Chapter 68

Su Qiuge has always thought that his return to life is the hardest year, and he will have a hard time.

But it's the opposite of what I imagined. It's easy.

It's going to be easy. Probably because she met Xie Xinglin, as long as she thought that they would accompany each other all the time, and even decided what university to take, she thought it was worth the hard work.

During the winter vacation, he often came home to study with her, knowing that she wanted to go to the capital.

The top universities in the capital have high scores, but for them, as long as they play normally, they will have a certain degree of confidence, not to mention that after the awards of the competition come out, there may be a certain degree of score reduction for participating in independent enrollment.

Everything is developing in the direction of good, winter vacation more than ten days in a hurry, just a few days before the beginning of school, Xie Xinglin has taken her to comb all the previous homework these days.

I don't know if the result of pei'an's operation has come out. Su Qiuge has asked several times, but Xie Xinglin just mentioned it without mentioning it. But Su Qiuge always thinks that the result may not be very good, because he seems to stay up late these days.

Generally, he works so hard to make money, but even if she asks him, he won't say.

That day, Su Qiuge sent him downstairs. It was snowing outside, and the weather was not warm.

Su Qiuge took him by the hand with gloves and sent him downstairs. He dropped his eyes to put on the hat of her down jacket.

She was a little reluctant to hold his hand, "this time really do not come?"

He looked down at her, held her gloved hand in the palm of his hand, and said slowly, "well."

Seeing her look of disappointment, he said slowly, "school is about to start."

It's not too late to see you then.

She held his hand still did not put, and he explained a few words, nothing more than to tell him to go to bed early, do not stay up so late.

Until her eyes touched a shadow in the distance, she was slightly stunned, and then quickly released his hand.

Xie Xinglin frowned slightly, blinked an eye and looked up.

It was a woman in a camel coat with a blue Bentley parked next to her, followed by an assistant with a suitcase.

Stare at them without expression.

Su Qiuge's heart sank gradually.

Before, Yang xuemingming had made a plan to go abroad, and she would not go back to China before the college entrance examination, so she often asked Xie Xinglin to come to her home.

Hearing the sound of a woman's high-heeled shoes coming step by step, she suddenly felt that the sound seemed to be on the top of her heart.

Yang Xue's vision is like a knife, across the air toward her, Xie Xinglin slightly step forward, block in front of her, directly cut off that vision.

Yang Xue's eyes looked up and down at the two people, and then hooked her lips, as if showing a smile.

She seldom smiles.

Sue knew she was angry.

She was called by Yang Xue upstairs, Yang Xue said she had something to say with Xie Xinglin alone.

Su Qiuge is not at ease, holding Xie Xinglin's sleeve, stubbornly did not go.

Until Xie Xing gently patted her hand and motioned her to go with her eyes.

She finally went upstairs.

I don't know how long after that, the snow is still falling outside, but she is still out of her mind when she comes back upstairs.

She sat in the living room until there was a movement outside the door.

She immediately looked out the door, Yang Xue took off her coat and hung it on the hanger of the entrance.

Two people kept silent for a while, Yang Xue light asked a, "how long?"

Su Qiuge knew what she was asking. She clenched her lips and clenched her fist. "I was together when I was a sophomore in high school."

Yang Xue didn't speak until Su Qiuge heard a sudden sound of broken porcelain from the porch.

The vase in the porch was broken and lying on the wooden floor in pieces.

Su Qiuge watched from a distance.

At this time, Yang Xue's appearance coincides with the woman who quarreled with Su Jingkun more than ten years ago.

She smashed all the things in her home, and the piercing sound of the broken bottles oppressed the nerves of her and Su Yuanzhou, and became the most terrible sound in the world.

But now it can't hurt her.

Because she is no longer the poor little thing that yearned for her mother's attention when she was a child.

Yang Xue approached and rubbed her forehead with her hands. "How did mom tell you before?"

"Did I tell you to study hard and not fall in love?"

Su Qiuge raised her eyes and looked at her, trying to explain to her, "haven't I improved? He's been helping me from the bottom of my grade to the present. Being with him doesn't drag me down. Instead, he has become my driving force. "

Yang Xue listened, slightly clenched his fist, "I don't agree."

"You are still too young to know what kind of person that person is. I know that his biological mother is a woman who goes after the crowd, and his family background is not as high as ours.""What do you like about him? It's just to see him look good, isn't it? I haven't told you about this. It's normal for you to be confused by such a man, but you can't look at a man's appearance... "

Su Qiuge's side hand is slightly tight, and he doesn't want to be slandered. "I really like him. No matter how he is now, I just like him."

Yang Xue hears her say so, more angry instead, in the heart rub rub to rub to take on a fury. Sutyug as like as two peas in

, is exactly the same as her own.

At the beginning, I didn't listen to the dissuasion of my family. I had to be with Su Jingkun from the county.

When she was young, Su Jingkun was also very good-looking. Whenever he smiles, she is very excited. She thinks that as long as she is with this man, she is willing to live with him, whether poor or rich.

But this is not the case.

This man betrayed her feelings, he is just interested in her money, just want to step on her to climb up.

On the contrary, her younger sister, whom she had always looked down upon, married a right family and now lives a very happy life.

And she not only because Su Jingkun and his family fell out, no longer the original Yang held in the palm of the princess, but also in the back to see the true face of Su Jingkun this Phoenix man.

Think of here, Yang Xue walked over, the expression on the face is more firm, "no matter what you think now, even if you hate me in the future, I will not let you with him, until you are old, you will know that I am for you."

Su Qiuge clenched her hands and stood up.

In the face of Yang Xue, her feelings have always been very weak.

Even if she knew it was her own mother, it was hard for her to get close to her.

The reason why I talk to her so much today is that I hope she can understand her.

But what was she looking forward to?

In Yang Xue's eyes, she is only an accessory to her and should live as she wishes.

Su Qiuge didn't speak any more. She went to the room in silence and began to pack up.

She opened the suitcase and put the school uniform in the trunk. Anyway, the school is about to open. She can go to the school early.

When Yang Xue saw her packing, she knew what her idea was. She was so angry that she sneered, "do you want to be angry with me for this one?"

Su Qiuge did not reply, continue to put the school uniform into the trunk.

Yang Xue said, "where can you go? I'll freeze the money on the bank card, and I can go to school. If this person has affected you to such a degree, I can't let you be together. "

Su Qiuge still ignored her, as if she was too lazy to talk to her, but her hand was moving faster and faster.

While she was cleaning up, Yang Xue said in the living room --

"does he have an aunt who runs a milk tea shop here?"

Su Qiuge's action of packing the suitcase was slightly stiff.

"I don't know what an elderly single mother can do if the milk tea shop can't go on."

Yang Xue's indifferent words continued to spread, "don't you want to know what I just talked with him, what he said?"

·

after dragging her suitcase out of the door, she received a wechat from Xie Xinglin.

Later he found that he had called her many times and told her not to worry.

She still didn't go to school.

It was still snowing outside. She dragged her suitcase to the house where he had taken her before to look for him.

After knocking at the door, he was there.

"What did she tell you?"

Faced with such a problem, Xie Xinglin at the door was silent for a moment, and then said, "nothing."

How could it be nothing?

Su Qiuge knew that he didn't want to talk more about this topic, but she felt sorry for it.

Yang Xue is so cruel to her family, and her attitude towards outsiders is estimated to be more excessive.

She said, "did she threaten you? I want you to leave me

He looked down at her and said, "well, it's nothing."

"You think I'm too fragile."

He came closer, dragged her suitcase in, and said faintly, "as long as you don't want to, I will never leave."

Hearing this sentence, the grievance she had suffered in Yang Xue seemed to break out at this moment. She threw herself into his arms and said with red eyes, "from childhood to adulthood, she didn't understand me at all. She just used me as a tool."

"I will never compromise with her this time."

The boy's warm hand fell on her back neck, gently and gently comforted her, then put her in his arms, dropped his eyes and said, "it's OK."

But he was a little too silent.

Su Qiuge stayed in his home for two days, thinking about how to live without Yang Xue's support in the next days. He even contacted Su Yuanzhou for help. Although Su Jingkun had a bad relationship with Yang Xue, he was certainly not willing to help her.Because Xie Xinglin said "nothing", her wrong letter is really nothing.

He goes out early in the day and doesn't come back until early in the morning.

That evening, someone knocked at the door.

Su Qiuge thought that he came back early, put down his homework pen and ran to the door.

Just the moment the door opened, her smile faded away.

This is the third time she has met Xie Xinglin's mother, Zhao Xuening.

Zhao Xuening looked at her up and down, then frowned slightly.

"It's you."

Su Qiuge was silent.

Zhao Xuening didn't come in, but said slowly, "your mother is really powerful, her daughter didn't manage well, she found me here. You talk like a shrew. I don't know what she's going to do to me. "

Su Qiuge's hand trembled slightly at her side. Then she looked at her in a twinkling of an eye and heard Zhao Xuening continue to say faintly, "I said why Xinglin didn't want to go abroad with me. It was because of you."

"Little girl, it doesn't matter if you waste your time playing these games, but don't delay our family, OK?"

Su Qiuge clenched her hand because of her words, and then looked at her in the twinkling of an eye, "do you think you are qualified to say such words to me? Shouldn't you be the one who is most sorry for Xie Xinglin? "

Zhao Xuening's face turned white, "you..."

She gritted her teeth, "forget it, I don't bother to argue with a little girl like you."

She took out the make-up mirror from her bag, took the red out of the bag at will and made up for it. "You say you like him, but you have to torture him, little girl. It's not like that."

Su Qiuge didn't want to pay attention to her, but she was aware of something in her words. She frowned and asked, "what do you mean?"

"Pa", Zhao Xuening closed the make-up mirror and said with no expression, "over the years, how many contributions has Xing Lin made to the smooth operation of the little oil bottle named Pei? This time, the operation of the oil bottle failed again. Liu Yuan has no money. "

Zhao Xuening flattened his mouth, then shrugged his shoulders and said, "it's estimated that he can't bear to sell this old house. He gets up so early in the morning and comes back so late at night. He has stomach trouble and can't bear to eat. But he still stubbornly refuses to talk to others and beg for a cent. What an independent and poor child he is."

Hearing this, Su Qiuge took a deep breath and stared at the woman in disbelief.

At this time, the heavily makeup woman looked like a beast without feelings to her. She couldn't help saying, "you are his mother. Since you have money, why don't you help him?"

Zhao Xuening seems to have heard some joke, showing a smile, "Xing Lin is my child, but that little oil bottle is not, I'm not a charity, why help her? Everything comes at a price. "

She put the make-up box in her bag and wrote, "but As long as Xing Lin is willing to go abroad with me, let alone pay for the complete cure of the little oil bottle's disease, I can even help with Liu Yuan's pension. "

When she said that, she raised her eyes and looked at her slowly. "Little girl, don't you say you like him? Since you like him, you should be kind to him. "

"He followed me to study abroad. Just because of his education, I don't know how much better he saw in the world than in China. He can also share the equity of my husband's company, which is much better than the future of staying with you in this dilapidated residential building and eating instant noodles every day."

As soon as the words came to an end, she looked at the narrow corridor with disgust, then twisted her waist and turned to leave.

Su Qiuge looked at the empty staircase for a while.

Before suddenly remembering, he asked him whether he was threatened or not, and he said nothing.

How could it be all right.

How sad he should be when he heard those hurtful words.

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at more than three in the morning, the door opened softly.

He knew that she might have gone to bed and kept her feet as light as he could.

He went back to the room and poured a glass of hot water. He looked down at the glass of water rising white fog, staring at it for a while.

At this time, there was a sudden convulsion in his stomach, which made him frown slightly. He could not help but step back and lean against the wall for a breath.

The words rang out untimely in my ears.

"Can you support her like you are now?"

"You can't afford her for a month."

- "I heard that your achievements are very good, and thank you very much for helping my daughter progress. If you want to be paid, I can afford to pay her any amount, but I can't make fun of her future. You can't even live your own life well. Why do you think you can give her a future?"

His stomach hurt so much that his forehead was already covered with cold sweat. He shook his hand with the cup, and then tried to put it on the table smoothly.

Then he stepped back, leaned back against the wall again, and slid down against the wall bit by bit.She may still be sleeping.

Just thinking about it, even the dull hum of enduring pain became smaller.

He endured the pain and wanted to go to the cupboard to get the medicine. Just then, the light in the living room suddenly turned on.

She stood at the door of the room, looking at him with red eyes.

Looking at him take off the mask of the past, he leaned against the wall in embarrassment, and his forehead was blue with pain.

He and she looked at each other for a while, exhaled, tone as smooth as possible, "wake up?"

"Have you had a nightmare?"

Some of his trembling voice choked her and ran towards him.

She crouched down and hugged him tightly.

His body was slightly stiff.

And then she was like a drowning fish, with tears and clumsy kisses.

He still let her do this, looking down at her, leaning against the wall, gently wiping away her tears with his hands.

After a while, she finally recovered.

Then, she bowed her head and said, "Xie Xinglin, you go."

"Go abroad with your mother."

His hand on his side trembled slightly.

He could see that her whole body was shaking, and he didn't even dare to look at him when he said that.

His eyes darkened slightly.

Zhao Xuening has looked for her.

So sad, it should be because the woman said something too much to her.

Thinking of this, his hand clenched slightly.

I didn't expect that she was hurt because of him.

Unable to wait for his reply, she finally couldn't help crying, covering her face. "Don't worry, I will wait for you here. As long as you will come back, I will wait for you all the time."

Although I want to selfishly keep you by my side, I can't delay you any more.

Her other actions are wrong, but she is right.

He wanted to go his own way.

It can't be because she's tied up here, and then she's losing her life under her nose.

She dropped her eyes and cried for a long time. Finally she choked and said, "promise me, OK?"

He had thought that he would carry on whatever the situation was.

Anyway, it used to be like this. Now it's nothing.

No one else can shake his determination. No matter how the situation develops, there will be solutions.

But now she is crying.

He dropped his eyes and was silent for a long time. Finally, he put his hand on her head and whispered, "OK."

I promise you, don't cry.

More than that.

Even if it takes his life.

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when he woke up the next morning, instead of going out, he got up early to prepare breakfast for her.

After washing and gargling, looking at the rich breakfast, she said with a smile, "I didn't expect that our little stars could go down the hall besides being beautiful as flowers."

Then she took out the stomach medicine from the cupboard and put it on the table. "Remember to eat after dinner. I'll stare at you."

He looked down at her and said, "well.".

Both of them were silent about her loss of control last night, as if they had reached an agreement.

But her red and swollen eyes were still striking, which made him recall how sad she was when she cried last night.

After breakfast, Sue packed her suitcase.

Before stepping out of the small house, she looked back and said, "don't send me."

His steps stopped slightly, and she held out her hand, tilted her head and laughed at him, "but there's one thing that has to be done."

"We've agreed that when you live a good life abroad, you can't have other new lovers. You should contact me all the time to report. You must take medicine, and you have to earn a lot of money to become a rich generation. When you come back to marry me in the future, you'll beat those people in the face."

Xie Xinglin was slightly stunned, and then slowly hooked her little thumb and said, "well."

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on the last day of winter vacation, she didn't send him when he left.

At the moment of his plane's departure, Han Ming's phone call came and asked her in disbelief what had happened.

That night she couldn't fall asleep. Yang Xue, who had been working downstairs for half a rest, was still watching the stock market program. Her flat voice came to her room. She stared at the ceiling all night.

After the beginning of school, she received a message from him, because there will be a day and night difference in foreign countries. Apart from talking, the most common thing they do is to leave messages to each other.

Every time she wakes up in the morning, she can receive nearly 99 + news, and she almost even sends him such trivial things as lunch in the morning.

In fact, most of them are nonsense.

But he would also look at them one by one and reply to her.

When she stayed up late at night, as long as she talked to him on the phone and could hear his voice, she felt that she had the spirit again and could stick to it.But these things that supported her disappeared a month later.

The message she sent him was never answered one day.

At first, she didn't care. She kept sending him news, sending him all the learning problems she encountered in the day and the funny things Tang Jie did.

But he didn't respond.

After a few days, she finally couldn't help calling him.

There is no answer.

She listens to the busy tone on the phone in the dormitory, and finally turns off her cell phone slowly.

He should be in trouble.

She thought. The first mock exam or the second mock exam is still in the

WeChat.

I told him that I forgot to put salt in the soup made by my aunt in the canteen today. It's really hard to drink.

Tell him how many more questions she wrote today, how about the accuracy and what problems she encountered.

But the opposite is not as boring and varied as before.

She went to Aunt Liu's milk tea shop, which had already changed its owner and opened a noodle shop.

Sometimes when she doesn't want to go home, she goes to the noodle shop.

His traces faded away.

In the second semester of senior three, their class moved to the top floor of the whole school.

Some students have gone abroad, and there are more vacancies in the class.

Thick books began to pile up on her desk where snacks had been.

Sometimes, when doing homework half way between classes, she turns her head slightly and stares at the vacant seat on her left.

In the past, there was a young man who would secretly kiss himself when others didn't pay attention.

Even every time she walks into the classroom in the morning, she has an illusion.

The teenager didn't walk. He was still sitting in this position with his arms on his head. He was a bit lazy, but the accuracy of the test paper was frighteningly high.

Then he turned his head and looked at himself, with a lazy smile on his lips.

When the wind blows, the shadow in the memory disappears.

Suchugo began to become silent.

Peng Jianda will also habitually have a problem, so he comes to the back row to find someone to solve the problem. He goes to the seat and sees the empty position in a trance. Then he turns around and says, "Xiao Su, tell me about this problem."

She raised her head and took up her pen to give him a lecture.

Peng Jianda found that as like as two peas in the past, her habits of speaking were all alike.

The teacher just told him that he had gone abroad. No one knows why he would leave without saying goodbye when he was in the third year of senior high school. All he knows is that many teachers in experiment two regret that they have gone a good way to win the place in the college entrance examination.

Wen Mingming came to see her more often and told her jokes every time.

Su Yuanzhou and Gao Jing are even more frequent visitors, and Han Ming will come often.

It's just that they don't mention Xie Xinglin.

His traces are about to be erased from her life.

She began to work very hard.

Since the second semester of the third year of senior high school, she began to dominate the top of the list of schools, and the gap between the top and the second is also widening. Until recently, she once again ushered in the ten school joint examination of key high schools in the city. She became the first, and once again won the top of ten schools for the second experiment.

In the previous experiment 2, the glory of brilliant creation composed by a boy named Xie Xinglin is now in her hands.

She kept working on the questions, brushing the papers and piling up hills with discarded pens.

This numbness and excitement continued until the end of the college entrance examination.

"At the end of the examination, please stop answering questions."

When the bell rang at the end of the last college entrance examination, everyone excitedly walked out of the examination room. She sat on her seat and looked at the ceiling in a daze.

After the exam, Zhao Minghua invited everyone to dinner. Many people in the class came, including those who went abroad before.

But he still didn't come back.

At the party, some people can't help crying.

First it was this one, and finally everyone was red eyed and speechless.

Zhao Minghua said with a smile, "there's nothing to cry about. Your future life is still wonderful."

How can there be a feast in the world.

Right?

Wen Mingming makes an appointment with Su Qiuge to go to the amusement park on Han Ming's birthday.

When we arrived at the amusement park, Wen Mingming sat on the bench, drinking coke and saying, "the score difference between Chen Ming and me is too far. Maybe he can't even pass the college entrance examination. In fact, he wanted to break up long ago, but he was afraid that it would affect my mentality before, and now he finally called me to break up."

Wen Mingming said, then red eyes, "qiuer, when I was a sophomore in high school, I thought that high school is really a period of learning pressure and boring, only after the college entrance examination can usher in a new life.""But why do I miss my three years in high school after the college entrance examination?"

Sue reached for her head.

Wen Mingming said, "qiuer, let's go bungee jumping."

Su Qiuge agreed.

In the past, she was most afraid of this, but now she is silent and watching the staff make safety measures for her, and then back to the sky, slowly fall back.

The high wind howled, and she fell down to the bottom like a bird with broken wings.

The past is like a dream. When you fall from a height, you can see it in front of you.

Finally, the boy in school uniform smiles at her in the afterglow of the evening.

Winter has passed, but you still haven't come back.

On the day when the score came out, she was still the first in the University, and successfully entered the top 20 of the province, becoming the target of all key universities.

The school also specially asked her to speak at the ceremony. What she said has been forgotten.

Teachers and students are far more excited than her. They all wish her and congratulate her.

She responded with a calm smile.

Yang Xue rewarded her with a bank card and a house.

She didn't take it.

Then he filled in the school he had chosen before.

The capital city is warm in spring and cool in summer, which is a good place for him.

The roommates in the university are very friendly and hardworking. It's quite pleasant to get along with them.

When I got to the University, I found that I was not "liberated" as the teacher said, and I was very busy.

She chose the finance major with the highest score, and even applied for a second major. She was busy all day.

Roommate once asked her, she looks so beautiful, do not want to find a boyfriend in school?

She chuckled and said, "I already have a boyfriend.".

Roommate surprised, did not see you contact ah.

In exchange for her long silence.

University life is rarely out of school, in addition to work is the friendship between schools.

Her life is similar to high school, teaching building, dormitory, canteen, 3:1.

He rejected many pursuers and even gave others the illusion of high cold.

She hardly ever asked for money from her family. She lives on scholarship and working money.

She never touched the card Yang Xue gave her.

Junior year, everyone began to prepare for the internship.

Before that, she met a schoolgirl whose character was the same as that of Wen Mingming, who insisted on her joining the club.

It's like a research project.

If you join a club, you have to ask for sponsorship. Originally, because the club needs too much money, someone is willing to give up, so the person in charge has to discuss with him.

Su Qiuge, as a junior and senior student, is naturally the person in charge. Finish one last thing for them before handing over the club.

After getting sponsorship, Su Qiuge had to change a little more formal clothes and go to dinner.

In the mirror, I put on light make-up and didn't comb my ponytail again.

It's similar to high school, but it's not the same.

I have talked about all the previous issues, but I didn't expect that when I got to the place, the boss who took the initiative to contact her for financial assistance was a greasy middle-aged man. When I saw her, I first sighed with emotion that "now college students are so good-looking" and then began to move.

Over the years, her mood has been very flat, flat as a pool of stagnant water.

Today, it seems to have finally erupted.

It's like it's finally boiling.

Su Qiuge directly got up, picked up the wine on the table and splashed it on his face, drenching him all over.

She looked at him with condescending indifference.

After the middle-aged man reacts, he wants to get up and slap her.

At this time, the door of the box was opened from the outside, and the waiter was embarrassed to see the mess inside.

The middle-aged man turned his head and yelled, "who told you to come in?"

Then, he noticed the waiter's strange, he is constantly apologizing to the man behind him.

The man was wearing a well pressed suit without any wrinkles. He slightly pulled the Windsor knot at the neckline. When he looked up at him, his narrow eyes were cold.