Chapter 236

I suddenly sat up from the bed, lifted the quilt and wanted to get out of bed and get dressed.

How can I sleep at home? I want to go to the hospital. Xiaoyu is short of manpower. I have to go to take care of him.

But the black clothes and the filial steps on the sleeves on the ground suddenly stimulated my nerves, and I suddenly realized a reality that couldn't be more real.

Song Yu is no longer in this world and no longer needs my care.

Like thousands of thin needles, they pierced into my heart, constantly reminding me of the fact that I wanted to deny but could not deny.

Just yesterday, Song Yu was still sitting on the bed smiling at me and chatting with me, but today, when he opened his eyes again, things are different.

How can I accept the fact that no one can be seen in the world any more? Even if I realize this reality from the real object in front of me and the memory in my mind, I still can't believe that I will never see him again.

I buried my face in my palm and cried again.

People around me were awakened by my actions and voice, and he sat up.

"Late, you cry again?" Huo Qingchuan in my side, some hoarse voice asked me.

"I really can't accept that Song Yu left like this, as if it was a dream, but when I woke up, I found that he was really gone." I cried and confided to him.

"Well," Huo Qingchuan hugged me, put my head on his chest, gently comforted me, "don't think, don't think, be obedient."

I don't want to think about these things, I also take this reality as a dream, but now it's so naked in front of me, people can't ignore it.

I lean on Huo Qingchuan's body, weeping, tears can't stop flowing out.

Huo Qingchuan didn't say anything more. He just held me and comforted me in his way.

After a while, I didn't stop crying until the morning sun came through the curtain.

The sound of a man's heart beating through his chest is so powerful and reassuring.

"It's time for you to go to the company," I left Huo Qingchuan. "I'm sorry to make you worry about me." I looked up at him, and there was a tired look on his face.

"We are husband and wife. My parents have gone back. I don't worry about you. Who cares about you?" Huo Qingchuan smiles and prints a kiss on my forehead.

"Well, thank you." I said.

"It's said that you're welcome between husband and wife," Huo Qingchuan looked at me. "By the way, these days, if you cultivate yourself at home, don't worry about going to the company. You see how thin you are recently."

"Still not," I shook my head. "Originally, the company was very busy because of my absence. As a person in charge of a branch, I can't let the leaders always accommodate me. Sister Bai has taken care of me a lot."

"But is your body OK?" Huo Qingchuan still stopped me, "your face looks very bad."

I laughed. "It's OK."

Then I lifted the quilt, "I'll wash my face, have breakfast and go to the company."

Just when my feet touched the ground, my brain was dim for a moment. Without taking a few steps, my body fell on the carpet uncontrollably. Before I fainted, I heard Huo Qingchuan's cry.

In the past few days, my consciousness seems to have sunk to the bottom of the ocean. I can't see, hear or remember anything.

Just more than once, from far away, Song Yu finally told me, he said: late, don't try to be brave.

When I opened my eyes again, I saw my daughter lying over me, her big eyes full of worry.

"Mom, mom, you're awake!" Yan Yan saw me wake up, very excited to shout, and then she ran out, running while shouting, "Mom wake up, mom wake up."

After a while, there were other footsteps outside the door. Then I saw the faces of Huo Qingchuan, his father-in-law and his mother-in-law.

"Late, you wake up at last." Huo Qingchuan sat in front of my bed and held my hand tightly.

Behind them is the personal doctor who has been in charge of the health of the Huo family.

"Dr Lee, come and see my wife." Happy later, Huo Qingchuan gave up his position in front of the bed and asked the doctor to check for me.

Just a little look at my face, opened his eyelids to have a look, the doctor will clearly said to the Huo family, "young lady just a few days ago was overworked, coupled with not enough nutrition, lack of sleep led to damage to the body vitality, this just fainted, as long as good care for a period of time, the body will slowly recover as usual."

"That's good. It's not a serious illness." Mother in law said to her father-in-law.

My father-in-law also nodded, two people came to my bed, "late, some time ago you are also tired, this time to have a good rest at home."

For the concern of my parents-in-law, I wanted to say thanks. I opened my mouth and found that I couldn't make a sound at all.

After leaving a concern, my father-in-law and mother-in-law said a few words to Huo Qingchuan, and they left our bedroom.

"Mom ~" Yan Yan came up to my bed again, holding my hand tightly, groaning. It sounds very scared.

I try to show her a smile, now even Yan Yan have to worry about me, really unqualified adults ah.

Huo Qingchuan came over with a glass of water. He lifted me up from the bed with one hand and put the glass in my hand.

"Drink some water. You've been lying all day. You must be thirsty."

I realized that I had been in a coma for such a long time. The warm and sweet water moistened my throat. Finally I could make a sound.

"You don't have to worry about things in the company. I've already said hello to Bai Shu. She very much agrees to let you recuperate at home. You can be at ease." As if to see through my mind, Huo Qingchuan took the cup said.

"I'm useless," I said, touching my daughter's hair. "Everyone is busy, but I can't do anything."

"You," Huo Qingchuan looked at me, "just think of yourself as too capable. No one is omnipotent. The so-called human beings have to rest when they are tired and eat when they are hungry. If they are brave, their bodies will be unable to bear it."

"Well," Yan Yan nodded beside, "Mom, you must have a good rest."

"Yan Yan," Huo Qingchuan leaned down and said something in his daughter's ear. Then he got up and looked at me, "do you know?"

The daughter bit her mouth and nodded hard, "I know, Dad!"

"I'll leave it to Yan Yan. Dad went out first." Huo Qingchuan said with a smile.

Huo Qingchuan left, Yan Yan simply ran to my bed, sat down beside me, staring at me.

I don't know what the father and daughter just whispered, but from the performance of their daughter, maybe they want to look at me.

"Mom, are you hungry?" My daughter asked me.

Because of my mood, I still don't feel hungry.

I shook my head, "Yan Yan, can you help my mother get the mobile phone?"

The daughter thought about it, and then got out of bed quickly. She rummaged through my bag in the cupboard and came over with my mobile phone.

After receiving the mobile phone, I searched for Bai Shu's number in the call record.

In the fast sliding contacts, there is a name that just looks distressing: Song Yu, I can't help feeling sad again.

I didn't know what I was thinking. I pressed the number.

Inevitably, there is just a mechanical reply with a little cold: sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off.

"Mom, you cry again..." Yan Yan's eyes have never left me, she said timidly.

I realized that I was in tears again before I knew it. I quickly wiped away my tears. I laughed at her and said, "mom is OK. Maybe I've slept too long and my eyes haven't adapted to the light."

Daughter a pair of don't understand appearance, but also didn't say anything, just clever nestle in my side.

I found Bai Shu's number and dialed.

"Late?" There comes Bai Shu's voice, only with a little doubt.

"It's me, Bai Jie." Because of the weakness, my voice is a little small.

"Are you awake?" Bai Shu gradually showed concern, "I listen to Mr. Huo say that you fainted at home, but I'm worried about death. How about your health?"

Her voice also sounds a little haggard. With the death of Song Yu and the company's numerous affairs, even if she is a strong woman, she may not be able to deal with it so well.

A sense of guilt rose from the bottom of my heart, and I was silent for a while. "Well, there's nothing wrong with my body. I'll recover in a few days."

"That's good, that's good." Bai Shu was relieved. "I'll go to Huo's to see you tomorrow. I'm really sorry. I've been too busy these days, and Xiaoyu... After all, Bai Shu still can't say the last few words.

My heart aches, tacit understanding does not mention let a person God hurt thing.

"Sister Bai, if you can't leave, you don't have to make time to come here. I should have gone to work earlier." "I said," but the body is really bad, I really have no face to see you

"No matter what you say," Bai Shu said, "none of us are tired these days. Watching you lose weight day by day, you don't know how distressed we are. You can take good care of yourself at home and leave the company's affairs to me. You can take care of as many days as you want."

"Thank you, sister Bai," I said.

Say I try to be brave, say I take everything to myself, but in the end, don't you need the care of the people around you? What have I done for them.

"Why are you polite to me?" Bai Shu said. "Have a good rest. I'll see you when I have time“

"Well." Although Bai Shu was not in front of me, I nodded.

Put down the phone, I moved and lay down.

"Yanyan, mother wants to sleep for a while. Do you want to sleep with her?" I asked my daughter who stayed by the bed.

Yan Yan shook his head, "Yan Yan wants to look at her mother. Let her sleep."

Sleepy as river general swept from, just close your eyes, I quickly fell asleep in the past.

The dream is always occupied by Song Yu, but this time it's not about his saying goodbye to me, but some trivial things before me and him. The smaller, the more cruel.

When I wake up, the bottom of my face is still wet, but my tired body makes me not even have the strength to move.