. At the time, I agreed, thinking it was just a small game. There were quite a few people playing this kind of game at that time, and it was basically just one game. Well, it doesn't hurt."

"But the classmates all know that he is very smart, and they think he probably won't believe it. Just in time, a classmate from a good family in the class came up with a solution." At this point, Xie Man sighed, "This classmate's name is Her name is Zuo Ying, she offered me an internship offer in a large company, as long as I accompany me to perform a play, and deceive Chen Qiyuan. This offer undoubtedly tempted me, so I did the most regrettable thing in my life. It's a matter. Obviously, even though I played an intimate couple with someone else, I didn't deceive Chen Qiyuan, but angered him and hurt his heart."

"He looked at me very seriously at the time and asked me several times, but I pretended not to know him. In fact, I was also a little flustered at the time, but things have come to this point, being watched by everyone, and at a critical time. It's always a bit unwilling to admit defeat, and besides, my inferiority complex and self-esteem are at work, so I angered him away."

After saying this, Xie Man only felt that he had lost much energy.

These memories are extremely painful for her.

"Now that I think about it, I'm really a terrible person. He would choose to be close to someone like me. It's really unfortunate."

"In the second year of high school, he suddenly transferred to my high school. In fact, he shouldn't have contact with me, and that will not happen later. He will be fine. I hurt him." Xie Man held his face in his hands. , Tears kept dipping from his fingers, "Look, I hurt him like this, how could I untie his knot, I'm afraid it will only make his situation worse."

Chen Zhihuai didn't expect it to be like this. He didn't know whether he was here right or wrong.

In the end, he decided to contact a psychiatrist to talk about the situation here.

…

"Because of your illness, that happened before, but I hope you don't go crazy again."

Wei Family Villa, Wei Xiaoning no longer had the calmness he had before seeing Qianyan this time, and his whole person looked sharp.

Her performance is really not pretending, she is very angry.

It's okay if Han Qianyan didn't come, this reminded her of the other party hitting her before, making her embarrassed in front of so many people.

(end of this chapter)