Chapter 189

Shen mange let go, but he didn't have much joy for ye Nanxian. He could feel Shen mange's resistance from the bottom of his heart, but she was compromising for him.

This kind of Shen man song is very similar to her five years ago. She has no self at all. She lives on the likes of Ye Nanxian. She once enjoyed such a time and felt it was a kind of honor to be loved by a woman. But now he also fell in love with, only to find that for a person he loved lost himself, how powerless and sad things.

Ye Nanxian stands in front of the bed and does not move. Shen mange is somewhat surprised.

"What's the matter?"

"Don't worry about me. You can do whatever you want. What I want is a wife, a complete you, not you who gave up your self for me. No matter what you want to do, I will accompany you. "

Ye Nanxian's voice is not big, even with a trace of low and hoarse, but Shen mange is extremely moved.

She suddenly found that five years ago her own efforts may not be as great as she thought.

At that time, she always followed Ye Nanxian, looking at his back, dreaming when ye Nanxian could stop to have a look at humble her, but she never realized that this kind of love is abnormal, is a kind of humble to the bone.

If you want a person to fall in love with you, you have to let him see your good instead of losing himself completely.

Five years ago, Shen mange was a puppet doll. She had no soul and no thought. All she thought was for ye Nanxian to have a look at her, even the slightest pity.

Once upon a time, she was also a proud son of heaven. In the whole school, in the Department, she is also a character of Fengyun class, but since she met Ye Nanxian and fell in love with her, she completely lost herself.

in the past eight years, it seems that there are very few pieces worth remembering.

She did not actively strengthen herself, improve herself, and strive to make herself worthy of Ye Nanxian and keep up with Ye Nanxian. Instead, she wasted her time and herself in the name of love.

How can she be worthy of Ye Nanxian?

How does she deserve to stand with him? She's Ye Nanxian's wife, right?

Ye Nanxian was born with a golden spoon. What kind of woman do you want? Is it because she loves him that ye Nanxian should pay for her love?

No!

She does not have any capital that can let Ye Nanxian stay for her!

God's pity, ye Nanxian has moved her heart and feelings. Whether it's guilt or real love, Shen mange doesn't want to think about these useless things. She only knows that it is an opportunity for her to be around Ye Nanxian.

No matter how unbearable she was, no matter what she had missed, now she has a great chance to start over with Ye Nanxian.

After Shen mange figured out all this, he suddenly felt that he had been trapped in a cocoon. If we had figured out these earlier, would she and ye Nanxian not be like this today?

She should be grateful for the fire five years ago, at least she did not lose Ye Nanxian. She is also grateful to herself. After five years, her feelings for ye Nanxian are still rock solid. She is more grateful for the disaster now, because only in this way can she truly realize how rare Ye Nanxian is, and is a partner worthy of her whole life to give her heart and hand in hand for life.

Shen mange has never understood what he needs more than now.

She wants the man in front of her!

Not only want him by her side, but also his heart, his love, his life!

But she is not to take, long life road, no one can pay for others for no reason, even if that person is their favorite person, so if you want to compete with it, you must make yourself completely strong, this must test yourself.

Shen man Ge sighed, but his eyes became more and more bright.

She took her eyes away from ye Nanxian and looked out of the window. Suddenly, she felt that the sky was blue, the sun was warm and the scenery was beautiful.

How could she refuse and reject such beautiful things?

Shen mange smiles with a kind of relief and a kind of putting down.

Ye Nanxian is a bit crazy and confused.

He hasn't seen Shen mange smile for a long time. At least she has been suppressing herself since she came back. She is very careful.

Now she's smiling.

The whole world seems to change color for her, so colorful.

The dark clouds floating in his heart slowly left.

Ye Nanxian doesn't know what Shen mange has come up with, but the tranquility and relief of this moment make him feel relaxed.

He sat beside Shen mange and asked in a low voice, "do you still need a psychologist?"

Shen mange shook his head and said, "psychiatrists can only guide them. If I don't want to face it myself, the water will not work well. Thank you, ye Nanxian

This sudden thanks let Ye Nanxian a little confused."Thank me?"

"Yes, thank you. Thank you for not giving up on me for five years. Thank you for falling in love with me. No matter how much guilt there is in this love, but this moment, I take it seriously. I ask you again, are you really going to join hands with me in this life? No matter how difficult the future may be, no matter who opposes it, you will never abandon me? "

Shen mange looks at Ye Nanxian with a bright eye.

Ye Nanxian seems to be looking at the beautiful starry sky, deep and charming.

He took Shen man GE's hand and put it on his chest. His heart beat like thunder, which was very shocking. The warm body temperature diffused Shen mange's whole body little by little along her fingertips.

Warm, hot, as if with the whole spring.

This is the feeling of heart, this is the feeling of love.

After eight years, she finally experienced that kind of palpitating moment again. The difference is that eight years ago, she was single love, eight years later, they were heart to heart.

Ye Nanxian looked at her very seriously and said, "in this life, I Ye Nanxian must be you."

"I will let your decision have no room for regret!"

Shen mange has a confident smile.

Although she is haggard and emaciated, at this moment, ye Nanxian seems to have seen Shen mange half a year ago.

At that time, Shen mange was very good at painting, which was regarded as the favorite of the whole art department. He still remembers that when he saw Shen mange for the first time, it was the moment when she won the championship.

She was full of youth and self-confidence. At that moment, it seemed that heaven and earth could change color for her.

That is to say, let him remember the girl named Shen mange.

Behind the shady, two people actually happened in the hotel was caught in bed, see is her, ye Nanxian actually did not how much exclusion.

That young girl, with his cold and affectionate person, may bring him a little excitement.

At that time, he decided his marriage, no one said it was useless. He said that he was responsible for his own behavior. He said that he had to get married after sleeping in public. In fact, ye Nanxian understood better than anyone that his heart really existed at that moment.

However, after marriage, Shen mange seems to be a different person. He is submissive and respects him, even completely losing his self-confidence.

Ye Nanxian layer once thought that he might have recognized the wrong person and married the wrong person, but what could he do?

Shen mange loves him so much that he doesn't do anything sorry for him. Does he want to divorce his wife?

Therefore, ye Nanxian doesn't pay attention to Shen mange any more. Although he knows that she has been giving and losing herself, he just can't stand it. But after the fire five years ago, he found that although Shen mange lost himself, some feelings still penetrated into his life and his soul in the passage of time.

Perhaps there is the departure of the child, also let him more and more guilt and self blame. Now seeing Shen mange's confident appearance again, he suddenly felt that his heart was revived half a year ago.

Half a year, walked a lot of detours, but at this moment, the two hearts are tightly embrace together, even a look makes people feel special warm and blood boiling.

Ye Nanxian held Shen mange in his arms and said in a low voice, "do you know? The first time I see you, you want to be the ruler of heaven. No one can compare with you. All the people have become green leaves, I was still thinking, this little girl film is really brilliant. But in the next eight years, I have never seen you like that again. I even think it is my marriage that makes you look lifeless, and I make you lose all vitality. Now seeing you like this again, I know that you can beat your own, right? "

Shen mange was surprised and asked, "didn't you see me at the party for the first time?"

"The first time I saw you was on the podium where you won the prize."

What ye Nanxian said surprised Shen mange for a long time.

It turned out that he had already seen her.

It turns out that their first acquaintance is so brilliant.

Shen mange suddenly laughs a little contented.

"Fortunately, it wasn't at the party, otherwise I would be ashamed to death."

Ye Nanxian gently hugged her and said in a soft voice, "if it was the first time at that time, no matter if you were sleeping daughter, I would not marry her."

"So what am I doing in these eight years?"

"It's all over, we have to be fine tomorrow. believe me. Our daughter will have a successful operation, I will find our son, ye Rui will grow up happily, and our life will be better and better. "

Ye Nanxian did not avoid Shen zi'an's disappearance.

The child is missing. It's not that you can find it without saying it's gone. They are husband and wife, and they need to bear the children's affairs together, even if it is like this.

Shen mange's mood is somewhat sad.

Shen zi'an has no news so far, which is not good news for her. However, she also knows that the urgent task is to cure herself first.If she collapsed, how could she continue to walk for the sake of her children and ye Nanxian?

Shen mange sighed and said, "do you really want to know what I've experienced before I can't eat so much?"

"If you don't want to say it, don't force it. When you want to say it, I'll be there at any time. Whether you say it or not, it doesn't change anything. I want to accompany you, guard you, this heart will never become

Ye Nanxian's words moved Shen mange. She took a deep breath and said, "I'd better tell you. Maybe I'll open my heart knot."

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